Finding My Way
Purposely
Jaemi’s POV
“You knew that he’d offer to take us back to here from Seoul, and how I’d ask him to come in the school… why… how…” I space out for a second as Taehyung squeezes my hand tightly. “It has to do with Daegu, doesn’t it? Jungkook, Jimin and I were there… in Daegu. 2008.”
“Daegu…” Taehyung whispers. “W-what about Daegu? 2008… That was the year Suga and I first met at the orphanage.”
“What do you mean?” I question him and I feel Suga getting closer to us. “Daegu isn’t that big of a city, that doesn’t make sense. How could you two just meet at the orphanage if the both of you were born in Dae-”
Someone covers my mouth from behind and forcibly drags me out of the cafeteria. Jungkook and Jimin immediately follow. I watch as Seokjin and Hoseok sit Taehyung down for him to finish lunch. Irene sits next to him and puts a supportive hand on his back. With the help of Jimin and Jungkook, I manage to break free from the grip. By that time, we’re out in the school garden.
The flowers are just starting to bloom and the air is cool.
“Wait, wha- Why did you stop me from talking?” I turn around and heave a sigh. “Yoongi. That was unnecessary. I was in the middle-”
“He doesn’t know.” Yoongi shuts his eyes and clenches his fists.
“What?” Jungkook and Jimin stand next to me.
“Taehyung doesn’t know he’s from-”
“That he and Suga were both born in Daegu, right?” Jimin jumps into the conversation, communicating with Suga through eye contact. Something's off.
“Oh… okay.” I nod my head, but feel a wave of anger and confusion run across me. “Why did you pull me out of the cafeteria then? I’m still hungry.”
“I wanted to speak with you, alone.” Yoongi explains and exchanges a glance with Jungkook before continuing. “If that’s alright with you two.”
“I’m leaving when the lunch bell rings Jaemi. Just as we agreed.” Jungkook says, plainly and starts to walk away from us, followed by Jimin.
I reach a hand out to Jungkook, but pull back as I watch him walk away without looking back. Yoongi creeps up behind me and I stiffen as he wraps his arms around my waist. His chin rests on my shoulder and immediately, I attempt to break free from him. My hands move to his, prying them off of me finger by finger. However, his grip around me tightens, almost squeezing out all the air in my lungs. Within seconds, I have no choice but to give up. My arms fall down freely and I feel his grip loosen slightly.
“Jae.” He cooes and I feel my entire body start to tingle. He purposely breaths on my neck, making my eyes flinch.
“S-stop.” I stutter and he chuckles to himself. My heart beats faster than normal and feel our bodies heating up.
“Did you see that? How Jungkook turned his back on you? I would never do that you. It’s time to let go, Jaemi. He doesn’t want you anymore. Come to me instead. Be with me instead.” I feel his hands soften and use my chance. Slowly, I turn around so we’re face to face. My hands glide on his skin, from his shoulders to his hair. My fingers play with his hair and I watch as goosebumps start to show on his neck. Part of me wants to give in, but I know it’s not the right thing to do. Or the right time.
“Alright.” I mutter, softly. I feel him pull me closer, closing any space between us. He moves first, so that our noses are lightly pressed against each other, eyes on my lips. He leans forward, but I pull back so he only brushes his lips against mine instead of giving me a yearning kiss. “Tell me, did you go through all of this trouble… for a kiss, with me?”
“Yes.” His voice is raspy. We meet eyes briefly and I sense hunger in the way he glares at me. His breath his hot and puts a hand on my upper back so our chests press against each other.
“How did you do it? How did you manage to win me over?” Every time he ventures for a buss, I dodge and wait for him to answer.
“How else would you get to know about a girl like you?” Yoongi whispers. Our bodies are so heated, we’re about to melt into each other. “Everything started at the orphanage. I found files in Byeol’s storage, which lead me to Seoul… and I first laid my eyes on you.”
Bingo. The lunch bell rings and my senses return. With two hands, I push him back and swiftly pull of the hardest kick I’ve ever given anyone- thanks to my flexibility from dancing all of these years-. With my eyes closed, my foot promptly hits Yoongi’s crotch and without looking back, I run away.
I sprint in search of Jungkook. Don’t leave me yet.
“You knew that he’d offer to take us back to here from Seoul, and how I’d ask him to come in the school… why… how…” I space out for a second as Taehyung squeezes my hand tightly. “It has to do with Daegu, doesn’t it? Jungkook, Jimin and I were there… in Daegu. 2008.”
