If Dreams Could Tell

Baekhee's POV

I wondered how Suga's idea is a plan when he explained it.

Right now, I don't care how stupid the plan is but I'll do anything to keep Jae Seok's lips off mine.

Jae Seok leaned closer and closer, until we were half a centimeter away from each other. I closed my eyes shut tightly as Suga coughed.

"Um, excuse me songsaengnim? I don't mean to interrupt the play right now, but Baekhee here is sick. I'm pretty sure you don't want the germs to transfer." Suga said.

The teacher raised an eyebrow, "Is that so?" She asked. Is that all teachers say now? 'Is that so?'

V nodded bobbling his head up and down, "Yes!"

"Alright, we'll continue this scene tomorrow." She said.

Jin walked up the stage, "If you don't mind, keep your dirty hands off her." He pulled me out of Jae Seok's grip.

Why out of all people is he doing this? Couldn't it be like Jungkook or something?

"Are you okay?" Jin turned me around to check, not that I was injured or anything.

"Yeah, next time let me get off the stage myself." I said. I saw his disappointed face and immediately felt guilty.

I didn't really have to say that.

He was just trying to help.

I turned around to apologize but he was talking to a girl classmate. I felt a sharp pang in my heart. What are these new emotions I'm feeling whenever I'm with him?

I watched as Jin laughed at what the girl had said. Jin never smiled at me like he did to that girl. I bit my lip. For barely a second, I wanted to be in that girl's position. I remind myself it was admiration, I do respect him very rarely sometimes for it couldn't be jealousy.

I averted my eyes. I'm not jealous. I already have someone else in my heart.


"What about tomorrow's rehearsal?" I asked Suga, "How am I going to survive that?"

"Use the same excuse." Suga said.

"You know, that teacher Mrs whatever her name is, won't let you use the same excuse." I said.

Suga shrugged, "I don't know, we'll think of something tomorrow."

I mentally screamed. If those lips land on mine anytime soon, I'm gonna dig my own grave.

"Baekhee, it's your turn to do the laundry." Jin said handing me a bucket full of dirty clothes.

"Why don't you do it yourself!" I threw the clothes back at Jin leaving him and me shocked by my actions.

I curled into a ball in the corner of my bed. I didn't know why I did that. Was it still because of that girl Jin was smiling at? I already confirmed that I wasn't jealous...


"What am I gonna do?" I ranted to Seokjin about what happened.

"For that Jin dude, just apologize to him." He said in his usual quiet voice.

"It's not that easy!"

Seokjin ignored me, "As for the play...I don't know...good luck."

"That totally helped, thanks." I said sarcastically.

He stayed quiet.

I had already made a plan to apologize to Jin tomorrow, or when I wake up.

Wake up, go straight to his room, say sorry. How easy is that? Unfortunately, not as easy as you think. I'm not that kind of warm-hearted person.

I looked at Seokjin once more before he disappeared.


I stood up from my bed and turned the corner to Jin's room. I knocked before I came in and gulped as I put my hand on the door knob.

The door creaked open. Jin should be awake by now. I looked torwards the bed which was empty.

"What are you doing here?" Jin stood there shirtless with a towel wrapped around his waist.

A tomato would be jealous of my face as it started heating up. I started backing away.

"Is something wrong?" He asked completely oblivious that he wasn't wearing anything except for a towel.

In fact, yes. Something is wrong.

"I-I-"

He walked forward. I took a step back. My face turned even more red if that was possible.

"I'm not feeling anything!" I said trying to convince myself.

This continued until Jin pinned me to the bed.

My face was burning hot at this point. He whispered into my ears, "Do you feel anything now?"

"H-how am I suppose to-"

"Hyung! Did you use all the toilet p-" Jimin's eyes widen at the sight of us. "Oh! Uh..I'll let you do your thing and find it myself." He said. I swore I could've seen jealousy in his eyes.

Jin quickly got off. "It's not what it seems like." He slightly blushed.

"Sure it's not." Jimin smirked but I could tell it was fake.

"I-I'm sorry!" I said feeling my cheeks before running out.

I went to say a simple "sorry" and it turned out like that. I took a deep breath

"I didn't feel anything when that happened." I assured myself slapping my cheeks.


Class started as I tried my best to avoid eye contact with Jin. Jae Seok would constantly kick my chair from behind, making me jump and bump into Jin.

We would blush and look away everytime.


"Continuing the scene from yesterday!" The director or teacher said.

I looked at Suga panicking. We hasn't discussed this yet. Bts all huddled in a group and shook their heads. What? What's going on?

I am not going to kiss Jae Seok.

As much as I didn't, I still had to. We were as close as yesterday. Jin shouted out this time

"Songsaengnim! Don't you think it's not appropriate to kiss more than once in rehearsals?" He said and stood up, "Can they like, kiss in the real play?"

Jae Seok stopped where he was and pulled back annoyed when the teacher or director told him to stop.

I sighed in relief. I'm fine for now.

I turned to thank Jin this time instead of apologizing. Besides, I kind of already did when that, Jin bedroom incident happened.

Jin was talking to the girl again. Laughing. My heart felt like it was being squeezed. It hurt.

I keep telling myself I'm not jealous, but....I think I am.

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