If Dreams Could Tell

Jungkook's POV

It hurts so much. I grinned until my cheeks hurt, and laughed hysterically.

The two men only kicked me harder, "Stop laughing!"

I let myself get beaten up. I laughed when one of them hit me on the stomach. I spat out blood. They thought they were teaching me a lesson, but they were doing me a favor.

First Jin saved Baekhee, hurting us in a way you've never imagined. V committed suicide. Then J-hope made up excuses that he was taking a walk when he was actually going to the hospital. Now he's dead.

Why can't I be next?

They stopped. The police were coming, and they scrambled away.

The police were coming closer. It hurt like crazy, but I didn't want the police to come.

They caught my parents and put them in jail, they also caught me running away when I was little. I was sent to s boy's home, but I ran away after that too.

I never told the others about it. I felt that it was unnecessary. They all thought I came to them after running away when te police caught my parents, not getting sent to a random boy's house.

Now I'm even with Suga Hyung. He didn't exactly tell me what happend to J-hope Hyung. I didn't tell him or the others what really happened before I joined Bangtan.

Suga Hyung was probably still angry. He doesn't now that I'm sorry. He's not expecting me to say sorry. I don't think he wants to see me. So I'll do it now.

I pushed passed a whole bunch of people and walked towards the road. They people didn't care. They probably thought I was a teenage boy with caring parents and a bright future.

In reality, there are no parents to take care of me, and I no longer had a bright future.

I stepped onto the traffic filled road, "I'm sorry Suga Hyung." I stood directly in front of an incoming car, and waited.


Suga's POV

I turned back to apologize, but it was already too late. Jungkook had already ran out of the hospital. He was right, I was too selfish.

What had I done?

What if something happened to him?


I waited 4 hours for Jungkook to come home again. Where was he? This is the second time he hasn't come home in a few days.

It was because of me. It I wasn't so greedy and selfish, everything would be alright. Of course I was worried. For 4 whole hours after Jungkook left

I sat in my bed, curled up in a ball.

I was scared. Scared of reality. Because the world we live in is terrifying.

You see your friends running forward to success, while you just stand there doing nothing, not going anywhere.

I was once like my friends, successful in school and life. I got good grades and life was good back then.

I began to grow, and puberty hit me. I didn't want to grow mature, it was just too hard. I had no future planned ahead of me.

Sure my parents were caring, they showed plenty of love, but it was clear that they showed no interest when I started slowing down in my studies.

Don't get me wrong, I love them, until the day I accidentally killed them.

I promised myself never to let anyone know, except Bangtan and Baekhee.

Things turned black, white and grey after the days Jin and V died.

I didn't care if I wasn't successful anymore. But sometimes, I wished life wasn't like this. There were hardships that we were able to get over though. I don't think I can imagine having nice parents, and a nice group of friends anymore. Everything has changed in life.

Life, is like a maze.


Baekhee's POV

A tear left my eye.

I thought I was over Jin, but I guess I'm not when V and
J-hope killed themselves. One was hard to get over, but now 2 more?

Why is the world so cruel?

I felt so weak. Crying harder than the others, when they were obviously closer to each other.

But we were like a family.

Jin was the mom, Suga was the dad, Jimin was the little sister, Rap Mon was the middle son, Jungkook was the youngest son, V was the trouble making son, and J-hope was the immature but mood making son.

And me, I was just a close friend. Comparing myself to them, they were much closed than I am to them.

I looked at the pile of pictures we took at the beach. Right, the beach. It was like a memory to us when we went there. The burger restaurant was also a place where we always went to.

Ths living room was a place I couldn't forget either. We had always hung out there.

Everything seems different now. No one is there to make noises, fighting over the bathroom. Jimin was too depressed to play any pranks.

Jin wasn't here to boss is around. Suga was too tired to fix any of what Rap Mon broke. V and J-hope were gone.

Jungkook just disappeared. None of us knows where he went. I was always holed up in Jin's room doing nothing, but repeating the memories we had together, shake everything was almost perfect.

I was so deep in thought that I didn't even notice the siren of an ambulance run by our house.

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