Singularity

This afternoon, I sat down at one of my favorite Cafe's in Korea, Soul town. I wanted to relax a bit after what happened yesterday. Suga is really not the type of guys that I'd imagined him to be like. I really thought, he would be a good guy and have descend matters. But, I was wrong for assuming that was the type of person he was. Inside, it made me feel bad for myself as I slowly,but quietly drank my tea.

[Flashback]

I went to Suga's house, to talk with his parents about the sudden marriage. However, I ended up discovering something shocking. I noticed that Suga also wasn't really happy about the idea, either. Seeing that, it made me want to get to know him about more for once. As his parents, were finishing up talking about their business and wanted to know the reason for showing up at there house so unannounced.

Suga glanced at me with a devilish type look on his face and walked away without single word. I could easily tell he really didn't want to deal with this issue. Which for the most part I didn't either, but their was something that I was willing to do to make this all easier on the both of us. Suga's parents sat me down and urged me to tell them the situation.

''What is the matter,child?'' Suga's mother said concerned

''Nothing much, I just wanted to apologize about how I acted when we first met. I should've not reacted like that and been bit more professional on the matter.'' I said saddened

''Don't worry about it, its okay! Besides, that is how I reacted when I first found out that my parents had me married with Suga's father. So, what brings you here today,so suddenly. Your parents probably wouldn't want you here until everything is finalized.'' she asked curiously

*Sits down* ''First off, I actually want to make this relationship work. Even if your son doesn't love me at first, I want to actually make this work and give it a try. Furthermore, I really don't want to disappoint my parents and you guess if I don't do it.'' I mumbled

''Really! That's good!'' she said happily

''Please, don't tell him that I said this. Also, please don't tell my parents about it either i'll tell them myself.'' I stated

''Okay! I understand, darling.'' she said kindly

''Can I talk with Suga for a bit?'' I mumbled

''Sure, he probably upstairs in his room.'' she said excited

''Thank you, Mrs.-'' I said hesitantly

''Mrs.Min'' she said kindly

I went upstairs to find Suga's room,but I didn't know where to go. The Min's manor was so huge that anybody can get lost in this whole house in a heartbeat. Their house was a bigger than mines and well furnished too. All of a sudden, he appeared at of know where. Which gave me a huge fright that I quickly jumped out of my own skin just seeing him in the corner of my eyes. However, he obviously didn't seem to pleased to see me upstairs.

I looked at him nervously and then my heart started beating fast. It wasn't beating fast because I liked him,but because I was so nervous. We kept staring at each other in complete silence until he grabbed me. He suddenly took me to his room and closed the door behind me. I sat down at the desk that was located by the window, which showed a lovely view of the backyard area.

We just sat across each other not saying a single word,so I had got up and grabbed my purse. I didn't want to be a burden on him and ruin his day by taken up his space. However, he rushed up to me and slammed me against the wall. Then, he pushed me onto the bed and laid on top of me. Our eyes met on each other in that same position,before I realized how late it was getting. So,I pushed him off of me in a hurry and left his parents house.

When I suddenly arrived back home and rushed to my room. I could see feel my heart pumping and my cheeks getting red. I didn't know what was going on with the inner me it like something was slowly changing me. Furthermore, I kept pacing inside of my room,yet something really hit me hard. The fact that he suddenly got on top of me and glanced at me. However, he still didn't say one word to me at all. Also, he didn't even bother to finish what he was going to do.

He also didn't even chase after me when I pushed me aside to leave. It made slowly realize that he was probably teasing me. It all made proper sense because he kept silence and didn't even finish the job. Despite that, I couldn't believe that I had allowed him to even do those things to me in the first place. He may think that I'm so desperate to have sex with him or something.

After thinking those things, it became harder for me to thing straight and go to sleep that night. I began to wonder what the current future has for both him and me. Since, we both have to marry each other because of our stubborn parents. All of a sudden, having these horrible thoughts made me want to take back those words and back out on the sudden marriage.

