~I Can't Love Him~

***Next Day***

~Mark's POV~
I couldn't sleep all night. I was just too worried about Bora. She didn't even come back home. I even tried to sleep, trying to convince myself that she's safe.

But I just couldn't. I was way too worried. I felt like I was seriously dying right now. Not being able to see Bora. What if something happened to her? What if she was kidnapped? What if...what if...

'Okay, maybe I was overreacting. But still who would never freak out as much I as I am about a love one. I love Bora, no matter what I always will.'

Never even replied to my text messages. Even to my calls. Right when I know that I seriously called her a hundred times, that's when I was going crazy. I would go check her room time to time.

Until I just stayed in her room. Sitting there on her bed. Waiting patiently, well kind a. I was like walking back in forth. Then rolling over her bed. I just couldn't stop worrying about her. I was about to go insane if she never replied.

My mind kept playing tricks on me. Saying that she was going to get kidnapped. She was going to get raped. She was going to be shipped somewhere far. She was going to die.

However then my mind who be saying that she's alright. She's with her friends. She's with her other family members. Everything was messing up with my mind.

Finally I settled down on her bed. Covering myself with her blanket that smelt just like her. It was a scent I could never forget. A scent that I would never get tired of. A one and only scent that no one else has. It was her scent.

After a while, of daydreaming of her I ended up dreaming about her. Sleeping peacefully in her bed, thinking that she's sleeping right next to me. In my embrace.

When I woke up from my adorable date with Bora. I notice that something was sitting there, cupping my left cheek. It (or whoever) stroke my cheek gently and softly.

I slowly open my eyes. After seeing who it was, my eyes widen. I couldn't believe my eyes. Was I hallucinating. Was I dreaming? Was I still sleeping? Unless it was a daydream.

~Your POV~
Because you had school, you woke up earlier than the guys. Usually since Xiumin wakes up the earliest out of the members. I actually woke up earlier then him. It was a shocker to you, because even before he woke up earlier then you.

But however you thought it was because you were worried. What was going to happen when you went back. What will Mark do? Lecture you until you end up arguing. Would Mrs. and Mr. Tuan freak out and never let you go out like that anymore.

Making questions kept flowing through your head. When you were fully awake, you left but just after writing a little note to the guys. Because then they would start freaking out and lecture you.

When you got back at the Tuan's house. You went through the back since you don't have a key to their house. You slowly went up the stairs not to wake anyone up. It was only 5 in the morning.

You slowly went in your room, closing the door as quiet as you can. When you turned around letting a small sigh of relief that no one heard you. You quietly gasp, seeing that one person again. Sleeping on your bed, this early morning.

You slowly walk up to him, seeing his peaceful sleeping face. You slowly sat down on the edge of the bed. Making sure to not waking him up.

Small tears slowly started escaping from your eyes. Remembering that scene again. Slowly you reached up your hand, gently placing it upon hiss left cheek. Caressing it slowly yet softly.

Until then you saw him moving a bit. Slowly he fluttered his eyes open. After adjusting from the light, his eyes widen. He quickly sat up pulling you into a tight hug.

"M-Mark." His name softly and quietly past your lips.

"I-I thought I would never see you ever again. I thought-" Mark got cut off as you stood up. You quickly looked away, not making eye contact with him.

"M-Mark. You-you should go to your room." You said still replaying that scene of him and Gyuri in your head.

"Bora." Mark stood up, now standing in front of you. "Bora please." Mark reached out to grab your hand.

However you just back your hand behind your back.

"Mark, please leave." You said while staring at the ground, your tears threatening to fall. However you held it back.

Mark ignored you, he took a step closer to you. Slowly he reached and grabbed your arm, to slide his hand down to hold onto yours. He then slowly reached up and cupped your face, making you look at him.

"Bora, I admit I've done wrong. I shouldn't have agree to meet Gyuri. All I wanted to do with her was end things between us. For her to stop butting in my life. For her to stop bothering me. And I'm super sorry. I know your mad at me, however my love for you is real. I would never ever want to cheat on you. If I know I love something or someone. I will cherish it. No matter what and how many obstacles we go through. I will always be there by your side. I will always be there to wipe away your tears. Be there to comfort you. Be there to make you smile and laugh. Be there to make sure that nothing and nobody will bother or harm you. I'll be there to protect to you to the very end. Until god departs us, then that's when I will stop. That's when I will finally realize that I can't have you anymore. But until that happens I will always be there to love and cherish you until the very end." Mark caressed your cheek gently.

