Just A Number
Chapter 47
*JK’s POV *
It was the night of my concert, also my birthday, I honestly have no idea how many people are going to be here. I sigh leaning on the vanity doing my breathing exercise, I usually don’t get nervous, but tonight is different. My first concert after my relationship got out, finding out my fans having mixed feelings about it, it was all too much for me, I’m thinking about clearing the air about it. Also, I’m even more nervous because I’m thinking about telling Yuna…that I love her tonight. I know it’s my birthday and all but, I’ve been dying to let her know, plus…I have been feeling shitty for acting weird towards her since that night she fainted 2 weeks ago. I was just so jealous and knowing that she still wonders about him…her ex… makes me go crazy, so…I think I need to do this, I need to tell her exactly how I feel in order for her to forget him. How can she have my baby knowing he still exists in the back of her mind?
*Yuna’s POV *
Today is Jungkook's birthday and I'm pretty nervous and excited. We haven't been ourselves to each other for some time due to him being stressed about his concert today, And also probably the whole Yoogni thing.
“You sure it’s appropriate to do it after he performs?” I ask Minyong as we passed through security, she, Namjoon and the rest of the guys was both in on the plan to give Jungkook’s his birthday gift. He doesn’t know I’m coming to his concert, “Yes! It’s perfect, now c’mon!” Namjoon and Jimin peeked into the dressing room and saw Jungkook must be on his way to the stage, “Perfect let’s set the stuff in here,” we all ran in and started setting everything up.
We were finally finished decorating and decided to go to the side of the stage to watch Jungkook perform. Surprisingly, a lot of fans showed up at his concert, the crowd was going crazy as he performs. It really made me happy. I know a lot of his fans weren’t too happy about our relationship, I know it stresses him out seeing what fans post on social media or what the media is saying about us. He hasn’t spoken about me to any media…I can't help but feel like I’m just in the way of his career and it pains me. I just want to fix it somehow, I need to fix it for us and our unborn child. I’m hoping this surprise will help.
Jungkook just finished his performance, he only has 2 more songs to perform and then he’s done. He has a 15-minute break right now so we all know he’s about to head to the dressing room and see his surprise! I’m so nervous, “C’mon we gotta take our places,” Jimin calls out to us, as soon as we were about to head back to the dressing room before him we heard the crowd go wild.
I turned my head to see what was going on and for some reason, Jungkook was still on stage…by himself this time. “W-what is he doing?” Minyong ask staring at me, “I…don’t know?” Namjoon answered, all five of us stopped and watched Jungkook walking around the stage holding onto his mic. He motions the audience to settle down and to be quiet, what is he up to?
“Uh…hi, I um, was just hoping you all are enjoying the concert.” The audience cheered, “As you all may know today is my birthday, I’m finally 21” he smiles, “But that’s not what I want to talk to you guys about,” what does he want to talk about?? He’s kind of ruining the surprise I have in store! “So…a couple of weeks ago…news broke out about my relationship,” oh my god,
“I haven’t talked about it since you all found out, and most of you assumed I’m not happy in my relationship just because I haven’t talked about it with anyone. But, it’s false, I am, I am happy in my relationship and I am beyond happy being with the person I’m with right now, Yuna.” Oh my god again… “You see, none of you will ever be in my shoes none of you will never go what I go through, hiding things, keeping things a secret, having media/fans stalk and follow you, having millions of people writing negative things about you online, none of you have to worry about that…but I do.
And it’s the main reason why I’ve kept my relationship a secret because…it was the only thing people didn’t know about me, and it’s so beautiful and pure that I had to keep it from the world. I’ve done everything I could to protect her and our relationship, but it failed. It failed and all the talking, stalking and what not has gotten to me. It has gotten to me to the point where for the past couple of days I wasn’t myself towards her, towards Yuna, and I know she’s probably seeing this on TV since she couldn’t be here, But Yuna…”
Am I…really hearing all of this?
“Yuna if you’re watching, wherever you are, I apologize.” “Aww,” the audience roared, “And…tonight is the night that I’m going to tell her…I love her.”
What…did he just…?
“This feeling has been deep inside me since I have gotten to know her, and it’s something I have never felt before. We only known each other for a short amount of time but I know what I feel is real, I don’t care if the world is against us, I don’t care if I may not be as popular as I am now because of this, I may not have any of your approval on my relationship but just know I’m in love with her, and it can't be helped.”
I saw Jungkook was getting emotional, his eyes were shining with tears, my heart was filled with many emotions, Jungkook…really does love me... ? “Yuna I’m in lov-,” he paused wiping his tears choking up on his words,
“I’m in love with you Yuna, I hope you see this. And right now I probably lost some of you as fans, but I just had to let you all know, that this is something I can’t throw away, and I hope you all will understand.” The audience was silent, he bows before putting his mic down, as soon as he was about to walk off stage the audience all started to yell in unison,
“WE SUPPORT YOU! WE SUPPORT YOU! WE SUPPORT YOU! WE SUPPORT YOU!”
