Singularity

Today was the day of the wedding and I was already a bit nervous about the big day. I tried everything to stay under control and calm down. However, nothing seemed to be working and it made me even more nervous. My mother came into my dressing room and began trying to calm me down. Of course, my mother could see how nervous I was on the big day. She smiled at me as she fixed my wedding veil on my head.

''My daring, I know that you're as nervous as I'm,but you've to stay calm in this. Also, its normal to feel this way before a wedding,so take your time adjusting. This was the same feeling that I had when I had first married your beloved father. Furthermore, as a mother i'm still nervous on letting you go as my daughter.'' she said softly

''I know its a normal feeling,but I still feel like I'm not ready for this. What if something goes terrible wrong and its all my fault?'' I said nervously

''Nothing is going to happen to you and its not going to be your fault. This is your wedding not anyone else's. Don't worry about anything,if something bothers you me and your mother in-law will put an end to it.'' she answered

''Thank you,mother!'' I said gracious

''Sure, anyway its time for the wedding to start,so lets get ready.'' she responded helping me up from the bed

After talking with my mother, it was time to head to the wedding ceremony. Which was located at the famous church that my parents got married at. They walked me to the entrance to the door in which my mother and father would be walking me down the aisle. As the door opened for me to walk down the aisle, I could suddenly feel the butterfly's in my stomach. Which both of my parents held my hand during the time and I could see everyone glancing at me smiling.

Everyone that I knew was their even Jay and Will who was sitting next to each other smiling. Which made me happy to see them enjoying themselves,even though we didn't really talk much. As I was walking down the aisle, I glanced at Suga who was standing at the opposite end of the aisle with a straight face. To my surprise, he didn't even shed a tear as he saw me with such a beautiful dress,but I didn't mind for this very moment. It was enough for me to be the one to be all emotional and everything.

As I reach the end of the aisle, Suga grabbed my hand as we turned to face each other. He slowly grabbed my veil and pulled it over my face to review my beautiful face. Then, the pastor read the scriptures and we read both of our vowels to each other. Furthermore, I gave one last glance out to the quest and smiled at them watching them cry. Likewise, I mouthed a thank you to both of my parents and to Mrs.Min for letting this wedding happen. Then, I focused back to my husband and we both kissed each other,as we were both officially husband and wife.

After the wedding ceremony, me and Suga got inside our white Limo and went to the after party. We arrived at the after party,which was being held at our house that Mrs.Min gifted to us. I didn't think she would decide to have it be held here out of all places,but it was a huge house so it made sense. All the quest was in the backyard near the pool area of the house,where they congratulated us as we made our way to the entrance.

I glanced at Suga who seemed to not have changed his facial expression,which became to bother me a bit. It seemed like he wasn't having any fun, even though this was benefiting both of our parents. I didn't want people to think less of me as he didn't truly love me and people would think I'm worthless. Suga suddenly grabbed my hands and walk me over to the dance floor. We danced for a little bit as he noticed that it was hard for me to dance in a big wedding dress,so he suggested me change into something smaller.

After changing my dress, it was time for the father and daughter dance. It felt nice for me and my father to have our moment together. I never thought this moment would come because me and my father wasn't close as we made it seem. But, I'm happy that he was here at the wedding and contributed. The quest was enjoying themselves, which made me glad and proud. Of course, I saw Kimberly and Jimin hanging around as usual. They both was standing near the dance floor with their hands around each other.

Then, I saw Victoria, Miranda and Ginger who was standing in their own little corner. They were both glancing at their phones and didn't want to congratulate me. I walked over to them and tried to make small talk with them,so things wouldn't be so awkward between us.

''Are you guys enjoying yourselves? You guys should interact more with the other quests.'' I stated nicely smiling

''Enjoying ourselves? Please, this wedding is so lame. The only reason we're here is because of the grooms mother and Suga.'' Victoria said with a smirk

''Victoria,no you're wrong. Be honest, this wedding is trash and besides your husband thinks the same as he doesn't even a rats ass about you nor your whole existence. If he did he would've been more open towards you and more emotional. He stood their with the same emotion on his face,but he acted nice only seeing that people would criticize this wedding. Besides, his mother worked so hard to put this wedding together,so he is doing it for his mother not you. So, don't overthink thinks to much or have high hopes.'' Miranda said snobby

''Why are guys acting like this? This is my wedding...Why can't you guys be happy for me?'' I asked softly

''First of all, you should not have to ask such a question that you know the answer to. As a person,who likes to act like she has everything you should know the answer. Besides, I pity you for being in an arranged marriage to someone doesn't love you and being in a broken family. You know that your parents won't give you the company,so Fenty Rose is as good as trash to you.'' Ginger replied laughing

''Ginger! Watch your mouth! We're simply guests of Mrs.Min and Suga. We shouldn't make a scene as we will be scolded for making the bride feel completely foolish.'' Victoria said calmly as she ushered the girls to the house

After hearing them say those disgusting words to me, I didn't want to participate in the wedding any longer. I felt uncomfortable,so I left and went up to my room in the new house. Furthermore, I cleaned up myself and went to bed without a world crying myself to sleep once again.

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