If Dreams Could Tell

Jimin's POV

One moment Bangtan and I were having fun. Just yesterday, J-hope was confirmed as dead.

I was grieving for Jin Hyung. We all were. And now V and
J-hope Hyung. I didn't even visit J-hope when he was in the hospital. I didn't dare to. It was all too much for me. But what can I do?

Baekhee was locked in Jin's room crying her heart out, Rap Mon is at work, and I don't even know where Suga is.

Where was Jungkook? He's been gone for a few days now. You can say that I'm worried. The others have been sending me the same question, I replied back to all, "Idk."


Suga's POV

I tried texting and calling Jungkook, but there was no respond. The clock ticked. This is really frustrating. Why did I do that? Why did I get angry? I should have told Jungkook straight away about what happened to J-hope, and everything would be fine.

I'm so stupid.

I buried my face in my hands. I jumped up wake I got a call. Is it from Jungkook

Disappointment was written across my face. It was from Baekhee.

"I know where Jungkook is." She said before I could say anything.

"Where?" I immediately asked.

"He's....in the hospital." I could hear her sniffle.

Why would Jungkook be in the hospital? Unless...

"What? Why? When? How?"

"He's in the hospital." She stopped talking and sobbed before continuing, "The emergency room. He was beaten up, and then he was hit by a car."

Oh. My. God. This is all my fault.

"Is he okay?" My voice cracked.

She was silent, "No...he's in a really bad shape with broken bones all over the place, and all that other stuff."

I hung up. Jungkook and I have been friends for a long time. I wasn't usually open to people, but there was something about Jungkook that shows a side of me that people had never seen before.


Flashback

"Suga Hyung!" A 10 year old Jungkook called.

I put both my hands behind my head, "What?" I didn't seem to care whatever Jungkook was doing.

"Check out this butterfly!"

"What are you doing? Go free it. I'm pretty sure it wants to be free." I frowned.

"But Suga Hyung, I was gonna do that right now! With you." He grinned.

I couldn't help but chuckled.

Jungkook unclasped his hands, the Butterfly twitched and flew away, up into the sky where it disappeared.

"When you said the butterfly wants to be free, don't you too?" He asked. "I wish I could be it, and do whatever I want."

"I mean, it would be cool to fly." I said.

"No one is going to stop me from this dream! Not even if I end up in a hospital with thousands of broken bones." Jungkook said.

Flashback End

I didn't exactly know what we were talking about when we were younger, maybe just some random crap about wanting to fly because it was cool.

Now, I understand everything. I knew what he meant by 'Free.' That doesn't mean he was smarter than me when we were little. I was way smarter.

I arrived at a motel and slumped down in my bed. I didn't feel like going home.

I know where Jungkook is now. But what is this uneasy feeling I'm getting?

After 5 minutes of doing nothing, I got another call. This time from, Rap Mon.

I really wished I wouldn't have picked up when I heard, "Jungkook's gone."

I froze. I was too shocked that my tears were all frozen, they couldn't even form.

That's impossible. Jungkook...is gone?

"He said he wanted to see you." Rap Mon said sadly, "Jungkook said he was really sorry."

No, I should be the one who's sorry. My tears finally unfroze and tears blurred my vision.

"I'm sorry, Jungkook, I'm so sorry....forgive me, I'm sorry." I choked out even if he wasn't there.

I hate reality. This world is too cruel. I can't take it anymore, I've had enough.

I put my phone back by my ear, "Hey, Rap Mon? Are you back at work? Can I borrow the cans of gas you have at the station?"


Baekhee's POV

Jungkook's gone. That leaves me, Rap Mon, Jimin and Suga. Rap Mon just called, telling us Suga is staying at a motel.

I'm staying, for the sake of everyone. But they're leaving one by one.

I remember the day we graduated. I realized Seokjin was actually Jin. I smiled at the memory.

That was probably one of the most unforgettable memories. My smile disappeared.

We were once innocent, teenagers. But Jae Seok had to ruin everything. He didn't even look guilty when he got arrested.

We all looked different now. Jimin no longer had his cute chubby cheeks, and lost a lot of weight.

Rap Mon started going back to work more, probably to get his life back to normal. Sometimes I wonder if it really works. If it does, maybe I can join him at the station along with Jimin.

Or we can work someplace else.

Suga was still as grumpy as before. Some things, never change.

I looked at my own self in the mirror Jin used to check himself at. I slightly giggled imagining him there.

It all wiped away wake I saw myself. I lost even more weight, ask there were dark, dark circles under my eyes. My hair was messy. If you compare me to a picture before, it wouldn't even look like me.

I don't even know how long I'm going to stay like this. I am going to overcome this, right?

Notes

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