~I Can't Love Him~

~Your POV~
"Ileona~ Ileona~ Ileona~" Appa was singing happily next to me while flapping my blanket up and down quickly.

"Shireoyo!" I yelled at him. I quickly moved to lay on my side making my back face him.

"ILOENA!!!!!!!!!!!" Appa yelled out loudly. He then started jumping up and down while hitting my arm. "Ileona! Ileona! Ileona!" He kept yelling and yelling.

"Araseyo!" I yelled back while sitting up and glaring at him through my tired morning eyes.

"Bobo, I want ice cream. Can we go get ice cream?" Appa was whining like a 3 year old.

"Appa! I need to get ready for school!" I quickly threw my blanket off my legs and stood up quickly. Appa just quickly moved back quickly with wide eyes. Your sudden screaming made him jump in fright.

"So no ice cream today?" He put on his sad pouting face.

"Ya! Your not a kid anymore. So stop with your pouty face." I growled and stomped to the bathroom. 'I'm so tired, also transferred schools. Good thing the new school is closer.' I quickly put on a pair of skinny jeans, a plain white t-shirt, and a navy blue cardigan. I peeked my head out the bathroom door to see if appa was gone. 'Psh, you never leave until I have to freaking yell at you.'
'Appa became like that ever since that accident...'

***Flashback***
"Appa! Bballiwa! I want to go look for Mimi!" I yelled through the phone. (Mimi's my little sister. She got kidnapped, well that's what I think. She was only 4 years old when she disappeared. Ever since, appa and I would always go to the park to search for her but she was no where to be found. Omma's not with us anymore, she left right after Mimi's birth. Also her real name is Bomi. Appa gave us the nicknames.)
"Mianhae, I think I'm going to be late because of the bad traffic up here. Just stay home, I don't want you to be missing too." Appa said in a serious tone.
"Araseyo appa. Bballiwa!" I said in a happy voice. After talking to appa, I quickly went and sat down in front of the tv. I started watching 'KBS Song Festival'.
"Woah, they're so cute and handsome. Gosh those girls are total sluts." I said to myself. Then my phone started playing 'Growl' by exo. I quickly grabbed it and saw an unknown number. I cleared my throat.
"Yoboseyo?" I said in a quiet voice.
"Oh, annyeonghaseyo. Is this Mr. Yoon's daughter?" A strange man's voice said from the other line.
"Ne, this is her. May I ask who's speaking?" I bit my lower lip.
"This is the police department. We called just to inform you that your father has been involved in a very bad car accident. Right now he is being sent to Seoul Hospital." My eyes widen.
"A...accident? Ho...hospital?" I was stuttering out my words. Tears started streaming down my cheeks.
"Ne, he was involved in a accident and is being sent right now to Seoul Hospital." The police said with a sad tone. I quickly hung up and grabbed my bag and keys. I roughly put on my shoes and dash outside like lightning.
"Appa jamkkanman. I'll be there very soon. Don't leave me, please don't leave me." More tears came streaming down my face. (A/N: jjamkkanman = wait a minute.) I kept running quickly. I didn't care if the cross walks said not to walk. I still ran. All I could think of was appa. 'Holy shit man, I'm so out of shape. Knew that I should have worked out or at least took gym class.' I thought to myself.

