It was early in the morning, I had to get ready for work as usual,but this time I was working at Suga's company. I decided to be more classy this time around and wear something more work appropriate. So, I wore an all white suit this time which made me look nice and classy. Furthermore, I wanted to impress the employees as well as Suga. Since, he has always thought low of me when it comes to the way I dress myself.
(This is the outfit that Jessica wears at work-the all white suit.)

I drove my white Mercedes Benz to work, while Suga drove his black Ferrari. We never drive to work in the same car because Suga still doesn't accept me as his wife. Which still makes me sad now and then,but its whatever. As long as I have him that is all that matters. Moreover, He is all that I've left because my father gave the company to Diana instead of me.

As I made my way inside the Min company, everyone was so impress with my choice in outfit as their was some many people staring at me in awe. It made me so happy that everyone seemed to like my outfit and I could see Suga glancing at me as he noticed. Normally, I would wear sexy outfits at work,but this was a huge deal for me indeed. Also, I didn't want to embarrass my husband nor myself with such inappropriate outfit choices.

My job at the company was to assist my husband at the company. I was his assistant as Mrs.Min didn't want me to work a low position in the company as his wife. Also, she knew that I would be like her and be picked on by the employees. Which she had faced when she married her husband,Suga's father. So, she didn't want me to experience the same thing as her. Which was kind of her to do this,but I could've handled everything on my own, I thought.

It was late at the office, Suga was still working in his office. While, I was working on some more files for other company from my desk. My desk wasn't far from his office as his office was surrounded by class. He could see me and I could see him work. However, he never seemed to pay much attention to me. Which made me sad inside,but I tried not to show it.

As he was still working, I packed my leftover work and decided to let him know that I was leaving early. He didn't even glance up at me as he kept looking at his paper work. Again, it made me feel worthless and terrible. He nodded his head and went back to work. It made me more sad that he didn't ask me ''where I was going?'' I decided to not head home and do more of my work at Kimberly's and I house.

I didn't feel like seeing Suga,so I did my left over work at me and Kimberly's vacation estate 'The Lux'. As I was finishing up the paper work, I made me some of my favorite desserts and ate them during working. It was my dinner, since I wasn't home at me and Suga's house. Then, I headed straight to bed after eating and doing the rest of my work.

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The following morning, I got up and got ready for another day of work. This time I decided to wear something different. I wore a black collared dress with studs on it with black pumps. It made me feel nice that I changed my style,but I still felt unhappy for some reason. The more I looked in the mirror the more I could see how sad I was for myself.

(Jessica's outfit)

*Door bell rings*

''Hey, Jessica! What are you doing here?'' she asked curiously

''Oh! I slept here last night.'' I answered quickly

''You slept here? Without Suga?'' she said stunned

''Yes, well I was working and I lost track of time and fell asleep.'' I responded

''Bullshit! Jessica, you are unhappy about him not accepting you as his wife still. Its been a whole month, since you guys have got married and you still are having these feelings.'' she said sadly

''Kim, I don't know what to do? I love him very much as I'm literally changing myself for him and even his family. However, I still don't feel like I'm doing much at all for him or pleasing him. He still doesn't look at me as his wife and it makes me sad.'' I replied crying

''Don't cry Jessica, things will get better in your marriage. Like they say, ''Things take time'' especially in an arrange marriage.'' she said comforting me and wiping my tears away

After our talk, I went to work as my husband was already there. I headed straight to my desk and prepared all the paperwork for the meeting. Then, I made sure that the food was also nice and heated for our quest. One of the employees commented on my outfit as she said it made look nice and classy. Which made me smile for once as she noticed,yet Suga didn't comment on it. However, I didn't get upset as I listened to Kimberly's advice.

Another of our employee came to me and commented that my eyeliner had ran. So, ran to the bathroom to fix it and return to work. Then, we went out to as a treat for working hard today which was nice to get along well with my co-workers for once. We went to a steak house,which was expensive. But, of course not for me because I am rich.

''Why were you crying,Jessica?'' Amber asked curious

''Crying? What do you mean?'' I asked confused

''Don't deny it, we know that you and the boss are having marriage problems. Its quite obvious for us women.'' she said

''What are guys talking about?'' I asked confused

''The way you look at the boss and the way he doesn't react to you. You guys haven't even bothered each other today and its unusual for a married couple.'' she said

''Well,you're wrong. We just prefer to put work ahead of our love for each other. Also, we wouldn't have never married each other if we didn't love each other.'' I replied

''Jessica, as a women whom is not rich and famous like you. I feel that you should not try to change yourself just because your husband doesn't recognize you.'' she said concerned

To be continued

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