You slowly looked at his eyes. Seeing how everything he just said was true. You bit your lower lip nervously. Mark just chuckled softly.

He then took another step closer to you, making your heart rate increase. Closing the gap, he took one more step and there was barely any space between you two.

"Do you forgive me?" Mark looked at you with his sorrowful eyes. After hearing all that he said, somehow he will always know how to always hit your sensitive spot. "I guess that's a no." Mark let's go of your hand.

You just let out a small smile before cupping his face with both of your hands. Making him look at you, a bit startled. You then smiled bigger, which made him smile. You slowly leaned in and kissed his lips.

Soon Mark's arms snaked around your petite waist. Soon that kiss turned into a passionate kiss.

Later you broke the kiss and leaned your forehead onto Mark's. Panting. After a few hard breathes you finally spoke. Which made Mark melt inside, hearing your voice again and what you said.

"Gomawo for loving me so much. Probably I just overreacted because my last break up hurt me badly. So I'm really glad that you love me so much as I love you. And I will always stay by your side. No matter what obstacle we go through, I will always be there. Saranghaja Mark Tuan." You quickly pecked his lips then hugged him tightly.

"Jeodohyo, saranghae Yoon Bora." Mark hugged you tightly, digging his face into your neck. Smelling that one scent that he will never forget and will always love.

***Walking to school***

After your little moment with Mark in your room (or the guest room) you finally notice that you still had school. And you both were late. Quickly you went to change into something you could just put on quickly. Turned out, the outfit of the day that you quickly just threw on was...

something cute. You usually never wore something cute, that much. However then since you were in such a rush. You just kept it on.

"Well, doesn't my adorable girlfriend look cute today." Mark cooed at you, while holding your hand.

"Tch. You told me that earlier." You said while giggling.

"Wae? Just wanted comment. Since you never wear something like this." Mark then wrapped one of his arm around your waist, crossing your arms. You held both of his hands.

"Well, because of someone. I didn't remember we had school. So then I just had to put on something random." You said while playfully glaring at Mark. He just laughs and pecks your cheek.

"Araseyo. Blame me then. However you should wear something like this more often babe. You do look cute in it." Mark hugged you tighter. "Huh?" Mark then snuggled into your neck, while back hugging you. Even while walking.

"Araseyo." You giggled. However then you stopped, you just remembered that the school doesn't know that you and Mark are dating. Mark seemed to notice your sudden expression change.

"Babe, what's wrong?" Mark asked as he let go of you and walk in front of you, still holding your hand.

"Um..." Your gaze dosed off to the ground. Still afraid of what to do. If you told them about your relationship with Mark. Everything would become a mess. Their fan girls bullying and hurting you. Even though you were a tough girl, a shit ton of girls vs. one girl. You probably be dead by then.

"Come on babe. Tell me. I'm no mind reader." Mark used his index finger and lifted your chin up to face him.

"Mark. We still can't let other people know about us." You looked at him with your sorrowful eyes.

"Babe.~ I know. But at least we can be together right now. On our way to school." Mark gave you a warming smile. You just couldn't help but feel soft and let out a smile.

"Araseyo." You cupped his face and squished it a bit. "Gwiyeopda!" You squealed.

Mark then squished your cheeks also. However then just leaned closer to you and kissed your pouting lips.

"Gagi?" Mark raised an eyebrow lending out his hand for you to take. You just chuckle and take his hand.

"Mm. Gagi." You then intertwined our hand with his.

***At School***

Before entering, you slowly let go of Mark's hand. You hated the lost of his hand holding onto yours. However you were now at school. So you had to let go.

After entering the building the bell ring. You looked at the time on your phone to see that 3 classes has already ended and right now is your off hour.

"Wow, we really walked that slow." You mumbled to yourself. You just shrugged it off and went to the balcony where you always go on your off hour.

"Well, well, well. Look who we have here. Ditcher." You turned around to see Youngjae shaking his head.

"O-oppa." You just bitterly smile at him.

"How come you ditched? Up to three classes you ditched." Youngjae narrowed his eyes at you.

"Ani, oppa. I accidentally over slept because I was studying late at night." You lied. And he bought it.

"Araseyo. But if you ditched because of something else. I'll come after you." Youngjae joked.

"Araseyo oppa. But don't you have class?" You raised an eyebrow when the school bell already rang.

"Oh shit! Forgot! It's all because of you Yoon Bora!" Youngjae quickly ran to his classroom. You just chuckled shaking your head.

"Babo." You sat down on the cold hard stone bench. You felt the soft cool breeze hit your face. You fluttered your eyes closed to enjoy the moment. Until your phone totally ruined it.

