The Angel and the Devil

“Yah! Do you like touching people's hands or something? Move it away already!”

Jeez what's wrong with this guy? Was his attitude always like this?

“Why'd you decide to even pick up my book in the first place then? Exactly!”

“So you are the Jennie everyone talks about. So brave and all. A skinny girl like you can't be brave. Haha. Just imagine it. I'll die if it were to be true.”

I took his neck and wrapped my arm around it. Technically in a choking position. “You wanna die today or never? Then keep your mouth shut and watch what you say next time.” I release him out of my grip. That should get him.

“Hah. You think I'm scared? I'm Park Chanyeol if you didn't know. I'm not scared of anyone or anything.”

He then pushed me back and I stumbled backwards into the hands of someone. I turn around and see that it was Xiumin.

“Be careful. You can get hurt.”

“Xiumin ah! Let her fall. She deserves it.”

“Oh sorry. And Why? Why should I fall?”

“Because it's fun to see others get hurt.” He says with a grin.

So he likes to see others get hurt? Wow this guy was just like me. I put my hand out for him to shake. Maybe I might get along with him pretty well.

“I'm Jennie. I like seeing others get hurt too. We somehow have a lot of similarities.”

“Put your hand down. I'd rather not.” Then again, maybe.

“Fine then.”

“Chanyeol, we should get going…”

“Yeah you guys should get going. Especially you.” I say as I point to Chanyeol. “I can't stand that ugly face of yours.”

Xiumin chuckles. “You got him there.”

“You bitc-!” Started Chanyeol with a fist going towards me but was stopped and cut by Xiumin.

“Chanyeol! Let's go now. And no cursing or hitting girls.”

They both leave and I smile. He's such a gentlemen and Chanyeol is such a bastard.

I wait for a couple of minutes so that I don't bump into them along the way. Five minutes has passed by and I get out of school. As soon as I walk out the exit door, a feel a yank on my arm and I get pushed over to a wall.

“Jennie. We need to talk.”

It was my ex from earlier. Does he not understand what a break up means?

“Get out of my way. I no longer know you, you ugly ass bitch.”

“So you wanna start out like that? Fine.” He curls up his hands into a fist and raises it up to my face, about to punch me. I quickly grab it and push him back as he stumbles and falls to the ground.

“Just because I'm a girl, doesn't mean I'm not strong enough to defend myself from retarded boys like you.” I walk away, leaving him on the ground.

I walk home silently and plug in some headphones on. I arrive at my front porch and turn the doorknob. I pushed the door open and closed it behind me as I make myself upstairs to my room. I take out my headphones and sit down on my bed.

There was a knock on my door.

“Jennie? May I come in?” It was my dad.

“Yeah sure.” I said.

He walks in and sits down besides me.

“So Jennie.. How was school?”

Oh shoot! He was probably going to bombard me with a bunch of questions as to why I was late.

“It was.. cool.” I said casually.

“Oh really? How cool enough to be late AGAIN!” He raised up his voice.

“I'm sorry dad. I won't do it anymore. I-”

“You say that over and over but you keep on going home late again and again.”

He was right. I didn't know what to say.

“Speechless? Well I think it's time for you to explain this to me.” He said while holding up his phone at me. On his phone was a conversation. An unknown number.

It read:
Unknown #: Hello. This is Jennies dad right?
Dad: Ne. Who is this?
Unknown #: Her ex. Well one of her ex’s.
Dad: Her ex? And what do you mean by one of her ex’s?
Unknown #: She hides a lot of secrets from you. As to why she's always late, why she always has bad grades, why she hands in her hw late, and most importantly… why she is a playgirl.
Dad: I don't believe you.
Unknown #: You don't? Why don't you ask her yourself and see her lie in your face too? Go ahead.
Dad: Don't ever text me again or I'll block you.

I gasped. My eyes widened as I read the whole thing again to double check if I was reading correctly. Who could've written this to my dad? Then it hit me. It was my ex. And I know who it was. My ex from before. Jimin. What did he want from me? Can't he just leave me alone?

“Dad..” I started to say. “Let me explain-”

“Explain what? Are you actually going to explain this time or are you going to lie to my face? I can't believe you..” He says getting up to stand three feet away from me.

“Dad! I'm sorry! I know I'm such a bad daughter but let me explain for once!”

