Stay With Us

I get home that night around 1:00 in the morning. I knew Jimin would be in bed by now. I walked into our bedroom seeing I was right. He was asleep and breathing heavily. I take Begae into my old room so there wasn’t any interruptions.

I go back into the bedroom undressing. I go to his side of the bed taking off his shorts and boxers he had on. It was definitely a good thing he was a deep sleeper. I started kissing his neck while lightly running my fingers down his body. It didn’t take long for him to get hard. If anything he thought he was having one hell of a wet dream.

I started kissing down his body stopping at his dick. I put him all the way in my mouth getting to work. I started off slowly to finish getting him completely stiff. Once he was I went rougher. It wasn’t long until I felt his hand grip into my hair.

“Maranda.” I heard him moan.

I couldn’t tell if he was still asleep or if he was waking up. I continued sucking on him glancing up to see if he opened his eyes yet. He was beginning to become a moaning mess underneath me which was turning me on even more. I felt him slightly twitch before he came in my mouth.

I swallowed all of it then sitting up to see if he was awake. He is breathing heavily looking up at me. I could tell he was searching for words to say so I cut him off kissing back up his body stopping at his neck earning another moan from him.

He then takes over flipping me onto my back with him on top. He devours my neck making me moan loudly. He started biting down on me hard then running his tongue soothingly over it. He was driving me wild as he started doing it down my front.

He stopped right above my pussy biting down hard. I cried out gripping his hair tightly. He then starts licking and sucking there. After I had a nice sized mark he moved to my legs licking me roughly. I moaned from his eagerness. I spread my legs as far as I could completely opening myself up to him.

He started sucking on my clit while putting two fingers into me. I pulled him closer to me to get more friction from him. I started to feel myself build from his skillful hand and mouth. I looked down at him seeing him watching every move and facial expression I made. I then feel my back arch up throwing me into an orgasm. He kept up his pace helping me ride down my high.

He pulls his fingers out of me then sits up to face me. I take his hand that was in me licking his fingers clean. He then crashes his lips to mine pulling me on top of him. I feel his hard dick against my inner thigh and adjusted so I could slide him into me.

We both moan into the kiss then begin to move together. He moves me to laying on my back with him roughly moving in and out of me. We both broke the kiss watching each other. He started going harder into me causing me to moan.

I then moved flipping him on to his back with him still in me. I roughly rocked my hips making sure he felt every inch of being inside of me. My dancer hips definitely were coming in handy tonight. My body looked like it was rolling as I sat up pumping him in and out of me.

I felt that both of us were getting close. I took his hand putting it on my clit. He started rubbing on it roughly following my lead. We both made eye contact as we came hard. Both of us crying out the other’s name.

I got off him moving to laying on my side with my head on his chest. He wrapped his arms around me pulling me in close. Neither of us said anything as we fell asleep.

I woke up the next morning surprisingly alone. I got out of bed getting dressed before going into the kitchen.

“Hey Jin.” I greeted seeing he was making breakfast. “Have you seen Jimin?” I asked sitting down.

“He said he was going to the gym.” He says sighing. I could tell he was hiding something.

“Did he say anything else?” I asked worried.

He then turns around facing me. “Maranda.” He says pausing. “Was last night a spur of the moment or are you back? Because Jimin can’t take much more of this.” He says seriously.

“I’m back Jin.” I say surly. “I know I lost it. A lot just hit me at once and I did not handle it well at all. I took all of it out on Jimin and I should not have. He was just trying to help and I pushed him away.” I then walk over to stand in front of him. “Please. Tell me where he is.” I ask begging.

He looks down at the floor trying to decide what to do. “He went to the park.” He finally tells me.

I quickly turn around leaving the house. I ran to the park not wanting to waste any more time. I went straight to the lake knowing he would be there. It was the spot we always went.

I saw him sitting on the ground by the water. I stopped to steady my breathing before walking over to him. I sat down next to him I didn’t want to say anything until I knew he would talk to me.

He glances over at me and I can see how red his eyes were from crying. He then clears his throat. “Hey.” He says in almost a whisper.