“Daegu…” Taehyung whispers. “W-what about Daegu? 2008… That was the year Suga and I first met at the orphanage.”
“What do you mean?” I question him and I feel Suga getting closer to us. “Daegu isn’t that big of a city, that doesn’t make sense. How could you two just meet at the orphanage if the both of you were born in Dae-”
Someone covers my mouth from behind and forcibly drags me out of the cafeteria. Jungkook and Jimin immediately follow. I watch as Seokjin and Hoseok sit Taehyung down for him to finish lunch. Irene sits next to him and puts a supportive hand on his back. With the help of Jimin and Jungkook, I manage to break free from the grip. By that time, we’re out in the school garden.
The flowers are just starting to bloom and the air is cool.
“Wait, wha- Why did you stop me from talking?” I turn around and heave a sigh. “Yoongi. That was unnecessary. I was in the middle-”
“He doesn’t know.” Yoongi shuts his eyes and clenches his fists.
“What?” Jungkook and Jimin stand next to me.
“Taehyung doesn’t know he’s from-”
“That he and Suga were both born in Daegu, right?” Jimin jumps into the conversation, communicating with Suga through eye contact. Something's off.
“Oh… okay.” I nod my head, but feel a wave of anger and confusion run across me. “Why did you pull me out of the cafeteria then? I’m still hungry.”
“I wanted to speak with you, alone.” Yoongi explains and exchanges a glance with Jungkook before continuing. “If that’s alright with you two.”
“I’m leaving when the lunch bell rings Jaemi. Just as we agreed.” Jungkook says, plainly and starts to walk away from us, followed by Jimin.
I reach a hand out to Jungkook, but pull back as I watch him walk away without looking back. Yoongi creeps up behind me and I stiffen as he wraps his arms around my waist. His chin rests on my shoulder and immediately, I attempt to break free from him. My hands move to his, prying them off of me finger by finger. However, his grip around me tightens, almost squeezing out all the air in my lungs. Within seconds, I have no choice but to give up. My arms fall down freely and I feel his grip loosen slightly.
“Jae.” He cooes and I feel my entire body start to tingle. He purposely breaths on my neck, making my eyes flinch.
“S-stop.” I stutter and he chuckles to himself. My heart beats faster than normal and feel our bodies heating up.
“Did you see that? How Jungkook turned his back on you? I would never do that you. It’s time to let go, Jaemi. He doesn’t want you anymore. Come to me instead. Be with me instead.” I feel his hands soften and use my chance. Slowly, I turn around so we’re face to face. My hands glide on his skin, from his shoulders to his hair. My fingers play with his hair and I watch as goosebumps start to show on his neck. Part of me wants to give in, but I know it’s not the right thing to do. Or the right time.
“Alright.” I mutter, softly. I feel him pull me closer, closing any space between us. He moves first, so that our noses are lightly pressed against each other, eyes on my lips. He leans forward, but I pull back so he only brushes his lips against mine instead of giving me a yearning kiss. “Tell me, did you go through all of this trouble… for a kiss, with me?”
“Yes.” His voice is raspy. We meet eyes briefly and I sense hunger in the way he glares at me. His breath his hot and puts a hand on my upper back so our chests press against each other.
“How did you do it? How did you manage to win me over?” Every time he ventures for a buss, I dodge and wait for him to answer.
“How else would you get to know about a girl like you?” Yoongi whispers. Our bodies are so heated, we’re about to melt into each other. “Everything started at the orphanage. I found files in Byeol’s storage, which lead me to Seoul… and I first laid my eyes on you.”
Bingo. The lunch bell rings and my senses return. With two hands, I push him back and swiftly pull of the hardest kick I’ve ever given anyone- thanks to my flexibility from dancing all of these years-. With my eyes closed, my foot promptly hits Yoongi’s crotch and without looking back, I run away.
I sprint in search of Jungkook. Don’t leave me yet.
Notes
ANNYEONG~!Short chapter, cause I felt like it. I was originally going to update this (with more plot and info) on Tuesday, but I felt like this HUGE chapter had to be split up into two different chapters. So here is basically part one of two.
SUGA+JAE DAY (rhymes) I seriously am contemplating with myself on who she will end up with. Literally, IT IS A FAIR GAME. But, don't worry y'all, she still loves Taehyung, she's just using Suga for information... seducing, I guess. LOL.
OH, and what do you think of my poster? Weird? Maybe? Yes? Idk. I tried to make the poster and cover photo as similar as can be. SO, if it's horrible, I'll take it down and attempt to make another one.
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~Alexis Thao
I'm seriously fangirling it's just-
5/16/18