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If Dreams Could Tell

Insane

No One's POV

Unknown to you, your cheeks were getting wet from your tears. A smile made it up to your face as you wiped them away.

'It hurts when you go through something that kills you inside, but you have to act like it doesn't affect you at all.'

You kept smiling thinking the no one will notice your pain, but the smile slowly turned into a sadistic grin.

You turned the door knob. Bts all stopped and stared at you.

"O-oh hi!" Jin waved.

Rap Mon scoffed crossing his arms.

You sat down next to them and smiled, "What are you guys talking about?" You giggled.

Jimin raised an eyebrow at your strange behavior and looked over at Jin.

"Isn't it obvious?" Rap Monster said. "I know you were listening from your room. Don't even try to act innocent."

You tilted your head to the side. "Why oppa?" You pouted.

V widened his eyes at you and blushed looking away. "Don't react, don't react." He said to himself.

"I'm gonna..go up to my room to get something." Jin pointed to the stairs.

After he was gone, you jumped onto Jimin's lap. "Oppa!" He grabbed onto your waist to keep you from falling.

"O-oppa?" Jimin looked at you surprised and confused at the same time. You nodded happily. "Yup!"

"Did you know? I really like you. I always enjoy being with you! You're funny." You said cutely.

The others eyed you guys weirdly with a frown.

"Then why do you always refuse to sit with me?" He asked.

"Because, you will pull a prank on me, I know you, Jimin." You hugged him. "That's when I really really hate you, Jimin!" You punched his chest childishly.

You got off and jumped on your next victim which happen to be J-hope.

"Hobieee!" You hugged him tightly. He blushed bright red, "Y-yeah?"

"Are you mad at me?" You frowned sticking your lip out.

"I-I-"

"Don't be! Please! For me! Your really nice! I can always come to you to talk about my feelings!" You cried on his shoulder before moving onto V.

Rap Mon put his pointer finger by his head and did a little twirl and glared at you. "Get off him right now."

You shook your head, "I don't want to!"

Rap Mom tried to pry you off of V, but you were literally stuck on him.

"V! Save me!" Tears started streaming down. You looked at V furiously, "I swear to not let anyone kiss me including you anymore."

The others who did not know this gasped. "V kissed you?" Rap Mon asked, "Is that why J-hope and V were fighting?"

V looked down. You shrugged before laying your head on Suga's lap who was sleeping.

"What's with all the noise?" He grumpily sat up before noticing you.

You smiled brightly leaving him looking at you confused. "Oppa!" You giggled and pinched his cheek. "You know oppa, you would totally be my type if you smiled more." Suga looked at you shocked.

You pulled him to the floor with you on top of him. He flipped you over, and now he was on top.

"Why?" You whined, "I want to be on the top! It's uncomfortable here!"

You started crying.

He looked guilty for making you sad but said,"Too bad." Suga leaned closer to you. Close enough for you to lick his face. "Ew, gross!" He gave a disgusted face and got up.

You giggled and ran over to Jungkook who was quiet the whole time. You snuggled into his chest while he hesitantly pulled you closer. You sniffed. Jungkook looked at you weirdly, "Are you smelling me?

You just smiled, "Did you know? I like you best out of everyone." You kissed his cheeks leaving him flushed. J-hope and V clenched their fist in anger. You went back over to Suga.

"What do you want now?" Suga glared.

"Nothing!"


Baekhee's POV

Why was I doing this? It was just all unconsciously. I didn't know what I was doing

I was going crazy with the mix of emotions. One minute I was happy, one minute I was crying.

What was I doing?

I'm going insane. Insane from the pain.


No One's POV

Jin came down the stairs stopping to look at the position you and Suga were in.

Your legs were tangled into each other while Suga was on top pinning you down preventing you from moving.

"Hey Hyung, a little help here. Your girlfriend is mentally ill. She's acting like she's drunk." Suga said getting off.

"Jinnnnnn!" You jumped on Jin. He quickly held onto your thighs.

"Woah!" He looked at you shocked.

"She's never acted this way before." Jimin said.

"Well her strange behavior has to stop." Rap Mon said.

Jin put you down but you hung onto him. "Don't leave!" You cried, "I don't like them!" You pointed to the members.

"Me?" Jimin said pointing to himself, "I thought you said you liked me."

"Everyone else except for Jimin and Jungkook." You giggled.

"Why are you like this?" V suddenly asked.

"You don't like me this way?" You stopped giggling. "I-I thought i-it wouldn't look like it was my fault. It really hurts. It hurts that you didn't defend me when Seohyun and the others were there, it hurts when you said it was my fault that everything was happening now. It hurts that you think I'm troublesome. It hurts when not even half of you were on my side. It..it hurts. It really hurts!" You choked out. "Be-because...you guys...you guys are my family!"

You cried hard onto Jin's shirt. "As they all say, "It hurts to go through something that kills you inside, but you have to act like it doesn't affect you at all." You hiccuped. Jin put his hands on your hand telling you to calm down.

Rap Mon looked at you guiltily, "I-I'm sorry. I never knew you felt that way. I never knew saying something like that will hurt you that much."

"Even one small hurtful thing you say to one you love, they will take it seriously, no matter how small. I love you guys, and yet you all go against me." You sniffled and hiccuped like there's no tomorrow.

Jin rubbed your back to calm you down. You forced a smile. Another sadistic one.

"Stop, Baekhee, you're really going insane." Jin said.

'Am I?' You thought.

"Baekhee, I'm truely sorry. You know it's not true. We love you too." V said lightly. "But for me and J-hope, we love you in a different way." He muttered the last part soft enough for only J-hope who was next to him to hear.

"I'll take her upstairs." Jin said picking you up bridal style.

"I've never seen you like this." He said while you were still crying.

You smiled and giggled.

Jin looked at you worriedly. "Are you okay?" He said as he placed you down on the bed.

"Perfectly fine!" You smiled sadistically.

He sighed, "You're obviously not."

Jin got in the covers with you. "I'll stay here. With you." He whispered.

"I don't want to!" You pushed him away but he held you close with his strong arms. You gave up and pouted, "Fine."


Jin's POV

What is this burning sensation i'm feeling? I looked at Baekhee. I slowly reached out my hand to touch her face, but quickly withdrew.

'Is it love?'




Notes

Heyo! I'm gonna keep using some anime quotes because if think it really fits this story well. Tell me if it bothers you! Comment, vote and subscribe!
-A



Comments

@Hobi-Oppa
Thanks! Btw book 2 is out! I hope you enjoy!
<33
-A

Minghoon9397 Minghoon9397
5/28/16

Im so excited! To read your next book :). HWAITING!!! We love uu!

My Kookie My Kookie
5/7/16

@TuanTuan
Awww thanks! Hope you enjoyed your vacation lol

Minghoon9397 Minghoon9397
5/6/16

Whoa words, what do you mean crappy. Your story entertained me while I was on hiatus in Hawaii. Your story accompanied me through my wonderful vacation. Keep up the good work <3

TuanTuan TuanTuan
5/5/16

@Yousra
You do not know how happy your comment made me feel! Thank you so much!
SARANGHAE!! <3

Minghoon9397 Minghoon9397
5/2/16