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Flashback......

The bell went, and room 7. Kids at busan elementary went racing out the door with excitement. Today we had p.e first and we've been using the pool lately, i groaned picking up my swimming gear staring down at it feeling a bit uneasy. A young chubby girl with pink tails at each side of her head skipped towards me, so did a girl with short bobbed hair wearing dark purple. "Unni are you coming? You don't have to i'll cover you," she did aygeo while giving me a lollie pop "and if you do just cough and say you feel sick, it's okay, that's what i always say." She smiled "only if i could swim, i've never really had the chance," i continued looking at my gear. Feeling even more uncomfortable. "ya chubs, hurry," my friends growled at the skinny girls laughing, my group was the chubby group of the school the three overweight children in room 7. but I was popular for it, the shy girl with no other significance in life, not like yewon and rena they had talents, rena was top of her class when it came to fighting, and yewon was the schools cute girl, everyone loved her. And I wasn't good at anything, no I was just to shy to show what I loved doing. I sighed picking up my swimming clothes and walked out of the class.

Jungkook's p.o.v

"Jimin wait i left my gear," i ran out quickly, back to the class when i over heard a conversation from out side. It was y/n, "what she can't swim," i stopped and waited, when suddenly they ran out. I watched y/n as she walked out, but she never turned towards me once. We were lining up for our swimming lessons, i kept looking towards her, if you can't swim why not just tell the teacher? "Jeongguk," the teacher caught my attention "ne, teacher kim," i said looking at him looking a bit dumbfounded, "show us what freestyle and backstroke is please," i moved to the front and pulled down my goggles over my eyes. And jumped into the water. I was the best swimmer in my year so, the teacher usually picked on me to demonstrate. There were two lines ready when i got back, one straight line of girls and another of boys. I noticed the same three girls from earlier around the back of the line waiting. I moved to the back and waited i was in line with y/n. The lines grew more and more shorter till we were at the edge of the stand, on our urge to jump. I pulled on my goggles and got in position. "Why are you going y/n?" The teacher yelled at y/n, i turned my head towards her and stopped. Feeling abit concerned 'cough' i turned towards her and faked a cough, it looked like she was going to jump into the water, i straightened my back and turned towards her "sir i think she's sick," she looked towards me confused. I smiled then she played along coughing a few more times. "Okay well you clean up after the session as a punishment okay," she bowed politely and moved to the back avoiding the water.


(play lucky from exo)
The lesson came to an end, and i raced out with jimin to get changed. All the others went to there changing rooms and got changed taking showers and everything. Our school was one of the richest elementary schools in Busan. I walked down to our next class, to get to the next class we had to go past the pool. I watched the pool for a while and noticed her walking picking up equipment from the tile floor. I notice her bend over the pool to reach for a floatie, i smiled and continued moving, suddenly i heard a splash after a scream that fainted away, i turned to the pull and she was no where to be seen. A few seconds later i noticed splashing and instantly i raced through the pool entrance and jumped into the water. Diving in towards her. She wiggled around and struggled as, she was at the deep side of the pool. I swam as fast as i could and got her out of the deep side as quickly as I could, I pulled her to the side you could stand in, letting her go. But her body went straight down under the water, my eyes widened as I pulled her back up totally forgetting that she was a bit shorter than me and the water was still a bit deep for her. I held her shoulders and pulled her to my right side where the water wasn't as deep, she turned to me looking disappointed "ya did you forget I'm shorter than you?" She rose her eyebrow which made me confused I just saved your life, how can you be so disrespectful. I sighed a bit annoyed and suddenly she started giggling, and I looked up confused even more "I was just joking, thank you," I smiled and started giggling as well, and there we were left just giggling over the situation.

end of flashback....

"chubby," I smiled as her eyes widened, I noticed everyone frozen amazed. Suddenly she got up and ran up stairs my eyes widened as she slammed the door behind her, I was a bit startled "how do you know that name," rap monster spoked in a surprised tone "I remember her. she was from my elementary school, she was very popular," I smiled as her father looked up holding his chest in pride "what are you sure," rap monster said and instantly got hit in the back of the head "of course my baby's the most beautiful girl in the world," I giggled and stared at the door she exited in. "chub chub," I giggled .

