Kai I don't understand your reasoning for this, I thought we were trying to fix our relationship and live happily. I thought this is what both of us wanted for each other not just one,yet I can't accept this. -Boram

I don't know what to think about what I just witness at this very moment, my heart was hurting so bad and it just wouldn't stop. However, I was used to this feeling already because this was not the first time that Kai has done this to me. I thought this would be the last time that he treated me like this,but it just keeps on happening to me. Even with the help of Qri and Rap Monster, he won't stop having an affair with me with other women within the company and even seducing women.

Then, He acts so shocked or confused whenever I get so upset and mad at him for doing it. I just don't know what I should do anymore,but I still love sadly. Even though, we fight a lot I was still hoping that we could try to put our problems aside and love each other. Then, he promised me that he would try to make the relationship work and tap out of his childish ways of being a womanizer.

He also falls for this little girl because he thinks she is cute please. He acts like she is any better than me,but she is not. She may be a very popular singer and favored by many even by the chairman's,but she is still nothing. I worked hard to be what i'm now,so I don't understand the situation.

In the studio

''I don't understand the situation.'' I said confused

''Trust me, I don't understand anything either at this point.'' Qri said confused

''Eun Jung! Don't tell me that you knew about this from the very beginning!'' Rap Monster yelled out

''Me? How was I suppose to know that them two was going out much less hooking up?'' Eun Jung said shocked

''Well, you guys are in the same company and you're his producer.'' Qri said

''So what! Even though, I be around him often doesn't mean I know everything that he does and don't blame this on me.'' Eun Jung stated

''Enough! stop the fighting and arguing!'' I yelled out in anger

''You guys are not helping the situation.'' I stated

''Not helping?This is all your fault, if only you would move on from him, you wouldn't be in this mess in the first place and also acknowledge the fact that he found someone new.'' Eun Jung stated coldly

''Eun Jung!'' Qri cried out

''Qri! Stop acting like this and be honest with her. The reason why Kai doesn't want to be with her is because she is not right for him and she is too stupid to see it. All this time, you treat him like he is one of your pets,but of course nobody speaks about it. However, as a true friend of Kai, I don't want to see him get hurt from a person like you and that 's why I've to protect him.'' Eun Jung lashed out in anger

''Eun Jung! Is this how you really feel about me?'' I said stunned

''Boram, you've it all wrong, we are your friends and family.'' Qri said in tears

''Well, then I guess this is the end for us thank you for being my friend till the very end. I hope all of you are happy with each other and your career wish the best of luck to you all.'' I said in tears

As I left the studio in tears, it dawned on me that they would say the most dirtiest things about and not even thing twice about it. Maybe it is best that we all just end our friendship and let it stay like that then us acting all fake towards each other. I've tried my best in this company and in this group. Furthermore, They don't understand my feelings for Kai, he was my boyfriend and as well as my best friend.

Moreover, its time for me to end this chapter and start a new future by myself. Starting with leaving the company and building my very own from start to finish. Also, I will continue being a producer,but not with them in the picture as my image has now been destroyed. But, I feel like this is the best way to end things here. I hope that they are all happy.

Qri with Rap Monster

Lily with Kai
then...
Eun Jung as his protector and best friend

''Everything that we went through was shocking ,but it was amazing. We all had fun together despite our ups and downs. Then, we also learned so much from our family as well as each other,but it is time for all of us to go our separate ways. As well as enjoy life as it is and see what else the world has in store for us.'' -Qri

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