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K-pop One shots (xReader)

(BTS) J-hope - Hopeless

A sight escaped your lips as you gaze at your reflection in the mirror.

Your bangs are covered in sweat, so is your body.
Your breath is panting and the music is filling the room.
Being a trainee under Big Hit isn't easy at all.
I was not like the other trainees.

The other girls were cute filled with talent.
But me, I was different.
I can't rap, I have a horrible singing voice and my body is not near to thin.
Yet I was able to get into Big Hit.
So I have to focus on my dancing.

Our dance teacher wanted me to step up my ability of dancing.
So she challenged me to make my own dancing routine.
She told me that it could be a big chance for me for debuting.
I had never made my own dance routine!
I still struggle with the current dances.

"ARGH!!" I yelled to the empty practice room.
Frustrated, I sat down on the floor.
"I am never going to debut. It has been a month since I got this task. And I am nowhere to be done. I still don't have a start!!!" I cursed under my breath frustrated.
Then my text tone filled the room.
"Hoseok" was written with big letters on my screen.

-Hoseok
"How is your day (Y/N)?

Tiring??
We have a break before we go to weekly idol( ◠‿◠ )"

-(Y/N)
"Yeah, tiring.
My dance teacher told me to make my own routine.
She said that It could be a chance of debuting."

-Hoseok
"REALLY?!"

-(Y/N)
"Yeah"

-Hoseok
"Show it to me when you are done!!"

-(Y/N)
"Aren't you busy Hoseok??"

-Hoseok
"I have always time for my cute (Y/N) (*'ω'*)"

-(Y/N)
"Hahaha, u funny!"

-Hoseok
"Btw, chose a song yet? Maybe BTS??(๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)"

-(Y/N)
"No, I chose Secret"s debut song Silence"
(A/N: Secret is just a group I made up)

-Hoseok
"Oh...ʅ(◞‿◟)ʃ
But good luck!!"

-(Y/N)
"Thanks Hoseok. Good luck on weekly idol!"

I sent my final text before standing up.
My eyes went to the mirror, where I saw myself.
I was still the same, but yet different.
My body were flowing with energy I didn't had minutes ago.
My head was filled with ideas for the dance.
I gave myself a smile as I turned on the music.
"That stupid Hoseok. I am really hopeless without him." I mumbled before I started to test out my ideas.

After working on my routine, I walked home to the dorm, proud.
My dormmate Hana greeted me.
"Oh, welcome home! How did it go??" She asked me with a bright smile.
"It went good. I didn't do anything in the beginning, but after I talked to Hoseok, I am on a good way" I smiled back as I sat down by the dining table.

"You still have contact with him??" She asked as she joined me by the dining table.
"Yeah, we talk often. Why??" I asked as I walked to the kitchen to get some food.
"Nothing, I am just jealous. I never had any contact with Yoongi after the project...." she sulked.
"Why are you so sad about it? Did you want to have contact with him" I giggled as I started the microwave.
"Yes and no, I mean, it is nice to talk to boys sometimes" she pouted.
"Hoseok just started texting me after the project. But it is nice to have him to help me. Sometimes he even ask me to help him" I gave her a smile as I sat down again.

"What project?" Our third out of seven roommates Shadow joined the conversation.
"The trainee project we all joined" Hana explained.
"Don't remember" Shadow answered.
"When you trained with V. Remember?" Hana reminded her.
"Oh yeah! Who did everyone else train with??" Shadow asked, as she went to the microwave to get my food.
She placed the hot food in front of me.
"Thanks" I smiled to her as she sat down beside Hana.

"Shadow trained with V
I trained with Yoongi
B.r.ight was with Namjoon right?
Ehm, who else?
Oh! Ah-ro was with Jin
Xinnie was paired up with Jimin
So that means that Ji-im was with Jungkook."
Hana explained.
"And I was with Hoseok" I sighted.

"Hey! Don't sight! Your happiness will escape"
Xinnie walked into the room with wet hair.
"But it doesn't make any sense!! I am dorm mate with Secret!! Everyone that was a part of that project debuted as Secret!! Except me!"
I let out a frustrated sight.

"I see... I feel bad for Hoseok.." Shadow shaked her head.
"Hey, I think it will be all right in the end" Xinnie smiled to me.
"Time for bed" Shadow suddenly stood up and marched to her shared bedroom with Xinnie.
"I bet you debut in no time, who knows! Maybe with us" Xinnie gave me a wink before she went to her bedroom.
"Fighting" Hana said as she disappeared to her bedroom too.
"Sure" I sighted as my feet dragged my tired body to the bed.