y/n p.o.v

No way, no I left busan hoping the people of my school would stay there. No!!!!! "no!!!" I screamed out, then quickly restrain my self. Oh my god what if he has a class photo and shows v.......aye!!!! I dropped down on the ground with my legs folded and held my pillow beating on the ground while wiggling. "aish this girl, watch out you might break it and your father will think, it's me," rap monster threw the pillow onto the bed accidently hitting a vase, making it crack on the floor. I stared at him about to kill then he sat down revealing a box of noodles. "don't take your anger out on innocent things....eat," I smiled as he took another one out along with two pairs of chop sticks, handing one pair to me, I smiled and thanked him. And started eating, as did he "so how is the food ?" Ever since my father got sick I called rap monster and he planned our escape and let us live with him, he doesn't know I don't attend school, because I never had to tell him, if I did I will just turn into a bigger burden. "good," "ya y/f/n why didn't you just tell me? You don't go school," my eyes widened "and why are you working my jobs gets enough for us," I looked up and dropped the chop sticks, and smiled "you found out," he stopped eating "of course, I saw you this morning," I sighed "I had to," he started eating again noticing me just staring at the box "don't worry okay, just eat," I jumped "please don't tell dad....he'll stress out and get worst," I held him tightly and shoved him a little when he tried to look away. "fine," "namjoon!!!!!" My father called "your leaving," he smiled and look towards the walls of the room to see a picture of me when I was younger "chubs," he looked down to me who was wide eyed "sanchon," he giggled historically as he closed the door.


I left the room in an hour or two to see jungkook waiting on my couch, I wiped my eyes and checked again "why do you look so startled like there's a pervert in your house chubs," I growled as he smiled "don't call me chubs and get out!" I yelled grabbing my keys, "ya do you drive, teach me friend," he grabbed my hands and pouted "no," I forced my hands out of his lock "I've been waiting for you for like and 2 hour," I tried to continue moving "1 hour," suddenly he spoke "ya I know you like v," my eyes widened and I stopped "what how........no I don't like him," he giggled " yes you do," he grabbed the keys a moved towards the car "big hit please......" My eyes widened "what do I look like some taxi," he pulled his seat bealt on and stayed without looking towards me, suddenly he raise his fingers creating a peace sign,v. I jumped in and started the car.

In 30 minutes we reached bighit where jungkook dragged me out of the car "what the hell are you doing," he didn't speak but he handed me a sign 'audition held in bighit entertainment' I quickly pulled my hand away " I don't want to," he walked towards me as my eyes widened "I know it's sudden but you have talent and I saw what state you were in, it'll be hard but try hard and you'll get some where I promise," he reached out for my hand "no!" I yelled and ran back, to the car he came after me "stubborn girl," I locked the doors but my window was down, he reached for the lock and unlocked the door, but I held the door still resisting "no please don't make me sing," he stared at me and nodded "fine I won't okay but come I want you to meet some one," I shook my head "liar," he giggled "really I won't," I put the windows down and locked my car. Following after him "who is the other singer," I went silent and looked to the ground "you should form a group and sin....." he stopped after noticing me "that song was sang by my mother, I just finished it," his eyes widened "my mother died," I sighed "i just finished her song cover, she helped groups with composing but never told me that the group was bts," he turned faced to me "your mother is her name (make up a name, if you have a idol just use her)" I looked up shocked then nodded, suddenly he pulled me close to him and hugged me sighing, he spoke after letting go "she helped me with the song,I was at a dark place and she was very helpful I never got to say thank you, they never told me what happened to her, but I guess that you’re the only one I can give my thanks to, I always wanted to say thank you to her but never got the chance," my focus was fully on jungkook, and he looked to me and smiled "oh were here, v hyung,"my eyes widened as he called v over "ya why are you calling him over?"I dragged him down whispering, but he just giggled. It was to late v was already there standing smiling down at me "y/n," my eyes widened "as my face went red, my long fringe came over my eyes as did parts of my hair, I moved to brush it off, but someone beat me to it, i looked up following the hand to v, jungkook had a smirk on his face and instantly i felt my heart flutter, as i started to admire v's features again. There stood rap monster wide eyed "ya what are you doing here?" I shrugged and looked at jungkook "what I want to get close to my old friend, and I wanted her to watch us," I smiled she looked at me confused "you already know I can't do anything," he nodded but had a smirk on his face. I felt curious because jungkook knows I can't swim and everything so, what else does he know about me? I was taken away by v after jungkook left to talk to the manager. I was uncomfortable at first, but grew confident, v started talking and he showed me a thing or two about dancing, with swag. But that didn't matter. Because one of my hidden talents were actually dance. We became very close after finding out that we were more in commend, jhope came around the two of us and v introduced me "aye your y/n, yeppeuda," jhope nodded searching me from head to toe, v played with his hair then smiled at me. We started playing games and dared eachother. Jungkook came to us and we played (bts cypher pt 3) I started moving to the music clicking my fingures "I'm rap monster," v yelled as jungkook just giggled shaking his head "I'm suga," he early yelled but suddenly he stared down at me who already yelled before him, I smiled evilly as he sighed "yawhats wrong with my part?" Jhope grabbed the both of us "nothing I'll do it," I sighed trying not to hurt jhopes feelings, jungkook clapped excited as v started fist pumping the air and punching back his elbow. As he rapped the part

