BTS Actor Series
Forgive Me- Part 1
BTS Actor Series * BOOK 1 * JIN Short Story * Forgive Me:
[Imagine you as the main character <3]
The wind of winter nips my nose the moment I step foot outside. Bundled in a black, velvety trench coat along with a black, fluffy hat- I shove my gloved hands into the pockets of my coat. A cold-chill hit me as I continue walking down the sidewalk towards the park. Funny, going to the park in the dead of winter? Why not? I have nothing else to do with my life other than write an article about a film, or a critique on a food I've tried, or the latest celebrity gossip that I lowkey could care less about.
The due date for one of my articles is in a few days, but I am not motivated so therefore, I will walk to the park even if hypothermia takes over and I freeze into an eternity of slumber. Regardless, I need a break, and shivering until my teeth start chattering sounds like a good enough break for me!
The walk to the park is only five minutes away, and the sound of cars passing by gives a sense of comfort. The trees have no leaves, and the green of the grass has dimmed greatly since fall. Strangers all in their lonesome walk by from time to time bundled from head to toe, but I try not to be reminded of the lonely feeling I have myself especially when cooped up in my apartment. Hence, another reason I decided to take a walk in the park in the dead of winter.
I moved to the city to achieve great things, and I landed a job as a columnist for multiple magazines under one company. One magazine pertains to food because food is life, one pertains to movies because Netflix, and one pertains to celebrities because their lives are more interesting than mine. I mean the best job ever, right? Well, kinda. I continue down the pathway of the park trying to ignore the fact that I'm alone all the time. My friends who I left behind, not because I wanted to, but because of this job, I rarely get to see. But, in the end I want to make my parents proud, and proud of me they shall be.
Deciding to take a moment, I stand in front of the lake where the park got its fame. The lake is glistening even under the cloudy sky. Its breath taking even more so when the sun is out, or when the sun is setting. But for now, I enjoy the peace and quiet, as well as the view.
"Gorgeous isn't it?" A deep voice says, and I whip my head around to see who the intruder to my private moment is.
I'm caught off guard by the view my eyes are now resting upon. He's tall with jet black hair laying flat on his forehead, the tips of his bangs ending above his eyebrows. His dark, brown eyes stare at the sky as he holds a slight smile flashing abnormally perfect teeth. As my eyes trail down, I notice the broadness of his shoulders underneath a gray hoodie, as well as his dark jeans complimenting a pair of dark vans. I can't help but notice how immensely handsome this man is and for once I feel a blush creeping to my cheeks. It's been a while since I've felt a strong attraction to a human before- maybe it's the crisp smell of his cologne?
"It is." I say. "How often do you come here?" I ask to be nosy more so than curiosity. Only because I have never seen him at this park before.
"Just this past week," He admits. "I just moved here not too long ago."
"Oh okay," I nod, looking back at the lake. "What do you do?"
I fold my arms across my chest and lean against a sturdy enough tree beside me which gives me a better visual of this handsome fellow.
"I'm an actor. Or, at least trying to be, I have an audition sometime tomorrow morning actually." He answers. "I cook on the side, too."
Quite impressed with his answer, I nod and decide to try a flirt. "Well that's very dashing I must admit."
Handsome Fellow lets out a chuckle, "I'm Jin by the way. And, what is your name? What do you do?" He offers his hand and I shake it.
"I'm Yoo Mirae, columnist for multiple magazines under one company living my best life here in the city."
It takes me a moment to realize I'm still shaking his hand, and I awkwardly shove my hand in my pocket trying to keep myself from blushing again.
"Well Yoo Mirae, columnist for multiple magazines under one company living your best life, I am very honored to meet you." He slightly bows, and something in me ignites when he flashes me a side grin. How can one's skin be that clear? I wonder to myself. Is it really that possible?
Something in Jin's eyes has me mesmerized and I can't seem to look away.
He clears his throat as I look down timidly. "So um," Jin begins, "Would you like to take a walk?"
*
Before I can blink, I'm up against the wall, my legs wrapped around him, one arm on his bare shoulders, the other hand in his hair.
"Mmm." I moan, our lips remaining locked as his warmth embraces me. He presses his body tighter to me brushing the tip of his tongue with mine as I grip at his back, our breathing increases with every movement of our lips.
He twirls around and carries me to his bedroom slamming me on his bed, the covers soft beneath me. We gaze in each other's eyes, but only for a moment, before he starts kissing me again. His hands slip up my shirt and underneath my bra, palming at my breasts, the ticklish feel of my nipples really drives me wild as he trails his lips to my neck.
