'Till I Met You
Love and Hate
LUHAN'S P.O.V.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER.
I used to carry her around on my arms when she was a baby. I would sing her lullabies and love songs when she was a toddler. I would bring her flower coronets and candies whenever we visited. I couldn't wait for her to grow up. In my life, I have never loved anyone but her.
When my parents told me that they wanted to secure our future by arranging a marriage while we are both still young, I never even protested. In my heart I would have done that in few years anyway.
I was totally shocked and in denial when our suit got rejected. At first I thought it was because she was so young, but when her mother said it was because Lana's heart has chosen someone, I was puzzled. Who else could she love but me? Who else would love her but me? I went to her that day cutting through their gardens instead of using the front door like we usually do. That's when I heard her. "I wuv you Channie-Bunny! Comeback soon!" She was looking at a pink plastic ring that was hanging from a gold chain on her neck. She was on the phone with someone.
She has never told me she love me. She has never looked at anything I've given her with such love and adoration. My heart hurt and I turned around and left with tears in my eyes.
Sometime later my family was woken up in the middle of the night and made to kneel in front of a pig-faced man. Without a word, a man shot my mother behind her skull. As I looked in shock and horror, my father began pleading for our lives. All I can see was my mother's blood spreading on the floor. I turned in time to see my father get a gun stuck in his mouth and shot dead in front of me. A spray of blood coated my face, hair and clothes. I was next I knew, but I was already numb.
I would have been better off I was killed that night. Instead of death, they sold me into slavery, prostitution, and pumped me so full of drugs I was a zombie most days. That night, I died and The Devil was born. That night I knew, she was the one person who hurt me the most.
I LOVE HER. I HATE HER. I WILL KILL HER!!!
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER.
I used to carry her around on my arms when she was a baby. I would sing her lullabies and love songs when she was a toddler. I would bring her flower coronets and candies whenever we visited. I couldn't wait for her to grow up. In my life, I have never loved anyone but her.
When my parents told me that they wanted to secure our future by arranging a marriage while we are both still young, I never even protested. In my heart I would have done that in few years anyway.
I was totally shocked and in denial when our suit got rejected. At first I thought it was because she was so young, but when her mother said it was because Lana's heart has chosen someone, I was puzzled. Who else could she love but me? Who else would love her but me? I went to her that day cutting through their gardens instead of using the front door like we usually do. That's when I heard her. "I wuv you Channie-Bunny! Comeback soon!" She was looking at a pink plastic ring that was hanging from a gold chain on her neck. She was on the phone with someone.
She has never told me she love me. She has never looked at anything I've given her with such love and adoration. My heart hurt and I turned around and left with tears in my eyes.
Sometime later my family was woken up in the middle of the night and made to kneel in front of a pig-faced man. Without a word, a man shot my mother behind her skull. As I looked in shock and horror, my father began pleading for our lives. All I can see was my mother's blood spreading on the floor. I turned in time to see my father get a gun stuck in his mouth and shot dead in front of me. A spray of blood coated my face, hair and clothes. I was next I knew, but I was already numb.
I would have been better off I was killed that night. Instead of death, they sold me into slavery, prostitution, and pumped me so full of drugs I was a zombie most days. That night, I died and The Devil was born. That night I knew, she was the one person who hurt me the most.
I LOVE HER. I HATE HER. I WILL KILL HER!!!
Notes
Yes..I deliberately made Luhan to be Psychotic here. Forgive me for doing this. I needed to make him break the mold.
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10/10/16