If I Can See You

Jinam grabbed her stuff and walked home.
Haeyoung ran after her, "Jinam! Jinam!"
Jinam turned around and saw Haeyoung running towards her.
"Hey~" Jinam smiled.
"Yah! Now that you can see your handsome brother and the other members, you're gonna ignore me?" Haeyoung said.
"Ani! No! I mean... You haven't changed at all since elementary..." Jinam laughed.
"Did I get prettier?" Haeyoung asked excitedly.
Jinam hesitated, then she laughed, "No..."
"Yah! You!" Haeyoung said angrily, Jinam started running away from her.
"YAH! PARK JINAM! COME BACK!"
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The 2 girls stopped in front of the BTS apartment, they were both exhausted from the running.
"Yah... That was tiring..." Jinam said while breathing hard.
"I know... But.... I can't believe you said that!" Haeyoung mad a sad face.
"hey! I was kidding!" Jinam laughed.
"Haha I know~ Since I'm beautiful~~" Haeyoung flipped her hair playfully.
"Anyways... Thanks for walking me home~ See ya~" Jinam smiled.
"KKK~ Bye~"
Jinam waited until Haeyoung left to go upstairs, she was surprised by how dirty the stair cases were. Jinam expected clean hallway from super stars like BTS.
"Yikes... I've got to clean this mess..." Jinam shook her head unbelievably.
Jinam stopped at the first door of the hallway, the room she went into the most other than her own.
There was a name tag on the door that says "Jungkook". Jinam touched it and dusted off the dust...
Jungkookie.... Will you be happy to see me... Because I know...I miss you... and I want to see your face badly....
Jinam looked at Jin's room which was next to her own, the door was decorated with cherry blossom, Jin's favorite flower. Just like Jinam...
Jin and Jinam has a lot in common.... And that's probably why they got along well...
Jinam opened her door and walked in, this is her first time seeing the room... Since... She was blind...
The room was simple and the walls were colored in a light blue color, the furniture were simple and elegant in it's own way.
"Pretty~" Jinam smiled.
She walked into her room own which was connect to Jimin... Since Jimin was worried about her.
Her room was a light teal color, the bed was white and every single piece of furniture was white....
"I guess oppa really like that color~" Jinam smiled as she enjoyed her room, Jimin even prepared a makeup desk with a mirror on it. Even though Jinam can never use it... But not anymore...
Jinam sat down on the chair next to the makeup desk, she stared at the mirror.... It has been a while since she looked at herself since 8 years....
Jinam was surprised by how much she changed... her round baby fat has gone away, she looked more like a woman.... Than a little girl....
But there was still that tiny hint of childish in her... her eyes were like Jimin's so was the nose... Her mouth was slightly different...
Jinam was surprised that her face was so clean... No pimples or anything... Jimin took good care of her.
Then her phone started ringing...
Jinam grabbed it and checked. Before, she could never know who was calling her...
But today is different, Jinam looked at the screen and it said "Kookie~"
Jinam smiled as picked it up quickly, this time she called his name first, "Jungkook-ah!"
"Oh Jinam~ How did you know it was me?" Jungkook said with his usual sweet voice.
"Haha I just guessed... I guess I miss you Kookie~" Jinam said, she didn't want to tell Jungkook about her vision just yet... She wanted to surprise him.
"Me too Namnam~" Jungkook laughed. They give each other weird nick names like that.
"Anyways... How's Japan?" Jinam asked.
"Pretty great... Lots of pretty girls~" Jungkook giggled.
"Yah! Kookie! Keep your mind straight!" Jinam yelled.
"Haha~ Are you jealous Jinam?" Jungkook teased.
"Ani~ Not at all~" Jinam said.
"I'm coming back tomorrow~"
Jinam smiled, "I know~ Jimin told me."
"Great~ Can't wait to see you~" Jungkook smiled.
"Wait Kookie~ Um... Come to the restaraunt tomorrow, right after your flight."
"Ooh... There's a welcome party?" Jungkook chuckled.
"Think whatever you want! See ya~"
""The" restaurant right?" Jungkook purposely used a weird tone for "the".
"Where else do you want to go?" Jinam laughed.
"Alright~ See ya babe~" Jungkook teased.
"Yah! Stop calling me that!" Jinam shouted as she hung up.