-The next morning in the practice room-
"Okay, time to finish this dance!" I smiled to myself, filled with motivation.
I repeated the dance moves over and over, making sure that everything is in my head.
After dancing for hours, my forehead was covered in sweat again.

My breath was panting like the day before, but I didn't feel frustrated.

A smile tugged my lips as I yelled into the air filled with music.

"I DID IT!!!" I shot my hands in the air as I fell on the floor, trying to catch my breath.
"I am done" I panted out.
Just like yesterday, my text tone mixed together with the music.

"Hoseok again?" I smiled as my eyes was fixed on the screen.

-Hoseok
Hey!
BTS are done for the day!
How is the dance going??

-(Y/N)
It's going great.
I think I am done!!

-Hoseok
No way!!
Let me see it??

-(Y/N)
Sure, I am at the 4th practice room.

-Hoseok
I'll be there in 30


After practicing for 30 minutes, Hoseok walked into the practice room.
"Hey there" he greeted me.

"Hi" I waved to him as I stopped the music.
"Wow, you look horrible" he smiled as he walked towards me.
"Thanks, good to see you too" I joked with him as I sat down with my water bottle.
"but you are working hard I see" he smiled as he patted my sweaty head.
"I am. I really want to debut..." I sighted with my back leaned against the mirror.

"I bet you will debut in no time (Y/N)!" Hoseok tried to cheer me up.

"If that was true, I would debut together with Secret. I am not good enough" I sighted.
"Let me judge that after I see your dance" Hoseok smirked as his eyes gazed on me.
"S-sure" I nodded nervous.

Hoseok started the music and I followed every step I made.

His face was showed no emotions, which made me nervous.

But I really wanted to debut, so I kept my face in the role as I continue to dance.

I tried not to think about how it was, but just be proud of my dance.
When the song came to it's end, I finished the dance with a final pose.
Making my breath short and my forehead filled with fresh sweat.
This dance wasn't the type I usually would dance.
This was more daring and cool.

I stood in front of Hoseok, waiting for his opinion.

His face was straight and serious.

"This dance is not you" he commented, making my heart drop.

"Huh?"

"I can say it is a good dance, but this isn't your style. Too much daring and cool."

"But, isn't that good?" I asked unsure.
"It is, but.. look at you" he pointed at my body.

"What is it about me?" I asked confused.

"It doesn't suit you" he shot at me.

"Well! Good thing that you aren't the one to decide if I debut or not!!" I snapped, hoping that he would acknowledge my hard work.

"I didn't mean it like that..." Hoseok looked at me with his eyes filled with sadness, realizing that he hurt my feelings.
"Dont bother" I pushed him to the side to get my stuff.

"Let me explain (Y/N)..." he walked behind me.

"No, I rather not. Now if you excuse me, I have stuff to do" I walked towards the door.

But Hoseok was standing in front of it.
"Move" I said coldy

"Let me explain first" he looked into my eyes.

"I know I am bad at dancing Hoseok! I am not like you! I don't have a talent! You don't have to tell me! I know!! I KNOW!! That is why I haven't been able to debut! Because I am not good enough!!!" I exploded.

He suddenly took my hand and started to gently rub it.

"It's not like that" he calmed me down with his deep voice.

"I am sorry, I was too harsh"

I turned my head away, avoiding his gaze.

"I just didn't want others to see that side of you..." he said in a sad tone
"What?" I looked at him.

His head was facing the floor, but his ears was red.

"I want to be the only one to see that side of you... but when you debut, it won't be like that anymore..."

"I won't debut"
"You don't know... it was an amazing dance (Y/N), and I know you'll make it" he smiled, bringing me into a tight hug.

He slowly let me go and took me to an office.

"Where are we?" I asked Hoseok.
"This is your dance teacher's office. Go inside" he smiled as he opened the door for me.
I nodded and quietly walked into the office

"Hello?" I gretted in a soft voice.

"Oh (Y/N)! Good timing, I was going to find you" she smiled to me in her chair.
"Sit down"
"Thank you" I bowed to her as I sat down.
"We know how much you have worked on your dancing, and I can see that you are on a high level of dancing" she smiled to me.

"Thank you very much" I bowed to her.
"So, I want you to join Secret on their new comeback song called Bi++erzwee+ (Bittersweet)"

"what?" I looked confused.
"You are going to debut! As the last member of Secret" she clapped her hands, giving me a small applause.
"T-thank you so much" I stood up from my seat and gave her a big bow.


After talking I walked out of her office with a big smile.

"Congratz" Hoseok smiled to me in the hallway.
"Thanks!" I gave him a huge smile as I ran towards him.
"What should you have done without me" Hoseok said proud.
"I would be hopeless without you Hoseok!" I smiled to him as I gave him a hug.

-The End-

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