“Explain what?! Explain why you are a slut who likes to do disgusting stuff in front of them?!”

“No dad! I'm not a slut! Please! For once let me tell you my reasons!”

“Your ‘reasons’?! Hah! If you aren't a slut then what are you?!”

“DAD I'M NOT A SLUT! I'M JUST A NORMAL TEENAGE GIRL! THE REASON I HAVE MANY EX’S IS BECAUSE YES! I AM A PLAYGIRL! BUT I DO IT BECAUSE I FUCKING WANT THOSE STUPID BOYS TO FEEL PAIN! THE PAIN THAT WE FEEL WHEN WE FALL IN LOVE WITH THE SAME GUY AND START TO FIGHT JUST BECAUSE OF THE SILLY DUMB REASON!! AND THEN THAT FIGHT ENDS UP ONE'S FRIENDSHIP AND IT DOESN'T FEEL GOOD!! IT'S THE WORST THING THAT EVER HAPPENS!! IF WE ALL KEEP FALLING FOR THE SAME STUPID GUY THEN WE END UP HAVING NO FRIENDS IN THE END!! AND WE SOMETIMES END UP GETTING REJECTED WHICH JUST MAKES THE SITUATION GET WORSE THAN IT WAS BEFORE!! SO I WANT THEM ALL TO FEEL THE SAME PAIN THAT WE GET!! AND THIS IS NOTHING COMPARED TO THE ACTUAL PAIN!! And do you wanna know how I know how this pain even feels like? Do you? BECAUSE I'VE BEEN IN SEVERAL AND THE ONLY FRIEND I HAVE LEFT IS ROSÉ! So don't you fucking dare tell me to find a guy out there because I don't want to lose her. SHE'S THE ONLY ONE I HAVE LEFT!!” I was so angry that all I was able to do was yell at my dad and to curse at him for the first time. I had no choice. He wouldn't let me speak.

He came close to me and hugged me.

“I'm sorry for not understanding Jennie. I should've let you explain in the first place..” He says, starting to cry.

I held in my tears. I tried my best but.. it was too late. I began to cry it all out.

“Dad.. I have become lonely in this world!” I say through my tears. “Mom has left us.. My friends have left me.. And all I have left is you and Rosé!” I cry and cry non-stopping.

“I'm sorry Jennie. I was always too busy doing my own things that I no longer made time for us.”

We both cried together. He cried silently while I cried loudly. He rubbed my back several of times to calm me down but I couldn't. There is so much in my mind that I no longer know where in life I stand between. He finally let go of me and backed away a little as soon as I recovered up and was able to control my tears.

“Jennie.. I know life is tough for you. But please don't continue to be a playgirl. I hate to see that my own daughter is something I don't want her to be. Please stop being one. If Mom was here.. I know she would've asked for the same. Don't just do it for me… but for her too.”

“Ok dad. I will stop. But as long as you don't tell me to get-”

“Get a boyfriend. Get yourself a guy that will treat you well and that will always love and care for you.”

“W-what?!” I was about to cry but as I said, I was able to control it now. “What if I lose my only friend I have left!”

“You won't. As long as she tells you who she likes, you can make your way out of that guy's life.”

“Dad.. it's also that I don't want to get a boyfriend. Don't make me get one. I hate the idea of getting one.”

“Jennie.. please. This will be your punishment for lying to me. I need to earn trust from you to know you will not actually play around with boys for their feelings.”

“But dad-”

“But nothing. This will be my last command I will ever give you.” He said and leaves the room with a worried face. Is he worried about me? What is he worried about?

(Jennie's dad Pov)
“But nothing. This will be my last command I will ever give you.” I said to Jennie and I leave.

I was worried about Jennie and guilty at the same time. I can't tell her just yet. Not at this moment. I couldn't tell her I had cancer.. near the date of my death. She will just feel worse because I will be the next one to leave her.

I walk downstairs and in my room. I had to ask her to get a boyfriend…. so she wouldn't be left alone after I leave her. I cry myself to sleep on my bed silently.

It's not my fault Jennie… But I'm sorry.

Notes

Well, I got my second chapter up. Don't mind any spelling or grammar errors. Hope you like it even though it's kinda.. sad. I feel bad for Jennie. :((

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