(bts cypher pt 3)

nigamueoseulhadeun I will kill for
naegamueoseulhadeun I’ll be real for
ttokbaro bwa
igebaronigababaran beast mode
namjaneundambae,
yeojaneunbarampilttae
I smoke beat this a beat smoke
Who the man told you crazy
who the fella told you crazy
I’m better than ya lazy
kibodeurohiphaphaneunnomdeulboda
baekbaeneunyeolsimhisalji
raeb=manmanhan genre,
too many generals
eojungitteojungideura da gatchworamaeneoreul
museunbeolseuhanadojedaero mot kkeureoganeun
nomdeuriraebinaeumageulnonharyeohanideul
geuraeseoyeogineunjigeumdottokgachi
jeonbu da ireokeraebeul haji
se geuljaanimyeon du geuljassikbakke
mot malhae da junghwanjaji
Motherfathersireojeunghwanjadeul,
jeonbusajjadeul
back yourself and look at the mirror
gajyeoollamyeon
dokchangjeogeurojomhaebwamwosuckas
seonguideuri zero
I go by the name of monster
welcome to the monster plaza
This a cypher im a rider
imma ride it like a biker
Oh switgeokkurodollyeobwa beat
neon hasugu nan gusuhaji
sillyeogipaeopjunginaedeuri
naedwieseosiwineungeomna haji
Man what you afraid of
nan biteuwieseodangdanghae
neon geojin da
jumeoniwaeomneunsillyeokkkaji
gananhae
I don’t need GIVENCHY, cuzim a star
I don’t need HUGO, already a boss
nan anyabucheo, but im a butcher
nisareulkkakkabeoryeo like a
bakkworaniiphone,
you dont need your airplane mode
nan romingyogeummanmyeotsip don,
and you know I can take it more
don beoreoradollo, pareodorinadolparideul
San paulo to Stockholm
ninenpyeongsaeng mot anjeuljarideul
I sit
Haterdeureunmanchi
But no problem, I kill
nalmutgiwihaenaekeorieoedapadaeneunsapjil
But I don’t care
You can’t control my swit
bulsineulchamanaenninjagadwaedasidorawatji
i ne beonjjaeaelbeomjeonggyuuigwanjeom Cypher
iteuraeginaomyeonHaterdeulwanjeonamjeon
bul
beobinissineigogeunhapbeop, hamjeong

My time came and suddenly jungkook passed me a microphone before the chorus ended. I felt confident and started rapping the part, i got to carried away and started hoping around wiggling my body and making swag facial expressions jungkook and v started laughing, jimin came from behind and started dancing rapping the end words of the sentences. Suga, jhope and rap monster just stood amazed. I started playing around with the others, then suddenly noticed their manager wided eyed suprised as well as there dance cheorographer. I smiled embrassed and stopped, jungkook and v started screaming the chorus before grabbing my arms and jumping around, i smiled giggling. As my hair flipped around.

