~If we bump into each other while passing, would it be fate?
Or maybe we bumped into each other in our past life
Maybe we bumped into each other countless times
I wish I could love myself

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*after leaving him as much calls and texts i wanted not once did he reply... did i really hurt him.. why was he suddenly acting this way, and even if i texted him to ask to meet up he would say he was busy. . .*
*at this point the only people who i can talk to is the other boys
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[Text Messages]
-NAMJOONOPPA❤
[Jaeeun: Namjoon, can you meet me?... im outside the dancing room]
(10 minutes later)
[Namjoon: Sorry, Im busy.]
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-SILLYJIMIN♥
[Jaeeun: Jimin... is namjoon still "busy"?]
[Jimin: No... Jaeeun im sorry im sure he just needs time... wanna meet up?]
[Jaeeun: no i sure you guys are busy, text me when you have time]
[Jimin: will do babay^^... heres a little something to cheer u up

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-*even namjoon didnt wanna see me i had to clear all of this misunderstandings, im sure min-ah told him something...*
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NAMJOON'S POV(POINT OF VIEW)
*Its almost like every time i check my phone it pains me not being able to respond to her,

How can I ... was I really being used by her?*

Namjoon; Ah, whatever i have to get back to work
*I say to myself as i hear the door open and see jimin walk in*
Jimin: Hyung(older brother)...
Namjoon: Whats up jimin
Jimin: Hyung
*he keeps saying as he takes a seat next to me looking serious*
Namjoon: What? what is it?* i say as i stop what am doing and look his way*

Jimin; its about Jaeeun
Namjoon: . . . what. . . what about her *making me stutter i now look away looking down trying not to remember*
Jimin: I know I shouldnt get involded but-
*before jimin speaking i spoke up loudly*
Namjoon: Then dont get involved in this! it has nothing to do with you, now GO im busy
* I say rising my voice pointing towards the door for him to leave*
Jimin: NO, im not leaving!, cant you see jaeeun is hurt too, do you think i wanna do this? if i was you i would run to her and not believe anyone else because shes the one i love after all and ill believe anything she has to say

*jimin says as he got up from his seat yelling angrily heading towards the door
Namjoon: YAH Jimin
Jimin: Im done talking, if your not gonna at least meet up with her, then I will and ill protect her

*as jimin walks out, i get flashbacks of all the memories i had of her...
" I wanna believe too... She deserves better. . . "
"but seeing jimin act this way towards her. . . I didn't like it one bit*

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[1 NEW TEXT MESSAGE]
SILLYJIMIN♥
[Jimin] Jaeeun, meet me at the lobby when your done recording. . . or ill come find you
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* haha what's jimin doing... i say as i finish what im doing and get my stuff but before i go down to meet jimin i look towards namjoon's studio
" i wonder if he is still working"
* i say as i gently open the door and peek my head inside and see namjoon sleeping on the couch** as i go over and put my jacket on him*

*looking at him like that reminded me of the time he slept over at my house, almost tearing up*
*i close the door behind me and head down*
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Jaeun: Jimin!
Jimin: jaeeun! what took you so long
Jaeeun: sorry, lets go
Jimin: wait...
*jimin says as he hold my arm making me look at him*
Jimin: Jaeeun... wheres your jacket, its cold outside
Jaeeun: oh... um i didn't bring one today
Jimin: here. . . use mine
Jaeeun: NO
Jimin: Jaeeun wear it
*"No" I say as i run away from him and jimin chasing after me yelling to wear his sweater*
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Jimin: "I wonder if should tell her. . . that im the one who made her unhappy"
Jaeeun: Jimin did you say something?
Jimin: NO. . . no lets go

Notes

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(what do you think jimin did?)
REFLECTION
"I want to be free from freedom
Because right now I’m happy but I’m unhappy
I’m looking at myself, I wish I could love myself"