You took out your phone and unlocked it to make a smile crept upon your face.

~To: My angel, Yoon Bora~
~From: Your sexy man, Mark Tuan!!!~

-Hey babe. I was wondering if you wanted to have with me. Just you and me. We can go down to that cafe again. Where we normally sat at when we would have our little food fights. So you in? Hope you are. Anyways I will meet you in front of the school building, araseyo? Saranghae Bora!!!

You just smile to yourself like an idiot. Quickly you text him back. Knowing that he's going to get in trouble sooner or later.

~To: My adorable man, Mark Tuan~
~From: Your angel, Yoon Bora~

-Annyeong baby!!! Alrighty, I'll wait for you in front of the school building. But you better hurry up or else I'm just going by myself. Nado saranghae Mark. Oh and plus I almost got caught by Youngjae. He kept asking question to why I ditched three classes. It's all because of you. You walk slow like a turtle.

With a small chuckle you send him the text. Slowly you looked through your phone to look for a random song to listen to. Until you found one that caught your eyes. Quickly you picked that song and laid your phone next to you.

Hearing D.O's wonderful voice singing in English.

~Nothing On You - D.O cover~
If I told you I was perfect I'd be lying
If there's something I'm not doing, but I'm trying
I know I'm no angel~
but I'm not so bad (no no no)
If you see me at the party conversating
That doesn't mean telephone numbers are exchanging
I know I'm no angel~ (girl)
but I'm not so bad (no no no)
Jut you know beautiful girls all over the world
I could be casing but my time would be wasted
cause they got nothing on you~ baby~
Nothing on you~ Baby~

(A/N: I really love D.O's voice when he sang this song. Will always love his voice when he sings in English. I also love their cover for open arms. But anyways if you want to hear it them click this link - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFs8V_jL_Eo)

Soon enough when the song ended, the class bell rang. Quickly you stood up and was going to head down back to the front.

Right when you got to the door, Youngjae came out with the other Got7 members and Bomi.

"Oh, unnie. Where the hell were you 2nd period. Class was super boring without you." Bomi whined.

"Yeah, first hour was boring. Even though I Jr. he was getting boring also." BamBam pouted cutely.

"Hey, I take that offensive." Jr. glared at BamBam.

"Ah, I overslept. But don't worry. It's just today." You were about to head out however they didn't move.

"Bora, where you going? Aren't you going to have lunch with us?" JB asked narrowing his eyes at you.

"Uh...someone asked to have lunch with me. And I agreed. So I'm not having lunch with you guys today." You slightly smiled.

"Mwuh? You and Mark." Jackson said while puffing out his cheeks.

"Mwuh?" You raised an eyebrow.

"Yeah, Mark said that he's not eating lunch with us because some other person asked him to eat with him." JB stated.

'Tch. Copying my lie. That babo.'

You just smiled thinking about the same lie that you and Mark used on the guys.

"Why are you smiling?" Bomi asked teasingly.

"Nothing. I have to go. Annyeong!" You quickly ran out.

"Are you guys thinking what I'm thinking?" Youngjae looked at the other members. Everyone nod their heads and ran for it. At first Bomi was dumbfounded on what they were thinking, until Jr. just grabbed her hand and ran for it also.

"Wher-where are we going?" Bomi asked trying to keep up with Jr.

"Following Bora." Jr. answered quickly.

Finally when you reached the front, you saw Mark already standing.

"And I thought you said not to be late. But look who's late. Not me, but you." Mark narrowed his eyes at you.

"Ya, I was in our original spot. The balcony and Got7 and Bomi just walked in on me. Asking me questions and stuff." You said while pouting a bit.

"Araseyo." Mark just laughs and sticks out his hand. You just smile and grab onto his. Happily you both walked out.

All you and Mark didn't know was that someone was watching you both. Heartbroken, they clench their fists together tight while grinding their teeth.

Also, someone saw your happiness. It broke their heart apart to see the both of you so happy together. To see the smiles that you and Mark wore, walking out of the building entrance. A single tear escaped their eye as they hanged their head.

Notes

OMG! I wonder who it is!!! Double update of the day!!!! Hope to get feedback from you guys!!! Thanks for all the love and support guys. I really love reading your comments, they keep me going!!! So hope to read more comments on these two chapters!!! And I can't believe I got 40 subscribers!!! And 26 votes!!!!! this is my best fanfic yet!!! Please stay tune for my next updates!!! Saranghaja!!!!!!

(A/N: Gotta love his adorable smile!!!!!!)