"Chinja~" Jinam blushed, "Jungkook! Can he just stop teasing me like that!"
Jimin suddenly walked into the room which scared Jinam and she almost fell off the chair.
"What were you doing secretly?" Jimin asked suspiciously.
"No... nothing..." Jinam said, "Anyways... Can we have a welcome party for Kookie at the restaurant?"
"Oh sure, isn't he arriving around 11 AM? We can have lunch together." Jimin suggested.
Jinam nodded, "Alright, I'll go take a shower. Haven't done that in a while."
It's true... Jinam mostly takes bath after she has gone blind, since showering was dangerous for her.
But that day was different, Jinam stood in the showers alone and let the water run through her.
She loved that feeling and she misses it dearly....
"Aigoo... My hair is too long." Jinam said as she looked at her long hair.
"I think I'll give it a cut~"
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Jinam laid in bed and stared at the ceiling.... She couldn't fall asleep...
Too much has happened today... She retrieved her vision... And saw her brother again... And also saw all of the members...
And the strange feeling that Taehyung looked like her first crush...
"Aigoo... My head is gonna explode!!" Jinam rolled around the bed.
"How is it even possible? My vision?!" Jinam said as she jumped off of her bed and sat down on her desk.
She opened the computer for the first time ever since Jimin bought it for her 2 years ago...
It was an apple computer, the key board has a cover for blind people to type with. But Jinam never used it, she always write things with her hands, even though it might look as neat as it did before...
Jinam took the blind people key board thingy off and opened her computer.
The password didn't change, it was still her and Jimin's birthday 09011013
Jinam pulled out google search and typed "Can blind people see again?"
And just as she thought... There was no article about that, all that there was "Can blind people have dreams?" or "Can blind people see light etc."
"Assi...." Jinam groaned, "This is driving me crazy!"
She stood up and opened the tiny door that connected her to Jimin's bedroom.
Jimin was reading a book on his bed, he looked up and saw Jinam standing at the door.
"Oh... Jinam-ah!" Jimin broke into a huge smile, "What's up?"
"Nothing..." Jinam sat down next to Jimin, "I just can't fall asleep..."
She glanced over at Jimin's book, "What are you reading oppa?"
"Oh it's nothing..." Jimin closed his book and hid it under his blanket.
Jinam gave Jimin "the look", "What ARE you reading?"
Jimin looked nervous as he shook his head, "Nothing important."
"Okay." Jinam acted irrelevant than he turned over quickly and grabbed Jimin's book from under the blanket.
"Yah! Jinam!" Jimin whined as he was trying to steal his book back.
"pfft..." Jinam burst out in laughter, "Are you kidding me oppa?! VKOOK smut fanfic? Is that what you've been reading since I've gone blind?! What happened to that 13 years old Jimin who loves to read "Harry Potter"?"
Jimin looked down, embarrassed, "I mean... Not exactly..."
"Really? What else do you read?" Jinam said, doubting.
"Um..." Jimin looked like one of those little children that did something wrong and is having a talk with their parents, "I mean... I also read... Minjoon fanfic..."
"PARK JIMIN!" Jinam yelled as she was trying to hold back her laugh, "WHAT HAS GONE INTO YOUR MIND FOR THE PAST 8 YEARS?!"
"........" Jimin looked like a vulnerable little puppy.
"Awe... Don't give me that look oppa! You know I can't handle it! You've been doing that since you were 5 and you still look the same..."
Jimin smiled, his perfect teethes showing.
"I thought you matured..." Jinam shook her head.
"I did! Wanna see?" Jimin said as he flipped his shirt while showing his nice and defined abs....
Jinam swallowed hard, her face turning into a crimson color... An 8 packs?! LORD JESUS! What else has changed in the past 8 years?
"Impressed?" Jimin winked.
"I'm going to bed." Jinam said while she turned quickly and ran back to her room.
Jimin smiled slightly as he turned the light off.
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The next morning Jinam woke up extra early just to do makeup... She wasn't sure why herself... Maybe just wanted to impress Jungkook.
She went into the bathroom that she shares with Jimin and pulled out a huge box of cosmetics. And of course, it was all Jimin's.
Jinam was never used makeup in her life, since the time she got blind she was only 11 and knew nothing about makeup.
And of course she had heard the members talking about it and using it a lot... So she was curious.
"So this is makeup..." Jinam said as she picked up a eyeliner.
