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My dad pulls up to a park and says "This is where we are going to meet him." He is going to be here? Is he being forced like I am or did he insist to it? I think.

"So we're meeting here at this park?" I said.

"Yes I just said we are. He's the one who picked to meet at this park. If I had my way it would be in a more private place." He said.

We it in silence for two minutes. He gets out of the car and I get out after him. I follow him to a table in the park. There is a patch of flowers by it and a lake.
"Sit down we came early." He says.

I sit down. I get my phone out and earbuds. I put my music on shuffle. I see several guys pass by each and every time I think it's him.

With 10 minutes of waiting I take one of my earbuds out and say. "how early did we come?"

"About 20 minutes." He said.

"Ok I'm going to go sit by the lake then." I said. I get up and go by the lake and sit down. I put my earbud back in and continue to listen to music. Uncommitted by Kim Junsu comes on and I think I'm just going to be uncommitted to him. No I'm not I'm going to be committed even though I don't like this. He probably going to be the uncommitted one if he was also forced. I start crying from thinking about how I'm probably not going to love him and how he might not love me. 5 minutes of crying and I feel someone's hand on my back. I look up and see these guy with dark brown hair he looks really fermeler.

"Why are you crying?" He said.

"It's a long story." I said.

"I have time and plus it's better to get thing out and not bottle them in."

"Ok well I'm in arranged marriage and I have never seen him and I'm scared I just don't know what to."

"Well I say the best thing to do. Is to meet these guy and try to hit it off with him."

"Yea I will try that. Thank you." I look out to the lake.

"Your welcome. I'm Kim Jaejoong your husband well your soon to be husband."
I look at him with a surprised look. He starts laughing. "What you are?"

"Yes I am."

He gets up. He holds out he's hand. I take he's hand and he helps me up. I see my dad left. "Do you know where my dad went?"

"I asked him to leave. Because I wanted it to just be us. I wanted to get to know you."

"Oh ok so what do you want to do then?"

"I just wanted to walk and talk." He walks to the path. I follow him.

"So my name is ( I don't know yet put what name you want)."

"I'm name is Kim Jaejoong. When did you get your nose ring and lip rings?"

"Well I have had them scents I was 16."

"Oh ok. I was surprised when I saw them. They gave me a picture of you and they said it was of you last year and you didn't have any piercings."

"Oh wait they gave you a picture of me?"

"Yes." He looks like he's about to say something but we hear a child start to cry. He starts to run off to where it came from. I run off with him. He gets there first I come behind him. There is two children one looks about 14 and the other 16. The one that looks 16 is hitting the 14 year old. Jaejoong gets in front of the 16 year old and takes a few hits from him. He holds the 16 year olds hand so he won't get hit and says "why are you two fighting?"

"He keeps on picking on my girlfriend and making her feel bed about her self."

"Well you should not be fighting him you should talk it out." He turns to the 14 year old and says "and you should not be picking on people."

"Ok I'm sorry sir." Said the 14 year old.

"You should be apologizing to him not me." Said Jaejoong.

"Ok I'm sorry." Said the 14 year old.
Jaejoong comes back over to me and I say "do you want to continue walking?"

"What! Are you hurt?" I said.

"No it well take more then a few hits from a 16 year old to hurt me."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

We continue walking and talking intill it's dark. "I think I should go home since it's dark."

"Here I'll take you home."

"No no I can walk."

"I'm not going to let you walk. It's dark and your beautiful."

"Thank you but I'm fine with walking." He grabs my hand and pulls me towards the parking lot. We get to a black spots car. He opens the car door for me. I get in. He gets in and says "where do you live?" I tell him and he starts to drive. I look out the window the whole time we talk a little but not a lot. I think he can feel that I'm uncomfortable. We get to my house. I get out and say "thank you." I get to my door and unlock it and I go in. "Man what a day. Why why do I have to marry him." I take a shower and go to bed.

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