“oh my god,” Minyong covers her mouth, “Yuna…" She was speechless as well. Jungkook stopped at his tracks and started listening and watching the crowd show him love and support. It was all so overwhelming...so beautiful.
"Thank you, I'm...really happy. Thank you all so much," he deeply bows to the audience as they continued to chant their support. I felt tears running down my face, I want him...to see me, I need him to know I'm here.
"Yuna..wha-, YUNA!" Minyong called out to me as I ran out onto the stage to Jungkook, I gave him the biggest hug, he was startled at my embrace. "Yuna?? You're....You're here???" I wiped the tears from my eyes and nodded, "You heard...everything?" "Yes" I laughed as tears continued to fall, it was all happy tears, "Jungkook...I love you too, I really love you! Honest!" his face was stunned, "You do?" "Yes! I do!"
His cute bunny smile crept onto his face, my favorite smile. We were both in our own little world until we remembered where we were, the audience was going crazy again. Oh my god, did I really just run out here in front of thousands of people???? I think I'm going to faint, "Yuna, it's okay," Jungkook grabs my hand as he waved to everyone, I slightly bowed to everyone thanking them for their support. "Yuna...why are you here anyways? I thought you didn't feel well," He looks at me puzzled, oh right, his gift! "YUNA, JUNGKOOK!" It was the guys and Minyong on the side of the stage waving at us to follow them, "What's going on?" he asked, "Just...follow us," I grabbed his hand as we ran off stage.
We were outside of his dressing room, everyone else was inside behind the closed door, "Jungkook, it was hard to come up with a birthday gift I'd think you would enjoy since you pretty much have everything a guy could possibly want, but, I think this gift I have for you is really meaningful," I blushed looking down at my feet, "Whatever it is Yuna, I know I will love it." he smiles at me lifting my chin up to look at him, I sigh and nodded, "Okay, 1, 2, 3," I opened the door and led Jungkook in and all the pink confetti popped into the air from the guys. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNGKOOK!"
Jungkook watched in awe as the confetti falls slowly in the air, his smile then faltered as he saw the big letter balloons floating on the ceiling reading,
"IT'S A GIRL!"
It was the night of my concert, also my birthday, I honestly have no idea how many people are going to be here. I sigh leaning on the vanity doing my breathing exercise, I usually don’t get nervous, but tonight is different. My first concert after my relationship got out, finding out my fans having mixed feelings about it, it was all too much for me, I’m thinking about clearing the air about it. Also, I’m even more nervous because I’m thinking about telling Yuna…that I love her tonight. I know it’s my birthday and all but, I’ve been dying to let her know, plus…I have been feeling shitty for acting weird towards her since that night she fainted 2 weeks ago. I was just so jealous and knowing that she still wonders about him…her ex… makes me go crazy, so…I think I need to do this, I need to tell her exactly how I feel in order for her to forget him. How can she have my baby knowing he still exists in the back of her mind?
*Yuna’s POV *
Today is Jungkook's birthday and I'm pretty nervous and excited. We haven't been ourselves to each other for some time due to him being stressed about his concert today, And also probably the whole Yoogni thing.
“You sure it’s appropriate to do it after he performs?” I ask Minyong as we passed through security, she, Namjoon and the rest of the guys was both in on the plan to give Jungkook’s his birthday gift. He doesn’t know I’m coming to his concert, “Yes! It’s perfect, now c’mon!” Namjoon and Jimin peeked into the dressing room and saw Jungkook must be on his way to the stage, “Perfect let’s set the stuff in here,” we all ran in and started setting everything up.
We were finally finished decorating and decided to go to the side of the stage to watch Jungkook perform. Surprisingly, a lot of fans showed up at his concert, the crowd was going crazy as he performs. It really made me happy. I know a lot of his fans weren’t too happy about our relationship, I know it stresses him out seeing what fans post on social media or what the media is saying about us. He hasn’t spoken about me to any media…I can't help but feel like I’m just in the way of his career and it pains me. I just want to fix it somehow, I need to fix it for us and our unborn child. I’m hoping this surprise will help.
Jungkook just finished his performance, he only has 2 more songs to perform and then he’s done. He has a 15-minute break right now so we all know he’s about to head to the dressing room and see his surprise! I’m so nervous, “C’mon we gotta take our places,” Jimin calls out to us, as soon as we were about to head back to the dressing room before him we heard the crowd go wild.
I turned my head to see what was going on and for some reason, Jungkook was still on stage…by himself this time. “W-what is he doing?” Minyong ask staring at me, “I…don’t know?” Namjoon answered, all five of us stopped and watched Jungkook walking around the stage holding onto his mic. He motions the audience to settle down and to be quiet, what is he up to?
