You and I

As he leaned in,everyone kept on watching and giggling at the situation. As they kept watching, I began to wonder what was so funny that I didn't know. I tried to think of something to keep myself calm and relax from making it obvious that I was nervous. I leaned in closer, whispering a message into his ear as to the reason everyone is giggling at us.

''Why is everyone looking at us? Also, Why is everyone laughing and giggling?'' I whispered

''The reason that everyone is looking at us is because you're currently sitting in my seat. Furthermore, They are laughing at you not me because you're a new here and you are sitting where you don't belong.'' he said coldly

''Also, I would like my seat back,so I can talk with my friends.'' he said

''You don't have to be so rude first of all and you could've have asked nicely. I don't know if thats parts of your image or what,but you need to learn to talk to a lady.'' I said back as I stood up from is seat

*Shocked*

When I left the company dinner outing, I noticed that everyone including him were so shocked upon my outburst. However, I didn't mind,he doesn't know how to treat a lady and that certainly bugs me. I don't understand how someone like him will ever be able to be in a committed relationship? Moreover, I don't understand his fans because he is so rude and cold towards woman except of course the people he knows like Eun Jung. But to be honest, I don't like to judge people,but it needed to said.

I couldn't stand the awkwardness of the party,so I decided to walk the nightly streets of Seoul,Korea. I decided to not let these stuck up idols get the best of me and also I can't let people get the wrong impression of me sense this is my first outing as a idol. I want to be on my best behavior as my manager discussed with,I really don't want to let her done. It would be a shame to already start drama on my first encounter with everyone within the company.

After walking around, I decided it would be best to head back to the company's dorm and head off to bed. I pull out my cell phone to call my driver,so I could head home. It wasn't too safe for me to be out late by myself as a rookie singer sense I had more work to do the following day. Their was even more work that had to be done with promoting my debut song butterfly and I didn't need to feel all tired about it from lack of sleep. I sat at the bus stop area waiting for my ride to show up,so I decided to listen to more beats on my phone.

After waiting, my ride finally showed up and I entered the car. As I was heading home, I thought maybe it would be a lot better to just work hard and distance myself from those idols. Sense, they want to start trouble and also my job here is to work not to play around with those idiots. They don't even realize that their here to sing not to make friend. However, It isn't wrong to make new friends on the way,but its not right to concern yourself in others drama or make drama.

I arrived at the company, I headed to my dorm, took of my clothes and washed up for bed. After cleaning up myself, I noticed that I hadn't even eaten anything because I was so upset on how they treated me. I was so busy focusing on them than worrying on doing what we came there to do which was eat. He really got under my skin,so I decided to enter the kitchen and see what I had their to eat. I pulled out a cup of ramyeon and decided to snack on that while I find something to do.

Besides seating quietly at the table eating, I sat down and pulled out old photos of me and my family having fun to together. I could feel myself getting very emotional as I am missing my family so much. I've never missed them so much as now, their has been many times were i've wished that they were here with me,but i've to move forward. Sadly, the only thing I can do right now is hope for the best and always remember them in my heart. After dinner, I head to bed to only hope for the best the following day.

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