The time had come and v pas
da ppajigetji
maeildadeul Hang hang over bang
teojyeonawa Swag,
eodilgadeunjikjin
ttoeodilgadeunitjimodeunhipjjijirihipjjil
biryejeoginwichi
nalyokhagien Busy
But nan ipjilwatdamppikki
modeuneonnis call me ppippi
nuganalbogoyokhagogeurae
nisanghwanginabogoseooragogeurae
nan nambureoulgeeobseo da boragogeurae
Oh nan biteubiteuwi
wiggle wiggling jingle jingling
dwingguldwinggulji, bigeulbigeuljit
ttoigeurigeul him,
jigeumjigeum ring wireulwireuljibaereulhaneun sin
ireumoreul king
igeonmatbogiilppunajigeungansik
naeraebeun got nibaereulchaeuneunhansik
geuraenaenarahanguk
eoseolpeunyeongeojikkeorineunraepmansigideul da bwara
jigeumnuganiwieinneunji What
Haterdeureunmanchi
But no problem, I kill
nalmutgiwihaenaekeorieoedapadaeneunsapjil
But I don’t care
You can’t control my swit
bulsineulchamanaenninjagadwaedasidorawatji
SUGA a.k.aAgust D du beonjjaeireum
gilgeorireulgeoreodanimyeonsugundaenaeireum
daegueseobuteoapgujeongkkajikkaranoheunnaebiteu
jeonsegyesabanggotgotsarasumswineun
naeeumakdeuruisaenggi
naneunbiteuranjakdureultaneun
aegi mudang, that’s me
TVsogebichineunmoseupbaneun
kagemusyaingeonani
neouisechihyeorogaekgiburyeobwatja
geugeon rapping hogaekhaengwi
nompaengideuruippaengkkireulhyanghaettaerineun
mukjikhannaepaewangnaebuipaegi
geonbangtteoneun rapper deutbojapdeureuljabada
nongnaksikyeobeorineunnae flow job, gojak
geuttawimallonalgeukdilhaebwatja
nan deo ganghaejyeobulgasaui
nan nideuruisigijiltureulmeokgojaraneunbulgasari
aldasipinaemoksorinjomkkollim
namjadeunyeojadeunraebeurohongkongeul
bonaeneunyuyeonhannaehyeonollim
imeogisaseulwi
nan hangsangjeongsangwiuijeongsangchoesangwi
meomchujiannneunttolkki
nuganaedwieseonareulyeotmaegideun
nideurichyeonolttaeurinsegyeilju
naireulheoturuchyeomeogeunhaengnimdeul
naegijuneseoneunneodoaegisujun
naegamwowackideunnaegamwofakeideun
eojjaetdeunjeojjaetdeungayogye sae gijun
iraebeunkkondaegwittaegie
ssaerineunpokpunggwissadaegi
chop chopchop
Haterdeureunmanchi
But no problem, I kill
nalmutgiwihaenaekeorieoedapadaeneunsapjil
But I don’t care
You can’t control my swit
bulsineulchamanaenninjagadwaedasidorawatji

Suddenly the doors opened and jungkook and i turned around, startled. The music wasn't fully done yet and there was v still rapping. Jimin tapped me and pointed at v we just giggled at his cuteness and choose not to disturb him. "Daebuk he hasn't even noticed," jungkook giggled amazed. I just jumped forward and stated rapping as well looking just as stupid.

Jungkook's p.o.v
I giggled as i looked at her, i found out alot about her since we were young. I remeber
Flashback
Dance class had just finished, and it was our last lesson, but instead of leaving i stayed and practiced some kicks and dances. I was young and naive and didn't want to go back home early because my parents were always out working and hate being alone at home, since my older brother is usually at academy's. I left after a few minutes because it was getting dark. I sighed as i offed the speaker and took my usb walking out picking my bag and everything. I left the room and closed the door iy was pitch black the hallways were dark as i walked, but suddenly i heard music playing behind me.
'Just one ten minute," i noticed a peck of light coming from a door hardly open. I started dancing to the song, thinking it was one of the girls in my dance class. I turned sliding into the hallway when my eyes widened. I saw y/n dancing hard. I was amazed at what she could do. I heard her siningaswell. I tip toed closer to the door and watched humming the song. I was suprised by her movement's, she tied her hair back and danced harder. When the song ended she panted. I smiled as she played shinwa perfect man and started dancing. I was amazed again at her sharp movements and how good she was. Suddenly she turned and slipped. She dropped on the ground harshly and hurt her ankle. She held it tightly and stopped reaching out for a bottle that was on her right. I smiled and played witj my figures "your okay you'll get up in......" i snapped my fihures pointing at her as if i had some sort of power, then suddenly she got up. She turned of the music and the lights and grabbed her stuff as she headed out. I quickly hid behind the next rooms door, hoping she won't she me. And soon she past me not even noticing me at all. I smiled and started hoping back to the exit door.

End of flashback.......
I stared at her smiling. I wanted her to be herself and not the scared girl she was. And know i'll make sure she gets her wishes.......... y/f/n the girl i first loved


Notes

thank you for reading sorry for the long wait.

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