Karaoke Dream
Love Is Not Over
~Love is so painful
Goodbyes are even more painful
I can’t go on if you’re not here
Love me, love me
Come back to my arms
*. . . let's see how this party, turns out to be. . .*
*As me and the boys are headed to the after party, I rush over to the bathroom not wanting to deal with anything*
Jaeeun: Ill be back
*I say to the boys as i rush to the girls washroom*
*and as im doing retouches on my makeup and what not i hear others walk in making me shiver, i run and hide to one of the stalls*
Random girls: Did you guys see rap monster's performance
"it would of been great if that one new girl wasn't with him"
"what was her name again?"
"jaeeun?"
"what a mess"
Jaeeun: *as im in the stall hearing everything they were saying i couldn't stand to just stay there and listen but right before i was about to walkout and have a serious talk with them, i heard that annoying voice*
Min-ah: Girls why are you chatting in the washroom, lets go enjoy the party
Random girls: Min-ah, what do you plan on doing?
Min-ah: we'll just see now wont we?
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Jaeeun: *as the girls walked out i let out a big deep breath sweating... what are they gonna do.... should i tell namjoon? and the boys? what should i do?*
*as i go back out to the party i see from across the room namjoon wave at me to go over*
*as im almost to the table, I get stopped by jackson, whos now standing in front of me blocking my steps each way i went*
Jaeeun: Can you move
Jackson: Get out of my way then
Jaeeun: *to annoyed to even deal with him i walk around him when suddenly he grabs my wrist and turns me around pushing me against his lips*
Min-na: Oh look what we have here
Jaeeun: *as min-ah begin to talk i rub of the taste of jacksons lips off my lips and looked confused at the both of them as i push jackson away*
Min-ah:looks like you seem a bit shocked
Jaeeun: what?
*i say, confused at who's shes talking to as i turn around i see namjoon standing right behind me*
Namjoon: what. . . whats happening
Min-ah: Namjoon... poor poor namjoon, cant you see? jaeeun was just using you to make my jackson jealous but of course jackson never liked her jaeeun's just so crazy about him she couldn't help it... pathetic
Jaeeun: Shut up! you dont know anything!
Namjoon: Jaeeun... is that true?
Jaeeun: Namjoon...no stop dont believe them
*as im explaining myself to namjoon, jackson looks our way*
Jackson: its true, namjoon me and jaeeun were together a long time ago, and we still love each other
Min-ah: what? oppa no you love me
Jackson: No min-ah thanks for the help but i never intended to go this far, jaeeun's mine and im gonna fight for her
Jaeeun: Jackson its over between us. . . namjoon please believe me
* i say as i grab namjoon's arm but he pulls it away giving me one last smile*
as jackson pulls me away and out of the party, making me wanna pull away but cant because of how strong he was... all i could do was look back at a heartbroken namjoon*
*As me and jackson get off the car, i speed walk to my dorm and open my doo before he catches me and to my surprise he just lets himself in as he locks the door behind him*
Jaeeun: jackson, i dont have the energy to argue with you go homeee
*all he did was rib his head and looking down, a few times stealing gazes at me*
Jackson: i cant understand you anymore... what we had together where did it go?
Jaeeun: jackson thats the past we've changed and you know it, now go
Jackson: Do you really love him?
Jaeeun: Yeah. yeah I do
* i say as he avoids eye contact and gets his jacket to leave and doesn't say nothing but waves goodbye*
"goodbye. . . jackson"
* as soon as he leaves i grab my phone to call namjoon but all
20 calls went unanswered and before going to bed i text him
[Goodnight. . . sleep tight]
-
*as i wake up not feeling to well, from last nights performances and arguments i decide to buy coffee and bread for the others*
*as i arrive in the lobby, its quieter then usual, as i go find the boys their seating in room discussing stuff and they all look up at me*
"goodmorming, i bought food"
JImin; jaeeun! good morning
jungkook: noona, thank you for the food
jaeeun: yeah go ahead and eat
jhope: jaeeun come join us
jaeeun: * as the others say to stay for abit a take a quick glance and namjoon and ignores my glance towards him
namjoon: we have work to do
jaeeun; ah yeah, dont worry i was leaving
-
* i say as i walk out with jimin following behind*
Jimin: Jaeeun, dont worry namjoon just a little shaked up, just know i believe in you
jaeeun: thanks jimin
jimin: mm ill text you
*smiling i wave bye to jimin and walk away feeling horrible... why is namjoon like this i hated his cold glance towards me... what should i do to make him believe i love him... or does he really wanna let me go....no, i have to talk to him*
*making me send him a text message*
Goodbyes are even more painful
I can’t go on if you’re not here
Love me, love me
Come back to my arms
*. . . let's see how this party, turns out to be. . .*
*As me and the boys are headed to the after party, I rush over to the bathroom not wanting to deal with anything*
Jaeeun: Ill be back
*I say to the boys as i rush to the girls washroom*
*and as im doing retouches on my makeup and what not i hear others walk in making me shiver, i run and hide to one of the stalls*
Random girls: Did you guys see rap monster's performance
"it would of been great if that one new girl wasn't with him"
"what was her name again?"