I throw off my shirt as he traces his fingertips to my back to undo my bra. Both on our knees at this point, he runs his tongue along my nipples, and without realizing, both my hands are gripping his shoulders, the fire below me feeling intense as he continues licking at my breasts. I then move my arms around his neck wanting more of his kiss; his hands, calloused and warm, run down my body, our bare skin meeting once again giving me a sense of paradise.
The wild inside me starts coming alive; biting my bottom lip, I whisper in his ear, "I've got an idea." If we weren't moving already fast enough, the squeaky sound of the shower starting fills me with anticipation. We don't even wait until the water is warm, Jin shuts the glass door then crashes his lips to mine. His hand grips the back of my head, the water getting steamy as it pours all over the both of us. Jin pins me against the shower wall, our breathing heavy as I gaze at the scene in front of me. I thought Jin was hot before, but with steamy water dripping down his face and through his hair, the attraction has grown quite immensely.
I begin to crave him more to the point my body can't take it.
"I think this is the best idea anyone has ever had." Jin breathes, his smile meeting my ear.
"Mmm." I moan, planting kisses along his neck and jaw then coming back to his lips and teasing him by biting his bottom lip.
As the night drives on, we end up back in his bed where we finally become one. He moves inside me, our breathing heavy as he continues to thrust. I've never felt so alive in years, and as the feeling continues to grow, I feel my body tense and as I finish, so does he. "Mm baby." I gasp. The pleasure causing the both of us to crash side by side.
Exhaustion hitting me after a few minutes, to my surprise, I feel his warm hand intertwine his fingers with mine. I look over at him, to see him staring at me as if I was the only girl in the world.
"What?" I manage to say, my breathing beginning to slow down. I just figured tonight would be a one-night stand and it be done with.
Our eyes still fixated on each other, Jin gives a side grin, and as I wait for him to speak, he doesn't. Instead, he rests his hand on my cheek, reaches over and gives me the sweetest kiss I have ever felt. It only lasts for a few seconds, but long enough to where I could feel everything. Heart melting, I touch the tip of my nose to his and turn around as he wraps his arms around me. Finally, since moving to the city, I am thankful that I am not sleeping alone tonight.
*
The morning comes quick as I struggle to open my eyes. The sun is bright, and it takes me a second to realize that last night was definitely not a dream. I can't help but grin to myself as I stretch my arms above my head. I let out a yawn as I lay back on my right side. Jin's warmth is absent and I remember him mentioning yesterday that he had an audition this morning, perhaps he's practicing? Maybe he already left? He trusts a stranger he just met yesterday to be in his house alone?
Before deciding if I want to get up and look for him or not, I turn to my right side, my eyes still blurry from just waking up. I notice a side table, and as I squint my eyes, I notice a round, dark object sitting on top. Blinking a few times, I focus on the object and reach out for it with my fingers.
As soon as I grab it, I realize what it is. The blood in my body rushes to my face as sheer and utter horror fills me. My heart begins to pound as my fingertips and toes go numb. Before I can make sense of it, the door to the bedroom opens.
I grasp the covers to my chest, panic fills me.
My eyes widen at the woman who just walks in.
It takes her a second, but she looks up, shock and anger filling her eyes, as she lets her purse fall to the ground from her now stiffened wrist.
"Who. The hell. Are you." She says through gritted teeth.
"I- I-" I'm barely audible, no words are coming to me. I'm butt naked and in this woman's bed and she's not the one I hooked up with last night.
"GET OUT!" She screams. "GET OUT! GET OUT! GET OUT!"
I jump out of the bed, the object making a 'ding' sound as it hits the floor. My heart still pounds as nausea waves in my stomach. As she continues screaming, I throw my trench coat on, trying to grab any article of clothing of mine that I can. Once I have everything I jolt to the front door. I put my shoes on, slamming the door behind me.
Pulling myself together, I run. I just run.
Running from the utter humiliation that I know will haunt me for the rest of my life. I don't know how far my apartment is. I don't even know where I'm going really. All I know is I want to be as far away from that house as I possibly can. Tears fly down my cheeks as I choke back a sob.
Wherever he is, I don't care. I don't ever want to see him again.
Nor do I want to relive discovering his wedding ring the morning after what I thought had been one of the most beautiful nights, I have had in such a long time.