“Hey.” I return nervously. I carefully take his hand putting it in my lap to play with his fingers.

“Oppa, I’m sorry.” I say feeling tears start to form. “I was wrong. About everything. I should have listened to you from the beginning and talked to my mom. I shouldn’t have fought with you when you just wanted to help me.” I was crying again by this point. “Jimin I don’t know what to say. I know I really fucked up and I am sorry for it. I promise I won’t do it again no matter what is going on. I love you so much and I don’t want to lose you.” I then kiss his hand that I was holding.

“Stop crying.” He says taking his hand from mine to wipe my tears. “Jagiya, I know you were upset. And to a point I felt like some of it was my fault. I talked you into going to meet him. I didn’t think it was going to lead to all of this. And I still love you too.” I then see he is starting to cry too. “I thought I was losing you and it was killing me that I couldn’t fix it.”

I then reach over wiping off his tears. “Jimin we both know if I really didn’t want to go that day I wouldn’t have. Don’t blame yourself for that. And you weren’t losing me. I was losing myself.” I then lay my head on his shoulder. “I just want to go back to our normal lives. Where we don’t fight and we take care of each other.”

“That sounds like a good idea to me.” He says kissing the top of my head. “Salanghae.”

“Nado salanghae.” I say kissing his shoulder.

We continued to sit there for a while in silence. Neither of us seemed to want to go back to the house. Eventually we both started to get tired when the sun started setting.

We went back to the house planning on just going to bed. The guys all had another plan however.

“Please tell me all this shit is over with?” Suga said seeing us walk into the house.

“Yeah, I’m done with all of this negativity in the house.” J Hope added walking into the room.

“I’m sorry guys. I really am. I didn’t know how to handle everything that was happening, which led me to act out.” I said apologetically. “I promise it isn’t going to happen again.”

“So you guys are good?” I hear Tae say as he walks into the entrance of the hallway.

“Yeah.” Jimin answers. “We’re good.” He then puts his arm around my shoulder.

“Good.” Was all he said before leaving again.

The rest of the guys sighed as they watched him leave.

“Looks like I still have one more to fix.” I said walking to Tae’s room.

I knocked on the door waiting for an answer. When he didn’t I tried going in seeing it was locked.

“Tae open up.” I said lightly knocking again.

“What?” He asked harshly opening the door but standing in front of it so I couldn’t come in.

“Oppa I’m sorry.” I say to him sadly. “I didn’t know what I was doing. I didn’t mean any of it.”

“You know I never thought that you would be the one I am having this conversation with.” He said gruffly. “I always thought it was going to be Jimin.”

“What?” I ask confused.

“I should not be having this conversation with you. I should be having it with him.” He said turning around going back into his room but leaving the door open for me. I quickly followed him in before he could change his mind, shutting the door. “You destroyed him Maranda.” He said once the door was shut. “He didn’t deserve the way you treated him. None of us did for that matter.”

“I know, none of you did.” I said sighing. “I didn’t mean it Tae. I am sorry. I don’t know what you want me to say.”

“I don’t want you to say anything!” He shouted making me flinch slightly. “I want you to not fucking do it again! And I am warning you right now.” He said pointing at me. “If you do something like this to him again. I am sending you home without a second thought.”

I stood there looking down at the floor. “You’re right. I should have been sent back.” I said quietly feeling a tear drop from my face. “You were supposed to if I did anything stupid. What I did was stupid.”

“Stop crying.” He said getting softer.

“You’re right!” I said getting louder. “I was a bitch. All he wanted to do was help and I pushed him away just like everyone else. I shouldn’t have done it and I am sorry. I just don’t know what else to do to prove to you I am serious. If I do anything else I want you to send me back
I don’t want you to have to put up with me acting that way.”

He then came over wrapping me in his arms as I started fully crying. “Just don’t do it again.” He said with a slight lump in his throat. “None of us want to lose you, but damn it woman you make it difficult.”

We both couldn’t help but laugh through our tears at that remark. “Are we ok?” I asked him.

“We’re fucking fine.” He said kissing the top of my head.

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