***At the Hospital***

I ran inside breathing heavy. I quickly ran to the front desk.
"Annyeonghaseyo! I'm...I'm here for Yoon Yeo Hol." I said while catching my breath.
"Oh, he...he's in the E.R. room right now." The nurse said while pointing down a hallway.
"Gamsahabnida!" I bowed and ran towards the room. I started slowing down just looking at the big doors in front of me. I started walking slowly near the doors.
"Appa, jehbahl. Jehbahl. Don't die on me." I said in a soft voice while going closer to the door. (A/N: Jehbahl = please.) Then I stopped. I just stood there staring at the doors. After a while the doors started opening slowly. I saw the doctor. So then I quickly ran over to him.
"Annyeonghaesyo!" I shouted making the doctor jump in fright.
"Oh, annyeonghaseyo." He bowed his head.
"Is my dad ok now?" I looked at him, dead worried and curious.
"Ah, your father is off the danger list now. However..." My eyes widen, I was smiling in relief that he was fine until the doctor said however.
"How...however?" I furrowed my eyebrows.
"The accident made a huge impact on his head. Which means that your father probably lost some memories and that he has become mental. He probably would start to act like a 5 year old." My eyes widen bigger.
"Mwuh? Memory lose, 5...5 year old?" I fell onto the floor, with more tears streaming down my face.
"Ne, mianhamnida." The doctor patted my shoulder then walked away. I just bury my face into my hands. I kept sobbing until I felt someone's hand on my shoulder. I quickly looked because I was shocked of who would ever touch because I don't have any family members that I know of.
"Mianhae, I heard about your dad." He said with a little sadness in his voice.
"Gwaenhchana. It's my dad not yours." I said while wiping my tears. Then he pulled me into his embrace. My eyes widen at the stranger's sudden action.
'Mwoyaa!' I was about to push him away but then he held me tighter.
"I know you need a shoulder to cry on. So I'm lending you mine. Cry it all out. Gwaenchana." I heard his soft comforting words. I loosen up and hugged him back tightly. I did need a shoulder, and this stranger was so nice to lend me his. When I hugged him back I started pouring out more tears. He was patting my head lightly whispering comforting words.
"Gwaenchana, your father would never forget you. He loves you too much to ever forget. Even though some of his memories are gone, there's still you to help him right? Just cry it all out, because then there'll be no more tears to shed." He was rocking me side to side. After a long time I finally stopped crying. My eyes were all red and puffy.
"Gomawo, for...for comforting me." I slightly smiled. My eye vision was still blurry. So I couldn't see him clearly. The only thing I saw was his red hair, it was spiked up.
"No problem, I have to go now. Hwaiting!" I saw his smile, well kinda.
"Hwaiting!" I yelled back with a weak smile. I watched him leave, the only thing I saw now was his broad shoulder and well his back.
"I hope we meet again." I whispered to myself.
***End of Flashback***

I rolled my eyes and grabbed my bag quickly. I ran downstairs to see appa playing around with toys at the kitchen table.

"Oh, Bobo can you make breakfast for me? Jehbahl!" Appa was whining while leaning on his chair.

"Appa, I'm in a hurry. Annyeong!" I shouted and walked out the door. I glance at my watch and my eyes widen. "Holy shit, I'm fucking late for my first day of school!" I started running, good thing I'm in better shape now.

***School***

I stopped to catch my breathe, I bent down putting my hands on my knees while catching my breath. I slowly stood up straight and my eyes widen. 'This...this is my school?' My jaw dropped, the school was bigger then my older school. And my old school was also very big too. But not as big as this one. I quickly snap back into reality and ran inside. When I was running I accidentally made a lot of people drop their things. I couldn't care less though. I was going to be late, and I needed my things for my classes. I slammed the door open in the office and quickly looked around. Then I finally spotted the teacher lady that I need to talk to since I'm new. I quickly ran over to her and bowed down. I knew that I'd scare her.

"Annyeonghaseyo!" I said with a (fake) bright smile.

"Oh, your the new transfer student right? Man you almost gave me a heart attack." She giggled while I just stood there with a poker face and nodded my head.

"I'm came to get my things." I said while wiping my face a bit.

"Oh, majayo!" She quickly grabbed all my things and piled it on her desk. I was shocked that it wasn't a lot. I quickly grabbed it and dashed out even without her saying anything. I opened the door, and hit someone, because their legs flew up.

"Oh, mi-" I was cut off.

"Mwuh!? Are you fucking blind!?" The girl said while getting up. I just rolled my eyes.

"Ne, it's a good thing that I didn't see you. And plus I didn't want to see you." I smirked and walked away like nothing happened. There were even gasps as I walked away from her.

"Gwaenchana, she's probably new. That's why she doesn't know who you are, Gyuri." One of the girls said while helping her dust off her shirt.

"Wait, I forgot about the uniforms." I whispered to myself. I quickly walked to my first class. 'Wow found it faster then I thought.' I smirked and took a step in. Right when I did, the bell rang. I looked and saw that the classroom was huge, also it was really packed. Ok well not that packed but packed. I looked and notice that the teacher was staring at me. I walked closer to her.

"You must be the new transfer student. I'm Mrs. Park." She smiled brightly and moved her hand towards me for a handshake. I just smile back but didn't shake her hand. She then pulls it back with a bitter smile. I just smirk.

"Ok class! Settle down! We have a new student!" Everyone stopped what they were doing and faced forward. I turned and looked at them. All the guys mouth dropped and eyes widen. "Introduce yourself." I took a step closer.

"Annyeonhaseyo!" I bowed down. "Ji ireum - em Yoon Bora imnida!" I yelled out and stood up straight. All the guys would shout out at me. And I looked to see some girls glaring and whispering among themselves.