"Eyeliner..." She said to herself, "Am I suppose to draw a line on my eye??"
Jinam opened the cap of the eyeliner and drew a vertical line on her eyes. It looked like her eyes has been split in half.
"Hm... This is not how the members looked like yesterday..." Jinam said as she pulled out a lipstick (not sure why Jimin has those) and started applying it... And not to any surprise the lipstick was in and out of the mouth...
Jinam smiled and felt satisfied, "I think I look fine... Maybe a little worse than Jimin but... Whatever..."
Jinam walked out of the bathroom and started preparing breakfast. Jimin is not up yet, probably stayed up late reading VKOOK fanfic...
Cooking as always been easy for Jinam, since she learned it at a very young age, but Jimin rarely lets her cook since he's scared that she'll burn herself, which she was done a bunch of times already... And... Not surprisingly that it happened again...
"OUCH!" Jinam screamed out loud as she quickly rinsed her fingers in the sink, "Damn it!! I'm so stupid!"
The sleeping Jimin heard her scream and ran out automatically... Jinam's scream has always been his best alarm clock.
"WHAT'S WRONG JINAM?! ARE YOU OKAY?" Jimin ran towards her and suddenly bursted out in laughter.
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!"
Jinam stared at him in confusion, "Yah! Park Jimin! I burned my fingers and now your LAUGHING?!"
"No... Hahaha... It's not that... But... What did you do to your face?" Jimin said while laughing.
"I tried putting on some of your makeup... What's wrong?"
Jimin shook his head, "It's not that... It's just... That's not how you put on makeup..."
"Then how do you?" Jinam asked.
"Follow me." Jimin grabbed her arm and dragged her into the bathroom. He pulled out the cosmetics box and a bunch of makeup wipes.
Jimin gently wiped off Jinam's makeup and grabbed the foundation, "Close your eyes".
Jinam did what Jimin told so and she kept on eyes closed the entire time. She could feel Jimin doing things to her face, sometimes it felt comfortable but sometimes it felt itchy.
"Okay~ All done~ Open up!" Jimin said.
Jinam opened her eyes, and looked into the mirror. She was shocked.... Of how beautiful she looked... And so familiar... Just like her mother...
Jimin seemed to notice it too, as his eyes started to water.
"I'm... I... Just..." Jinam said while tears started to come out of her eyes, then Jimin pulled her into a tight hug...
"We'll be fine Jinam..." Jimin said quietly, "We'll be just fine..."
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The 7 people sat around the circular table, waiting for the maknae to arrive, everyone was stating at Jinam, surprised of how beautiful she looked.
"Now looking at you two... You guys are actually kind of similar." Hoseok said.
"Haha... Weren't we always similar tho?" Jimin laughed.
Suga nodded, "You guys looks like twins."
"Really?" Jinam said, "But I thought Kookie and I are twins..."
"True..." Suga said, "And Taehyung is your spiritual twin."
Taehyung was staring into the blank space, and what Suga just said brought him back to reality.
"Huh?" And of course, he didn't hear what Suga said.
"Oh nothing..." Suga shook his head, "This kid is probably day dreaming again..."
"HYUNG!!!" Taehyung whined.
Jinam smiled, then she saw Jin, who remained quiet throughout the time. He's usually laughing and messing with the little ones, but today... He's different... His face was pale as a piece of paper... He looked weaker than ever.
"Are you okay? Jin oppa?" Jinam asked.
Jin nodded slightly, "I'm just having a little cold."
Suddenly, the manager walked in, "Jungkook is here."
"Oh God! He's back!" Namjoon said excitedly, he probably missed the little maknae.
"Hurry! You've gotta pretend to be blind Jinam!" Jimin said.
Jinam laughed, "Don't worry oppa, that's the only thing I'm good at."
"Act natural everyone, then surprise him!" Hoseok said.
Then they waited......
Until.....
"Kookie-ah!!!!!!" Taehyung broke into a big smile.
"HYUNGSSSS!!!!" Jungkook ran inside and hugged Taehyung.
"I missed you dude!" Taehyung said.
"Me too! And Jinam!" Jungkook said as he walked to Jinam.
Jinam stood up and hugged Jungkook, then she said, "Kookie-ah! Nice red shoes."
The first moment Jungkook was happy then his face changed, "Wait... Huh?"

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