Loving you 2
It was a lovely Saturday morning, I decided to go out and hangout by myself. I knew that it was bad to not make friends while living in California as everyone knew each other and had friends as well. However, I didn't want to make any knew friends as to what happened with my former best friend Kim Nana,but soon I tried to forget her and that she ever exist. But, I always contently see her whether its on fashion magazines, tv shows, or commercials. It has become very hard to not pay attention to her without remembering the hurtful past that we both endured in for so long.
Furthermore, I knew it was my fault,but I couldn't do anything about it. Then, the fact that she had fell in love with the person that I loved for so long and wanted to share my world with hurt me. We were suppose to be best friends not enemies,but this is what we both decided. I also tried to forget her and the past by moving far from them. Moreover, I wanted to start fresh and focus on my dream of becoming a designer once and for all. So, making new friends were out of the question and falling in love with someone was a big fat NO as well.
As I left my house, I caught a cab and went to the cafe where me and Ren usually go to. This time it was just me going by myself and this time around the cafe wasn't that busy with customers, so it was a good time to go for a meal and drink. I sat down at the table that was located by the window and did some more paper work for the company. This time the company would be having its very own fashion show and Ren let me run it. Even though, I am suppose to be doing small tasks, he was nice enough to let me run a fashion show and it was my very own first fashion show.
So, I knew that I couldn't screw this show up or else I would be scolded by both Ren and his sister. Therefore, I made a suggestion to myself to work hard and think about my future. Then, I even wanted to design most of the outfits for the show as well to showcase my talent for the judges. After filling out the paperwork, I took out my sketchbook and started working on the outfit for the show. I wanted to something simple,yet out of the world like adding a lot of flowers and lace to the outfits.
After doing some work, I left the cafe and went to the beach again to relax. I really wanted to let some steam out,but being at the beach made it more relaxing. As I was walking around the beach, my phone was ringing and it was Ren who was calling. I picked up all my belongings and went over to the company to see what Ren was up too.
''What's up Ren?'' I said excited
''Hey, Shiori! I have another job for you to do.'' he said
''What is it now?'' I asked curiously
''I want you to also do the presentation for the show as well. Our assigned presentation is sick,so he won't be able to do the job.'' he said sadly
''I mean...I can try to fit it into my schedule,but It might not be that perfect.'' I replied
''Thats fine, as long as we've a presentation. Plus, you tried and your job wasn't to make the presentation in the first place. So, I don't have any high hopes for you on the presentation.'' he stated softly
''Thank you! But I will try my best and do my very best.'' I stated still excited
''Well, see you later and have fun with the show!'' he said softly
''You too, see you later'' I said back
I headed back home, turned on the tv and started to watch the victoria's secret fashion show. While I was watching, I noticed that their outfits were so pretty, until one of the models caught my very own attention. It was Nana, she was very stunning in the two piece bikini that she was modeling in,but somehow I didn't want to acknowledge it. Then, I watch the after show which she also was their and she was with the one and only Kris Wu. It seemed like they were still dating each other,yet I tried my hardest not to care much that they were on tv together.
However, I turned off the tv,decided to forget about the two of them and focus on me. The company is relying on me to bring them something different and thats what i'll do.