SEHUN'S P.O.V.

She's always busy working, pretending not to notice me, walking to and fro, greeting all the customers with her pleasant smile. That shy smile that she used to give only to me. I'm a fool for letting her go.

I should have fought harder to keep her and our baby.

How does one beg forgiveness from someone who does not remember you? Does not remember your sins against them? How do I stop myself everyday from just striding over, picking her up, kissing her senseless and telling her I love her....telling her I'm sorry.

How do I stop grieving for the loss of a child whom I never even held...never even seen...but will always and forever be in my heart? When will it stop hurting?

When will I ever see her smile with that beautiful light in her eyes? Did i snuff out that light?

I love you Ji Eun. I will always love you.

JI EUN'S P.O.V.

I can feel Sehun's gaze following me again. At first it was flattering, the sexy bad boy noticing me, but as the days passed by and he kept watching me always with that inscrutable look on his face, I became more and more disturbed. I actively avoided him but he always seems to find out when I am working.

Today for the first time in a long while I gathered my courage to give him a piece of my mind. I was ready to scold him, scream at him, slap him...whatever it will take for him to leave me in peace. I looked into his eyes and saw a sadness that matched mine. I saw misery, and i knew my soul had company. I turned around fast so that he wouldn't see my tears. I have no idea how to explain to him why i am crying.

Worse, I have no idea how I will explain to him that all I really wanted that moment was for him to embrace me, wipe away my tears and tell me everything will be alright.

3:00 AM

I couldn't breathe. I woke up suddenly from my dreams. It has turned into a nightmare.

Oh Sehun was my lover.....and the father of my child?

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