"You can take a seat at that empty chair in the back." The teacher pointed to my seat. I put on a fake smile and walk towards the chair. "Oh, and where's your uniform?" Mrs. Park glared at me.

"Didn't buy it yet." I said it straight forward. She just clears her throat and begins her lesson until two boys came running in and the girls went crazy. I quickly covered my ears. I couldn't take it anymore. I quickly shot up and glared at them.

"Ya! Sikkeuleon!!!!" I shouted out making all the girls stop and stare at me with wide eyes. "Seriously take a fucking chill pill." I glared at them and sat back down.

"She's right, you girls are so annoying." One of the guys said. The two boys slowly moved closer to me, one sat in front of me and the other sat next to me. I just stared out the window.

"Ok class, let's start now." Mrs. Park started her lesson. I ignored her because I already knew what she was talking about. I saw a reflection of a boy looking at me. So then I turned and he quickly freaked out and turned forward.

"Do you have something to say?" I leaned closer to him and whispered.

"Your new right? Never seen you before." He smiled at me also whispering. I just sit up straight and nod my head. "Yehpeuhdah!" He said out with a bright smile. I just chuckle.

"Gomawo. I think your cute too." I smiled back and notice that he blushes. We both saw the teacher looking at us so we acted like nothing happened.

"Ok, now get to it. If you have question come up here." Mrs. Park sat down at her desk. I looked at the board and smirked.

"Mwuh? This is so easy." I quickly copied it down and answered it right away.

"Woah, you know the answers already." The boy looked at me shocked.

"Mm, I already learned this. It's really easy." I smiled at him. He just makes his lips into an 'o' shape and nod his head.

"By the way I'm BamBam." I looked at him again.

"I'm Bora." I smiled at him, he turns away blushing a bit.

"I'm Jr." I looked forward and saw a cute boy eye smiling at me.

"Bora." I smiled back.

"How old are you?" BamBam looked at me curious.

"I'm 19 years old. What about you guys?" I looked back at them. They were shocked at my answer. "Wae?" I looked at them confused.

"Your older then BamBam. Guess BamBam could just call you Bora noona." Jr. chuckled. I also chuckle at their cuteness.

"Araseyo, but how old are you guys?" I furrowed my eyebrows.

"I'm 16 years old." BamBam smiled brightly.

"Woah, 16. Man you are younger then me. Way younger than me." I chuckled.

"I'm 19 years old which means I'm older. Woo older then someone else that's really pretty." Jr. laughed.

"When's your birthday? You probably can't be older then me." I smirked.

"September 22 (his actual birthday)" Jr. smirked also.

"Mines January 20. Which means I won!" I laughed to victory and Jr. hangs his head. "Now you have to call me master." I smirked.

"Mwuh rah goo? Never calling you master, halmeoni." Jr. laughed.

"Ya! I'm not that old." I glared at him then laughed.

"Ya, you guys forgot about me." BamBam made his cute pouting face.

"Aigoo, you are so cute." I pinched his cheek and Jr. pinches his other cheek. He quickly takes our hands off. After a while, we became closer and closer.

"So do you guys have a girlfriend?" I raised an eyebrow.

"I don't but Jr. hyung does." BamBam glared at Jr.

"What's her name?" I asked him curious.

"I'm not telling you." Jr. smirks.

"Her-" BamBam got cut off when the bell rang. I quickly shoved my books in my bag.

"Annyeong." I went out but then they both came to my side.

"We'll walk you to your next class." BamBam smiled his angelic smile.

"It's fine. Don't want to be a burden." I chuckled.

"Aniya, your new so it's ok." Jr. smiled.

"Ya! You're cheating!" We heard a yelling behind us. We all look back to see this girl that's kinda shorter then me. (We're still shorter then Jr. and BamBam though).

"Aniya! Babe, she's a new transfer student. BamBam and I was going to take her to her next class. That's all." Jr. was doing his aegyo.

"That's his girlfriend?" I looked at BamBam confused. He just nods his head. She then walks up to me.

"Annyeong! I'm Bomi. Yoon Bomi." That moment I froze. 'Bomi! Is it her!? Probably not. There's too much people with Mimi's name!!!!' I quickly snap back into reality.

"Annyeong, I'm Bora." I slightly smiled. " I better get going." I waved to them and walked away.

"Hey, wanna have lunch with me!" Bomi yelled out.

"I guess so!" I also yelled out. I looked at my schedule and kept looking at the door numbers.