[Written by: MalikMe21 (Wattpad) / JHopeMe21 (Tumblr)]
[Imagine you as the main character <3]
The wind of winter nips my nose the moment I step foot outside. Bundled in a black, velvety trench coat along with a black, fluffy hat- I shove my gloved hands into the pockets of my coat. A cold-chill hit me as I continue walking down the sidewalk towards the park. Funny, going to the park in the dead of winter? Why not? I have nothing else to do with my life other than write an article about a film, or a critique on a food I've tried, or the latest celebrity gossip that I lowkey could care less about.
The due date for one of my articles is in a few days, but I am not motivated so therefore, I will walk to the park even if hypothermia takes over and I freeze into an eternity of slumber. Regardless, I need a break, and shivering until my teeth start chattering sounds like a good enough break for me!
The walk to the park is only five minutes away, and the sound of cars passing by gives a sense of comfort. The trees have no leaves, and the green of the grass has dimmed greatly since fall. Strangers all in their lonesome walk by from time to time bundled from head to toe, but I try not to be reminded of the lonely feeling I have myself especially when cooped up in my apartment. Hence, another reason I decided to take a walk in the park in the dead of winter.
I moved to the city to achieve great things, and I landed a job as a columnist for multiple magazines under one company. One magazine pertains to food because food is life, one pertains to movies because Netflix, and one pertains to celebrities because their lives are more interesting than mine. I mean the best job ever, right? Well, kinda. I continue down the pathway of the park trying to ignore the fact that I'm alone all the time. My friends who I left behind, not because I wanted to, but because of this job, I rarely get to see. But, in the end I want to make my parents proud, and proud of me they shall be.
Deciding to take a moment, I stand in front of the lake where the park got its fame. The lake is glistening even under the cloudy sky. Its breath taking even more so when the sun is out, or when the sun is setting. But for now, I enjoy the peace and quiet, as well as the view.
"Gorgeous isn't it?" A deep voice says, and I whip my head around to see who the intruder to my private moment is.
I'm caught off guard by the view my eyes are now resting upon. He's tall with jet black hair laying flat on his forehead, the tips of his bangs ending above his eyebrows. His dark, brown eyes stare at the sky as he holds a slight smile flashing abnormally perfect teeth. As my eyes trail down, I notice the broadness of his shoulders underneath a gray hoodie, as well as his dark jeans complimenting a pair of dark vans. I can't help but notice how immensely handsome this man is and for once I feel a blush creeping to my cheeks. It's been a while since I've felt a strong attraction to a human before- maybe it's the crisp smell of his cologne?
"It is." I say. "How often do you come here?" I ask to be nosy more so than curiosity. Only because I have never seen him at this park before.
"Just this past week," He admits. "I just moved here not too long ago."
"Oh okay," I nod, looking back at the lake. "What do you do?"
I fold my arms across my chest and lean against a sturdy enough tree beside me which gives me a better visual of this handsome fellow.
"I'm an actor. Or, at least trying to be, I have an audition sometime tomorrow morning actually." He answers. "I cook on the side, too."
Quite impressed with his answer, I nod and decide to try a flirt. "Well that's very dashing I must admit."
Handsome Fellow lets out a chuckle, "I'm Jin by the way. And, what is your name? What do you do?" He offers his hand and I shake it.
"I'm Yoo Mirae, columnist for multiple magazines under one company living my best life here in the city."
It takes me a moment to realize I'm still shaking his hand, and I awkwardly shove my hand in my pocket trying to keep myself from blushing again.
"Well Yoo Mirae, columnist for multiple magazines under one company living your best life, I am very honored to meet you." He slightly bows, and something in me ignites when he flashes me a side grin. How can one's skin be that clear? I wonder to myself. Is it really that possible?
Something in Jin's eyes has me mesmerized and I can't seem to look away.
He clears his throat as I look down timidly. "So um," Jin begins, "Would you like to take a walk?"
*
Before I can blink, I'm up against the wall, my legs wrapped around him, one arm on his bare shoulders, the other hand in his hair.
"Mmm." I moan, our lips remaining locked as his warmth embraces me. He presses his body tighter to me brushing the tip of his tongue with mine as I grip at his back, our breathing increases with every movement of our lips.
He twirls around and carries me to his bedroom slamming me on his bed, the covers soft beneath me. We gaze in each other's eyes, but only for a moment, before he starts kissing me again. His hands slip up my shirt and underneath my bra, palming at my breasts, the ticklish feel of my nipples really drives me wild as he trails his lips to my neck.
