K-pop One shots (xReader)

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That was all the sound my ears was filled with, my own heartbeat.
Honestly... I was lucky that I didn't die of a heart attack, yet.
Tonight was the high school reunion party and I didn't have the best kind of friends there.
The sad truth, I didn't have any friends.

I did have a guy who stood up for me, but he ended up being teased alot. I told him that it was okay to leave me alone. Of course, because he was a good guy, he never stopped talking to me.

It ended up that I ignored him through the years, but I never stopped thinking of him.

All this time, his name sang around in my head. Lee Seokmin.

Before I ignored him, we were often hanging out in the music room, talking and just sharing stupid stuff. In my bad days, he would sing for me, making all the frustration melt away.

That was the time of my first love.
I stared at myself in the mirror.
I was wearing a simple black dress, my make-up was just some mascara and eyeliner and my hair was curled down.
After getting my job as a kindergarden teacher I lost a good amount of weight. I wanted to change myself when I graduated from High school, not for Seokmin, but for myself.

When I last looked at my watch, I had 3 hours before the event started, and now, on the blink of an eye, here I am...

After 5 years my feelings didn't disappear for Seokmin.
I slowly walked into the hall room that was reserved for us.

The reunion party was at this fancy hotel.

Who managed to reserve at this amazing hotel??
Others were talking and laughing.

My hearted started to calm down, after getting the relive of not being center of attention.

But I let my guard down too easy.

"Hey Girl! Where do you come from??" a familiar voice rang through the room.

"huh? me?"

"Yeah, this room is reserved just for Seoul High School Reunion. What does a beauty like you here?"

I took a good glance over the guy. He was the one who started bully me in the first place.

Minga.

"Good to see you too Minga..." I replied.

"Wait, do I know you?" he asked shocked.
"Well, yeah"

"Tell me!" he commented in a jokey way, grabbing my wrist a little to strong.

"Ouch" I said softly.

"Hey, hands off, you are hurting her!" I heard a deep voice filled the room.

"Seokmin?"

Seokmin grabbed Minga's arm and threw it away from me
"Hey dude, Hands off, I saw her first" Minga said angry.

"Last time I checked, you were hurting (Y/N)"
"Wait, (Y/N)? As in Nerdy-fat-(Y/N)?"

Pain shot through me...

I never knew that was the way they thought about me.

Everyone in the room started to laugh, like it was the best joke ever. Everyone except Seokmin.

Tears started to well up in my eyes.

"I thought I changed..." I said quietly.
"Well you didn't! And thank god for that!" Seokmin said loud.
Everyone was surprised as he grabbed my hand and led me out of the room.

He led me to a empty room of the hotel.

It looked more like an office.

"Are you sure we can be here? It looks like a staff room, or more like a...."

I spotted a sign on the wall.

Hotel Paradise Of Seoul: President

"Hey Seokmin! We can't be here! This is the hotel president's office!" I said, scared to death of getting caught.
"Why? It is my office" he said calmly as he threw his suite jacked on one of the chairs.

He plopped down in one of the couches and patted the spot beside him.

As I walked slowly towards him, he smiled. The gentle smile I always remembered.
"So you are a president now huh? How?" I asked as I sat down beside him.

"My father was the previous president, and he got sick, so I had to take his place early. But let's not talk about that"

Seokmin's hand went to my cheek and wiped away a tear.
"I am sorry for those behaviors.. After 5 years I really thought they would change"

His voice was the most calming things in the world.

"Speaking of changing" he said, looking at me.

"They had right about one thing, You do look beautiful, like always" he said with a smile.

The comment alone made me blush, but then he shows me his loving smile?!

Just kill me already Seokmin!

"Oh no.. I am just working hard at my job..."

"Oh, what are you working as?" he asked curious.
We started to talk about what happened these past 5 years.

It was nice to talk with Seokmin again, just like old days.

"Speaking of old days" Seokmin suddenly commented.

"WHAT?! Did you read my mind or something??!!"

"Something like that... But I was wondering about one thing."

"Sure, name it"

"..."

"Seokm.."

"Why did you ignore me for so many years?"

"Huh?"

"I thought you hated me, and when I tried to talk, you ignored me again."

"Seokmin, It was all my fault, don't worry. It's all in the past"

"Just tell me why"
"I didn't want you to get teased of others for being with me"

"What do you mean teased?"

"Don't act dumb, I saw it.. Vernon and Seungcheol took your stuff and hid it. You getting hit every time we had PE and in the classroom. "

"But why did you do it?"

"Don't make me say it..."

"Please, I need to know it. For over 5 years I have wondered."

"Because, I care about you! You was an important person in my life, you always been and always will. You were the only one that stood up for me, my only friend. You make me feel alive, meaning of my life. I didn't want to ruin your reason for smiling, and trust me! You don't know how much I wanted to be that reason! I mean, everyone wants to be the reason that their crush is smiling"

"The reason I smiled?"

I clasped my hands over my mouth, realizing that I just had confessed my feelings.

Seokmin took my arms gently away from my face and held them tight, but gently.

"You wanted to be the reason I smiled?"

I nodded.
"you liked me?"
I shaked my head.

"I love you..." I said softly, looking away from his gaze.

He let go of one of my hands and turned my head towards his direction.

"You love me?" he repeated.

"I never stopped loving you, my feelings never went away"

His goofy smile appeared again, making my heart skip a beat.
"You were always the reason I smiled."
"Hey, don't lie... you don't have to force yourself."

"I am not.. If you doubt me, just go and ask Seungkwang."
"Why?"

He left a laugh out before speaking again.

"Right before you started to ignore me, we were listening to music in our usual place remember?"

I nodded.

"Then you fell asleep on my shoulder. It was the first time I saw your sleeping face, and you don't know how cute it was. I guess I couldn't resist and kind of kissed you..

Seungkwang saw the whole scene and I told him to keep it a secret."

My face blushed from the sudden confession.
"Is this a dream?" I asked myself.

"Not anymore" Seokmin said as he leaned forward, his face just inches away from mine.

"You were always shining in my eyes (Y/N), because you were the only girl for me"

His lips were softly on mine, making my heart beat faster.

Seokmin slowly pulled back and placed a soft kiss on my cheek.

"I guess Minga can back off now, cause you are my girl"

I nodded and he kissed my forehead.

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