However, I didn't want to disappoint my parents nor his parents at all. They both trusted me as I told them that I'll try my best to be a perfect wife for him even though he won't accept me. This was really going to tear me apart from the inside out and ruin the life that I really wanted for myself in the end. On the other hand, at least I got to run the family business instead. So, it made me feel good about myself that not all things in my life was bad.

As I left the cafe in a hurry, I was suddenly call in to appear at the company for some odd reason. It turned out that my dad need me to help him some preparation for the new make ups and skin tones for the company. Also, he also wanted me to help some of the employees with their work. Which made me a bit nervous because I never had to work with much of the staffs. They all didn't really like me,which I didn't mind much.

Most of them was jealous of me because I was beautiful then them. Also, some of them just was so annoying at time when they would try to show off by coming in with fake purses. I called them fake because they were so out dated and not trendy anymore. Furthermore, I already owned most of them and had threw them away because they were old. Then, their was the others who tried to actually befriend me. I actually didn't mind them at all until they kind of got clingy sometimes.

At the company, most people thought that my father treated like a princess. However, he only had me doing basic easy tasked and had others doing the big work. It didn't make me feel anyway because I knew he would give me the company someday,anyway. Especially, when he decides to retire and see how responsible I'm to work at the company.

After work, I decided to let loose and go to my favorite club with some friends. Likewise, they were nowhere on the same level as Kimberly as being my friends. They were only seen next to me to make me look good about myself nothing more. We were having fun at the night club. Until, I ran into the one and only Suga with his guy friend who was with Kimberly that same night at the business party. They were both sitting at an exclusive V.I.P area with bouncers blocking the area.

I hurried over to the area that he was sitting at. Only for him to glance at me with such an annoyed look on his face. Then, I took a quick glance at his friend who looked at me then looked back at me. I could see how much Suga didn't like me at all,which didn't reflect how his action was at his house. His attitude towards me made my blood boil suddenly, which ruined my mood quickly.

''Hey! What are you doing here? I said upset

*Silence*

''What! You're not going to answer my question just because you're popular or something. Or maybe, because you've your little friend here sitting right next to you.'' I shouted

''Listen! Can you please leave me alone? I've done nothing to you and besides you're the one who walked over here. I didn't call you over here to come and talk to me.'' he said softly

''Uh...'' I said

''Also, my friend has nothing to do with how I act towards you. Maybe you're just annoying to me and quite stupid.'' he said

''How dare you call me annoying and stupid? I attended one of the biggest university in Japan.'' I said annoyed

After our back and fourth arguments, he then started signaling some women to enter his exclusive area. As they were rubbing all on him sexually, they glanced at me with a smirk on their face. It made me feel even more annoyed and angry. He even told his sluts that I was his fiance, which they said 'That I was to ugly for him and not worth it.'
What those girls said about me didn't make me mad because I had no feeling for him.

I rolled my eyes and left him alone like he had wanted. He didn't bother me anymore as I had to vent my anger on him. Also, our heated conversation was done with,so it was time to have fun again. I decided to drink some hard liquor and then hit the dance floor. I could suddenly feel the heat and the warmth of the club vibe. One of the guys who was sitting near me, pulled me near him and we started dancing. He put his hands on my waist and then moved it to my ass. However, it didn't bother me at all as long as I had fun and enjoyed my time.

Then, some of his friends joined in on the fun. He offered me another drink which was even more exciting for me in the end. In the corner of my eyes, I could see Suga still with those sluts as they stare at me sexually dancing. After that, I whispered into the guys ears to leave the club and hangout. But, it was getting pretty late,so I had him give me his number and we could chat.

Before, I knew it some of my friends had to take me back home sense I was drunk as fuck. My parents were going to be fucking pissed at me,so I decided to crash at Kimberly's house that night. Which I hoped that my parents would bitch at me for this,but its all have been done. This was the best time of my life and I wished that everyday could be like this.

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