[FRIDAY] The morning came and we all felt weird. I woke up to a huge migraine but luckily i took some medicine and were fine a few hours later. I got ready for my day. I wore a white style tank top with ruffles at the bottom, skinny black jeans with a tan belt, white converse sneakers, with my hair straight down.

I walked downstairs to see Lila sitting on one of the stools in front of the kitchen sink drinking a cup of tea. Then i see Kai coming standing next to her patting her back trying to make her feel better. I came walking into the kitchen where Lila and Kai was and talked to them.

Jane (*says as walking into the kitchen) : good morning.
Lila (*says in an exhausted tone) : morning.
Kai : it seems like you girls had a great time last night.
Jane : i see that the guys did too.
Kai (*chuckles & says) : we did.
Lila (*says to Jane) : i never want to do that again.
Jane : i hear you, me too.
Lila (*asks) : that's right. Where is everyone ?
Kai : both of our parents and the girls are are still asleep.
Kai : Scott, Devon, and Jon went out for breakfast at the diner.
Lila (*asks Kai) : why did you go with them babe ?
Kai : i woke a little later when they left this morning.
Jane (*asks) : what about Ryan ?
Kai : he’s outside sitting where you normally sit near the lake.
Jane : oh.

I was about to leave when Lila asks me…

Lila (*asks Jane) : and where are you going ?
Jane : i have to talk to Ryan about something.
Lila : hurry back. We have wedding rehearsals soon.
Jane : yeah, i’ll be back.

I walked outside to where the lake was and saw Ryan sitting with his feet dangling in the water by the lake. I was about to walk over to him when he stood up and walked straight to be.

Ryan : hey.
Jane (*says with a smile) : hey.
Ryan (*asks) : did you sleep well ?
Jane : i had a bit of a headache but i'm fine now that i drank some medicine.
Ryan : i'm glad you feel better.

We stood there staring at each other awkwardly and Ryan asks me…

Ryan (*asks) : you have something to talk to me, don't you ?
Jane : yes but i'm not sure if i should say it or not.
Ryan : you can say anything to me Jane.
Jane : i heard you and Scott talking about me the other night.
Ryan (*asks) : what did you hear us say ?
Jane : everything.
Ryan : Jane. please let me explain.
Jane : explain. I'm giving you that chance.
Ryan : i really like you and Scott seemed to see it too.
Ryan : so he told me to protect you if we were going to date each other.
Jane : it's clear to me that the both of you like me.
Jane : but i don't want you two to fight because of me.
Ryan : i'm not asking you to choose who you want to be with Jane.
Ryan : i'm being sincere with my feelings for you.
Jane : i'm not choosing anyone or standing in between you two but i am walking away from it all.
Jane : i told myself not to believe in love again.
Ryan : just because of what happened with your previous boyfriend doesn't mean you have to stop believing.
Ryan : for a second there, i believed in love again and that we would date.
Ryan : but i guess i was wrong the entire time and it was just my own belief.
Ryan (*asks) : how can i love someone who doesn't believe in love or love me back ?
Ryan : i thought you knew that Jane.

Ryan walked away back into the house. I couldn't even say how felt about him to him. He said everything that was true. I stood there trying to get myself together. A moment later, Scott came out comforting me.

Scott : i'm sorry Jane.
Jane (*asks) : sorry for what ? not telling me that you like me or what just happened ?
Scott : Jane.
Jane : you knew all of your life that you liked me.
Jane (*asks) : why didn't you ever tell me that ?
Scott : i didn't have the courage to and you seem so happy with your life Jane.
Jane : i could've known and it would change everything.
Scott (*asks) : what would it change ? huh ???
Scott : you thought that if i told you, you would accept me and date me.
Scott (*asks) : but you know what ?
Scott : i wouldn't be able to do that because my sister is your best friend.
Scott : i cared so much for you until that point. You have to know that.
Scott : so nothing would've changed if i told you how i felt about you.

Scott walked away too upset. I stood there crying and getting myself together. From that point on, two of the most important people in my life are officially mad at me. I had made a mistake of drifting away the people i love. I never meant for it to happen but i wanted my old life back when i go back to the city.

We all began our day with Lila’s wedding rehearsals. Everything was set up where they were suppose to be and everyone got into their positions. Kai was already at the alter patiently waiting. Julie Manson (Lila’s Mom) sat on the left side in the front on the right while Cecelia Terrance (Kai’s Stepmom) and Tom Terrance (Kai’s Dad) sat on the left side together. Then Natalia (Kai’s youngest sister) and Jon (Kai’s friend) walked down the aisle hand in hand together placing their position at the alter separating both sides. After that was Kim (Lila’s friend) and Devon (Kai’s friend) walked down the aisle hand in hand doing the same actions. Alanis (Lila’s friend) and Scott (Lila’s oldest brother) walked hand in hand repeating the steps together. Lastly, it was me and Ryan walking down the aisle together hand in hand. He was still mad at me and i couldn't bare look at him. I had to follow the steps like everyone else and did our job for Lila’s wedding. Then Lila walked slowly down the aisle with Matt Manson (Lila’s dad). Once they got to the end of the alter, Lila kissed her dad on the cheek and let's go to meet Kai. They stood next to each other side by side and the pastor started to say the ceremony speech. We all stood at our positions and paid attention.

Once the ceremony rehearsal was over, we headed to the placed tents by the lake to rehearse.

We did this order with the speech starting with the best man (Ryan), maid of honor (Me), father of the bride (Matt Manson), grooms parents (Tom Terrance & Cecelia Terrance), groom (Kai), and ended with the bride (Lila).

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