Since I’m not safe going out of the apartment by myself I have to have Jungkook’s multiple bodyguards with me. I’m always wearing face masks, hats, and baggy clothes to hide the little bump I have, I would have never thought in my whole entire life this all would happen to me, most of Korea knows who I am, it sucks.

Hoseok and Jungkook’s bodyguards were in the car as Hoseok was driving me to see Seokjin at his place. “Are you going to be alright Yuna? Do need them to go with you?” Hoseok asked as he parked the car, “Uh, no, I will be fine,” “Well alright, call me once you’re ready to go,” I waved at him and the bodyguards as I set off into Seokjin’s apartment, it was safe to meet him somewhere private since the public is going to recognize me.



I rang his doorbell, I feel so nervous, I haven’t seen Seokjin in so long! The door opened “Ah, Yuna you’re here,” Seokjin smiled, his hair was back to brown like when I first met him at the karaoke room, “come in,” he opens the door for me. “Wow, nice place you got here,” I said looking around his apartment, it was filled with antiques and beautiful paintings, “So you’re into art?” “Yeah, I collect things that catch my attention, I got a lot of these arts from all the places I visited around the world for my modeling.”

“Wow, that’s awesome,” “Would you like some tea or wine?” he asked walking into his kitchen, wine? I wish. “Uh, water is fine thank you.” I sat on his nice leather couch and observed more of his place, it’s really fancy here. “Her ya go,” Seokjin handed me sparkling water, “God you’re fancy,” I laughed, “Ah, sorry,” he chuckled, “No need to be it’s awesome,” I said taking a sip. The atmosphere became awkward as we were both silent, I know he knows about my relationship, I just…need to tell him everything, I mean it’s the whole reason I’m here.

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It took me maybe almost an hour to explain to Seokjin…everything. He was poker-faced most of the time but understood it all. “It’s okay Yuna, I see why you had to hide it, but honestly it doesn’t matter to me who you’re dating as long as you’re happy then I’m happy.” He smiled. I sigh with relief, that’s all I wanted to hear.

“So…when’s your due date?” his eyes brighten, “Oh, yeah, um February 26…give or take.” He looks down at my belly as it was basically covered by my baggy shirt, “I can’t believe you’re pregnant, wow,” “You’re telling me!” I laughed, “But it’s been so long Jin, how are you, how is everything??” He took a sip of his wine and smiled at me, “Life….life has been treating me well,”



“Oh?” “Yeah, I’m on the cover of Fierce Magazine in Italy,” “WHAT?? Are you serious!!?” “Yes, it’s a dream come true, I have a copy somewhere I’ll find it in a bit,” “That’s so amazing!! I mean you are Worldwide Handsome,” I teased, he shook his head and laughed, “I also…found someone I’m interested in,” “Really? No more of that teacher?” I raised my brows, he rubbed the back of his neck, “Yeah no, I’m pretty sure I moved on…this person I’ve been talking to is really amazing, we’ve been talking nonstop for 2 months straight,” before he could continue my phone ranged, it was Jungkook,

JK: Hey jagi, where are you I’m home now, I want to see youuuu

Me: I’m at a friend’s house, I’ll be home shortly J

JK: Wahhh, okay!! ^.^

“You gotta head back?” Seokjin asked, “Ah, yeah, don’t want to worry him,” “I’ll walk you out, oh but first let me show you the magazine I’m on,” he said walking into a room, he came out with the magazine and handed it to me, “oh my god, jin, you’re, you’re hot!” I laughed, Seokjin high fashion face was on the cover and it was giving me life!



I’m so lucky to have a friend like him even though his looks make me a bit self-conscious at times, especially being out in public. Before my relationship got out, I would notice some people would whisper to one another, most likely thinking I was his girlfriend and is probably too plain for him.

“There are some more pictures inside, just flip through,” I flipped through the magazine looking for the page until I saw something that caught my eye. It can’t be…no…this isn’t. I felt my heart drop from my chest, it was getting hard to breathe, my eyes couldn’t leave that picture, I rubbed my eyes to see if I'm really seeing this, “Yuna? You alright?”

Jin moves closer to me, he looks down at the picture I was staring at, my hands were trembling, “Do…you know that person?” he asked, my lips quivered, I haven’t said his name…in so long…it will burn me. “Yuna???” Seokjin put his hand on my shoulder, “Y-y-y-yoongi…” I barely whispered, and next thing I know everything went pitch black.

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I woke up to a cold cloth on my forehead, Seokjin was adjusting the cloth on my head, “Ah, you’re awake,” “Jin..?” “Yuna, are you alright??” It was Hoseok’s voice, what was he doing in Seokjin’s apartment? “Yuna you fainted on my couch, so I had to call someone and called Hoseok since he was on your last call.” I fainted?

The doorbell rang repeatedly, Seokjin left my side and went to the door, “Where is she??” I hear Jungkook’s voice, he was stern, “Yuna…are you okay??” he walks over to me crouching down touching my face, “Yeah, I’m fine, I was…lightheaded,” I tried to smile, “What happened?” Jungkook eyes Seokjin, “She was looking at my magazine and then all of a sudden fainted,” “What?!” “Jungkook, he’s telling the truth, don’t be mad,” he lets go of my face, studying me and got up, “C’mon, we’re leaving.” He says walking to the door, Hoseok helps me up off the couch, “I’m sorry Jin,” I quietly say walking to the door, “It’s…fine, go and rest, call me whenever you’re better okay?”

Hoseok opened Jungkook’s car door open for me and I slid in, “I’ll…see you guys back at the house,” he said nervously closing the door. Jungkook was quiet, I don’t think he’s in a good mood. “Jungkook, what’s wrong? I’m okay, honest” He leans back in his seat and rubs his eyes, “Do you have any idea how worried I was? To get a call from some guy saying you fainted in his house?” What is he trying to get?

“He’s my friend we were together to catch up!” He says nothing and looks out the window, I realize he wasn’t’ wearing any of his disguises, he must have come here in a rush. “Why…why did you faint? Did he do anything to you?” he turns to look at me, “What? No no, I…” I fucking fainted because I saw….him.

“I…I fainted while looking at his magazine because,” I licked my lips, seeing his picture in there…I can’t…believe it, I really want to know why he was in the magazine, was that really him?? It honestly can’t be, “Yuna??” Jungkook snapped, “Sorry I, I saw him okay,” “who?” “I saw, Yoongi in his magazine…I saw his picture,” I felt a knot in my throat, Jungkook was staring at me with his brows furrowed, “Are you serious?” “Yeah-“ “You’re…still thinking about him?” I just stared at him with a blank expression, he averted my eyes and started the car, “nothing,” he mutters and we drove off.

What if I’m crazy, what if I didn’t really see his picture…

I hope I am crazy.

Notes

Jungkook doesn't know Yoongi is Agust D, so him and Yuna knows the same person, just by different names.