Immortals: Book 1: The Ten Letters ~ Kim Namjoon Fanfiction (ON HOLD)
Chapter 1
After six years
Namjoon's point of view
“Maria!” I say loud enough for her to hear me. Maria gets inside my office.
“Yes sir.” she replies when she gets in. The ends of her black straight short hair brush her chin as she focuses on me.
“I want these files to be taken to Mr. Min. Tell him that they need to be signed. Then you can leave for today. It's already 7.” I give her the file as she leans in. Button up white shirt with a black skirt, the looks of a secretary.
“Do you want me to get them back today, Mr Kim?” she asks politely.
“No no I will talk to him.” I tell her as I look at the papers on my desk.
She vows and leaves the room.
Maria's point of view
I start going to Mr. Min's office. I pass a mirror and I see my reflection. One year here and I see I can pull it out. Six years from the dark moment. I still don't know how I managed to fight. Everything has changed from then. Not only my appearance. Indeed I don't have my long wave skyblue hair. I am not tiny and cute. Even my smile has changed. It's not dorky anymore. Maybe because I am 25 and not 19 anymore but still. I don't even recognize myself. Since I left the life of Kim Taiga I have matured.
First I knock and then I enter. I can see Mr. Min is talking at the phone as he is standing next to the window. I wait for him to end the call. I clean my clothes and fix my hair. When he ends the call he finally looks at me and sits down to his chair.
“Mr. Kim told me that these folders need to be signed.” I tell him. He looks tired and serious as always. He takes the folder and starts checking it.
“Do they need to be signed from Mr Jung too?” he says as he keeps check the papers.
“Mr. Kim didn't tell me anything about this.” I tell him with an apologetic face.
He sighs and picks up the phone next to him. He presses a bottom.
“Namjoon, does Hoseok need to sign these too? I see they are for the new audition. Oh wait, did you change the place?” he then covers the speaker “You can go now Maria”
I vow and I leave the room as I hear Mr. Min saying “What exactly was the problem with the Great Hall?”
I walk the hall and I can hear my black stilettos making noise as I pass my colleagues. I haven't made many friends here and in general in South Korea. After my degree in Business Administration my only focus was my job. That was actually what I wanted. That day the person that died wasn't Maria but Taiga. I had to leave my Kpop life. I was hunted by my own lies and no one could know. Why I was hiding something totally normal? Long story and painful.
I go back to my desk and put my thing in my purse. It's 7:17pm time to leave and go home. As I put my coat on, I see him inside his office speaking at the phone. The glass walls may block the sound but unfortunately they can't block the view of him. He looks so different from his idol life. Serious and focus. The kid that lived inside him looks like it left forever. That is the worse part of my life now. I might had pushed away all the memories but him no. I stare at him. Tall as always with his black hair and suit walking up and down his office while talking. From a kid to a teen to a underground rapper to a trainee to an idol to a solder to a CEO and finally to the man he is today. Kim Namjoon. His name so familiar but so distanced at the same time. I remember the first time I saw him here. I didn't choose to be here. I was promoted to this place to this company. At first I didn't know what the company was about and then I saw the CEOs. Kim Namjoon, Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok...
A year ago
Kim Namjoon, Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok....these familiar names. It can't be a coincidence right?
I enter the building.
“Can I help you miss?” says the lady at the desk with a fake smile.
“Oh Mr. Jung wanted to see me. I came two days ago for the secretary spot.” I say to her hoping I was wrong that it wasn't me.
“Oh yeah yeah right the foreign one” I look at her with a hurt face “Maria Roberts right?” she says as she looks at me.
“Yes ma'am” I try to be nice as much as I could.
“Let me get you to his office. This way.” she says as she puts the fake smile on. How can I see how fake it is? I can manipulate my smile too. With my old life I had to manipulate everything.
“He is going to call you in when he is done.” she finally says as she leaves me outside his door. The walls are made from glass but he has put up the curtains and I can't see him inside.
“You can come in!” I hear him saying loudly. I enter the room immediately. When I lift my head after vowing I see him clearly. Obviously is JHope what else did I expect.
“Please have a sit” he says to me politely. Something that hasn't changed throw the years is his smile “The Sun” as his was called. I smile back kinda shyly. The interview was quite simple as I expected it. Indeed I got excited at first but as I said I am Maria not Taiga...
And then it happened. The wall I had built started to break a little when the only person I never wanted to see again came into the room. Kim Namjoon came inside the office as we were about to finish. All these emotions and feels rush into me like a wild wind. I tried not to look at him but it was impossible. The man I wanted as a fan is standing next to me. I was even captured by his sense.
Present again
I smile at the thought.
As I grab my keys from my car I can slightly see my cuts on wrist. The marks won't leave me. That night was a mistake and I try to push it away but it is hard.
I get to the parking lot and get inside my car. I started to feel dizzy again. Random pictures come in my mind that I never even experienced before. I am inside a woman that is tight up and screams. I can see a boy in front of me but then the image disappears again. I have to check this. It happens for the past year after I came here.
Namjoon's point of view
When I step inside my house I can see Mon running towards me.
“How is my boy?” I say to him as he jumps on me licking my face.
“Ok boy ok we will go on a walk. Wait a second.” I first leave my bag and then get his collar to go outside.
We are in the middle of October and I can feel the cold getting through my coat.