"Aish, how can I find my first class so easily and then can't find my next class." I bit my lower lip and kept walking until I accidentally bumped into someone. I fell onto the floor, of course.

"Oh, mianhae!" A guy said in front of me. I just grabbed my schedule and looked up to see a sexy looking guy with a snap back. I saw his eyes widen when we made eye contact. "Gwaenchana!?" He freaked out and reached out his hand. I just stood up by myself.

"Gwaenchana." I dust off my clothes and kept on walking.

"Ya! Who was that? She totally looked like an angel." I heard his voice talking to someone.

"Gomawo!" I yelled out. Finally I found my class. I walked in and all the guys stopped what they were doing and stared at me. "Annyeonghaseyo." I bow to the teacher.

"Oh, you're the new transfer student. Welcome!" He smiled brightly at me. "What's your name?"

"I'm Bora, Yoon Bora." I smiled back.

"Oh, Bora noona!!!!" Someone yelled out. I turned and saw someone familiar. Then I remembered him.

"Sehunnie!" I smiled back. He quickly ran up to me and hugged me tightly.

"Ok, that's enough now." He quickly moved away then someone else hugged me tightly. "Ok who is this?" I couldn't breathe because they hugged me too tight. He stopped and smiled at me. "Oh, Kai-shi." Then I saw Chanyeol sitting in the back waving at me. I just wave back with a smile.

"When did you start going here? We should hang out." Kai made his cute aegyo.

"We should, man I never seen you guys in like forever." Chanyeol wrapped his arms around my shoulders.

"You should come over today. We're going to be studying and since your smart you can help us." Chanyeol smiled brightly.

"Mwuh!? Using me again." I glared at him.

"Ok boys now get away from Ms. Yoon." The teacher made them take a step away from me. I just chuckled at their silliness. "By the way, I'm Mr. Kim." He smiled brightly at me and held out his hand. Usually I don't like to shake hands however I did with Mr. Kim because I was in a happy mood. Sehun took my hand and dragged me to their seat.

"Better not take advantage of her boys!" Mr. Kim yelled.

"Ne!!!" They all yelled at the same time. When class started we all were whispering with each other. We did pass notes, but then our hands started hurting so we started whispering.

"You and Xiumin aren't dating anymore huh?" Kai looked at me worried.

"Yup, we broke up before you guys debuted." I bitterly smiled.

"Do you guys still talk though?" Sehun elbowed my lightly.

"Ani, we never talked after that." I elbow him back.

"I bet you still think about him huh?" Chanyeol looked at me with teasing eyes.

"Mwuh rah goo!? Aniya. Never thought of him ever since he left." I chuckled.

"He still thinks about you." Sehun teases me.

"Tsk, that's a lie." I glared at him.

"Ani, Xiumin never changed his wallpaper. His wallpaper was you of course. And whenever we ask him why he doesn't change it since you guys aren't dating anymore, he would say that he's took lazy to change it." Kai said in a teasing voice.

"Stop lying guys. It's not nice to lie to noona." I glared at them.

"We're not though." Chanyeol chuckled. 'Does Xiumin still have feelings for me? Did he really not change his wallpaper?' I bit my bottom lip while staring at the board. Finally when all my first hour classes ended it was my off hour and guess who I have it with. Yes, with Sehun, Kai, Chanyeol, and BamBam. I was impressed that even BamBam hanged out with us. I thought he didn't know Exo but he does. We all walked around school, they were showing my classes. We like went everywhere in the whole school. They even showed me around the school.

"I have about 3 jobs." I said while pouting.

""Ya, mechaso! Why 3?" Chanyeol asked shocked.

"Because we need money. And no I will not ask you guys for money so be quiet. And there all are part time jobs so it's ok. I got used to it though." I smiled proudly.

"Where do you work then?" BamBam looked at me curious.

"I work at that cafe down the road here, a flower shop kinda near my house and the ice cream shop down the other way of this school. They're all close to my house and school." I smiled. Then I notice Kai's, Sehun's, and Chanyeol's face brighten up a lot. "What's wrong?" I looked at them suspiciously.

"Nothing." They all said at the same time.

"Mwuh!? Tell me! I know you guys are hiding something." I glared at them and they just kept quiet. When school finally ended I quickly changed into my work uniform for the cafe. I ran out the school and went straight to the cafe. Right when I walked in my eyes widen.

"Annyeo..." He looked at me shocked as well. 'So this is why they were giggling, because Xiumin works at the same place as I do.'

Notes

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