I throw off my shirt as he traces his fingertips to my back to undo my bra. Both on our knees at this point, he runs his tongue along my nipples, and without realizing, both my hands are gripping his shoulders, the fire below me feeling intense as he continues licking at my breasts. I then move my arms around his neck wanting more of his kiss; his hands, calloused and warm, run down my body, our bare skin meeting once again giving me a sense of paradise.
The wild inside me starts coming alive; biting my bottom lip, I whisper in his ear, "I've got an idea." If we weren't moving already fast enough, the squeaky sound of the shower starting fills me with anticipation. We don't even wait until the water is warm, Jin shuts the glass door then crashes his lips to mine. His hand grips the back of my head, the water getting steamy as it pours all over the both of us. Jin pins me against the shower wall, our breathing heavy as I gaze at the scene in front of me. I thought Jin was hot before, but with steamy water dripping down his face and through his hair, the attraction has grown quite immensely.
I begin to crave him more to the point my body can't take it.
"I think this is the best idea anyone has ever had." Jin breathes, his smile meeting my ear.
"Mmm." I moan, planting kisses along his neck and jaw then coming back to his lips and teasing him by biting his bottom lip.
As the night drives on, we end up back in his bed where we finally become one. He moves inside me, our breathing heavy as he continues to thrust. I've never felt so alive in years, and as the feeling continues to grow, I feel my body tense and as I finish, so does he. "Mm baby." I gasp. The pleasure causing the both of us to crash side by side.
Exhaustion hitting me after a few minutes, to my surprise, I feel his warm hand intertwine his fingers with mine. I look over at him, to see him staring at me as if I was the only girl in the world.
"What?" I manage to say, my breathing beginning to slow down. I just figured tonight would be a one-night stand and it be done with.
Our eyes still fixated on each other, Jin gives a side grin, and as I wait for him to speak, he doesn't. Instead, he rests his hand on my cheek, reaches over and gives me the sweetest kiss I have ever felt. It only lasts for a few seconds, but long enough to where I could feel everything. Heart melting, I touch the tip of my nose to his and turn around as he wraps his arms around me. Finally, since moving to the city, I am thankful that I am not sleeping alone tonight.
*
The morning comes quick as I struggle to open my eyes. The sun is bright, and it takes me a second to realize that last night was definitely not a dream. I can't help but grin to myself as I stretch my arms above my head. I let out a yawn as I lay back on my right side. Jin's warmth is absent and I remember him mentioning yesterday that he had an audition this morning, perhaps he's practicing? Maybe he already left? He trusts a stranger he just met yesterday to be in his house alone?
Before deciding if I want to get up and look for him or not, I turn to my right side, my eyes still blurry from just waking up. I notice a side table, and as I squint my eyes, I notice a round, dark object sitting on top. Blinking a few times, I focus on the object and reach out for it with my fingers.
As soon as I grab it, I realize what it is. The blood in my body rushes to my face as sheer and utter horror fills me. My heart begins to pound as my fingertips and toes go numb. Before I can make sense of it, the door to the bedroom opens.
I grasp the covers to my chest, panic fills me.
My eyes widen at the woman who just walks in.
It takes her a second, but she looks up, shock and anger filling her eyes, as she lets her purse fall to the ground from her now stiffened wrist.
"Who. The hell. Are you." She says through gritted teeth.
"I- I-" I'm barely audible, no words are coming to me. I'm butt naked and in this woman's bed and she's not the one I hooked up with last night.
"GET OUT!" She screams. "GET OUT! GET OUT! GET OUT!"
I jump out of the bed, the object making a 'ding' sound as it hits the floor. My heart still pounds as nausea waves in my stomach. As she continues screaming, I throw my trench coat on, trying to grab any article of clothing of mine that I can. Once I have everything I jolt to the front door. I put my shoes on, slamming the door behind me.
Pulling myself together, I run. I just run.
Running from the utter humiliation that I know will haunt me for the rest of my life. I don't know how far my apartment is. I don't even know where I'm going really. All I know is I want to be as far away from that house as I possibly can. Tears fly down my cheeks as I choke back a sob.
Wherever he is, I don't care. I don't ever want to see him again.
Nor do I want to relive discovering his wedding ring the morning after what I thought had been one of the most beautiful nights, I have had in such a long time.
[Written by: MalikMe21 (Wattpad) / JHopeMe21 (Tumblr)]
Notes
Thank you for reading,Let me know what you think,
Each story will contain only four parts,
So find out what happens next in Part 2 of Forgive Me which will be posted soon!
-JHopeMe21