"jaeeun?"
"what a mess"
Jaeeun: *as im in the stall hearing everything they were saying i couldn't stand to just stay there and listen but right before i was about to walkout and have a serious talk with them, i heard that annoying voice*
Min-ah: Girls why are you chatting in the washroom, lets go enjoy the party
Random girls: Min-ah, what do you plan on doing?
Min-ah: we'll just see now wont we?
-
Jaeeun: *as the girls walked out i let out a big deep breath sweating... what are they gonna do.... should i tell namjoon? and the boys? what should i do?*
*as i go back out to the party i see from across the room namjoon wave at me to go over*
*as im almost to the table, I get stopped by jackson, whos now standing in front of me blocking my steps each way i went*
Jaeeun: Can you move
Jackson: Get out of my way then
Jaeeun: *to annoyed to even deal with him i walk around him when suddenly he grabs my wrist and turns me around pushing me against his lips*
Min-na: Oh look what we have here
Jaeeun: *as min-ah begin to talk i rub of the taste of jacksons lips off my lips and looked confused at the both of them as i push jackson away*
Min-ah:looks like you seem a bit shocked
Jaeeun: what?
*i say, confused at who's shes talking to as i turn around i see namjoon standing right behind me*
Namjoon: what. . . whats happening
Min-ah: Namjoon... poor poor namjoon, cant you see? jaeeun was just using you to make my jackson jealous but of course jackson never liked her jaeeun's just so crazy about him she couldn't help it... pathetic
Jaeeun: Shut up! you dont know anything!
Namjoon: Jaeeun... is that true?
Jaeeun: Namjoon...no stop dont believe them
*as im explaining myself to namjoon, jackson looks our way*
Jackson: its true, namjoon me and jaeeun were together a long time ago, and we still love each other
Min-ah: what? oppa no you love me
Jackson: No min-ah thanks for the help but i never intended to go this far, jaeeun's mine and im gonna fight for her
Jaeeun: Jackson its over between us. . . namjoon please believe me
* i say as i grab namjoon's arm but he pulls it away giving me one last smile*
as jackson pulls me away and out of the party, making me wanna pull away but cant because of how strong he was... all i could do was look back at a heartbroken namjoon*
*As me and jackson get off the car, i speed walk to my dorm and open my doo before he catches me and to my surprise he just lets himself in as he locks the door behind him*
Jaeeun: jackson, i dont have the energy to argue with you go homeee
*all he did was rib his head and looking down, a few times stealing gazes at me*
Jackson: i cant understand you anymore... what we had together where did it go?
Jaeeun: jackson thats the past we've changed and you know it, now go
Jackson: Do you really love him?
Jaeeun: Yeah. yeah I do
* i say as he avoids eye contact and gets his jacket to leave and doesn't say nothing but waves goodbye*
"goodbye. . . jackson"
* as soon as he leaves i grab my phone to call namjoon but all
20 calls went unanswered and before going to bed i text him
[Goodnight. . . sleep tight]
-
*as i wake up not feeling to well, from last nights performances and arguments i decide to buy coffee and bread for the others*
*as i arrive in the lobby, its quieter then usual, as i go find the boys their seating in room discussing stuff and they all look up at me*
"goodmorming, i bought food"
JImin; jaeeun! good morning
jungkook: noona, thank you for the food
jaeeun: yeah go ahead and eat
jhope: jaeeun come join us
jaeeun: * as the others say to stay for abit a take a quick glance and namjoon and ignores my glance towards him
namjoon: we have work to do
jaeeun; ah yeah, dont worry i was leaving
-
* i say as i walk out with jimin following behind*
Jimin: Jaeeun, dont worry namjoon just a little shaked up, just know i believe in you
jaeeun: thanks jimin
jimin: mm ill text you
*smiling i wave bye to jimin and walk away feeling horrible... why is namjoon like this i hated his cold glance towards me... what should i do to make him believe i love him... or does he really wanna let me go....no, i have to talk to him*
*making me send him a text message*
Notes
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LOVE IS NOT OVER
"Why are you getting farther away?
So far that I can’t reach you?
Tell me why, you’re so far away, why
Can’t you see me in your eyes anymore?"
Love Is Not Over Music video
So cute
4/12/17