“Uh…hi, I um, was just hoping you all are enjoying the concert.” The audience cheered, “As you all may know today is my birthday, I’m finally 21” he smiles, “But that’s not what I want to talk to you guys about,” what does he want to talk about?? He’s kind of ruining the surprise I have in store! “So…a couple of weeks ago…news broke out about my relationship,” oh my god,
“I haven’t talked about it since you all found out, and most of you assumed I’m not happy in my relationship just because I haven’t talked about it with anyone. But, it’s false, I am, I am happy in my relationship and I am beyond happy being with the person I’m with right now, Yuna.” Oh my god again… “You see, none of you will ever be in my shoes none of you will never go what I go through, hiding things, keeping things a secret, having media/fans stalk and follow you, having millions of people writing negative things about you online, none of you have to worry about that…but I do.
And it’s the main reason why I’ve kept my relationship a secret because…it was the only thing people didn’t know about me, and it’s so beautiful and pure that I had to keep it from the world. I’ve done everything I could to protect her and our relationship, but it failed. It failed and all the talking, stalking and what not has gotten to me. It has gotten to me to the point where for the past couple of days I wasn’t myself towards her, towards Yuna, and I know she’s probably seeing this on TV since she couldn’t be here, But Yuna…”
Am I…really hearing all of this?
“Yuna if you’re watching, wherever you are, I apologize.” “Aww,” the audience roared, “And…tonight is the night that I’m going to tell her…I love her.”
What…did he just…?
“This feeling has been deep inside me since I have gotten to know her, and it’s something I have never felt before. We only known each other for a short amount of time but I know what I feel is real, I don’t care if the world is against us, I don’t care if I may not be as popular as I am now because of this, I may not have any of your approval on my relationship but just know I’m in love with her, and it can't be helped.”
I saw Jungkook was getting emotional, his eyes were shining with tears, my heart was filled with many emotions, Jungkook…really does love me... ? “Yuna I’m in lov-,” he paused wiping his tears choking up on his words,
“I’m in love with you Yuna, I hope you see this. And right now I probably lost some of you as fans, but I just had to let you all know, that this is something I can’t throw away, and I hope you all will understand.” The audience was silent, he bows before putting his mic down, as soon as he was about to walk off stage the audience all started to yell in unison,
“WE SUPPORT YOU! WE SUPPORT YOU! WE SUPPORT YOU! WE SUPPORT YOU!”
“oh my god,” Minyong covers her mouth, “Yuna…" She was speechless as well. Jungkook stopped at his tracks and started listening and watching the crowd show him love and support. It was all so overwhelming...so beautiful.
"Thank you, I'm...really happy. Thank you all so much," he deeply bows to the audience as they continued to chant their support. I felt tears running down my face, I want him...to see me, I need him to know I'm here.
"Yuna..wha-, YUNA!" Minyong called out to me as I ran out onto the stage to Jungkook, I gave him the biggest hug, he was startled at my embrace. "Yuna?? You're....You're here???" I wiped the tears from my eyes and nodded, "You heard...everything?" "Yes" I laughed as tears continued to fall, it was all happy tears, "Jungkook...I love you too, I really love you! Honest!" his face was stunned, "You do?" "Yes! I do!"
His cute bunny smile crept onto his face, my favorite smile. We were both in our own little world until we remembered where we were, the audience was going crazy again. Oh my god, did I really just run out here in front of thousands of people???? I think I'm going to faint, "Yuna, it's okay," Jungkook grabs my hand as he waved to everyone, I slightly bowed to everyone thanking them for their support. "Yuna...why are you here anyways? I thought you didn't feel well," He looks at me puzzled, oh right, his gift! "YUNA, JUNGKOOK!" It was the guys and Minyong on the side of the stage waving at us to follow them, "What's going on?" he asked, "Just...follow us," I grabbed his hand as we ran off stage.
We were outside of his dressing room, everyone else was inside behind the closed door, "Jungkook, it was hard to come up with a birthday gift I'd think you would enjoy since you pretty much have everything a guy could possibly want, but, I think this gift I have for you is really meaningful," I blushed looking down at my feet, "Whatever it is Yuna, I know I will love it." he smiles at me lifting my chin up to look at him, I sigh and nodded, "Okay, 1, 2, 3," I opened the door and led Jungkook in and all the pink confetti popped into the air from the guys. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNGKOOK!"
Jungkook watched in awe as the confetti falls slowly in the air, his smile then faltered as he saw the big letter balloons floating on the ceiling reading,
"IT'S A GIRL!"
Notes
I feel like I should rewrite this chapter, *rubs chin*
anyways it will probably be a while before I update, just know I will not abandon this story xD
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10/5/18