If Dreams Could Tell

Baekhee's POV

"Your boyfriend? Jae Seok smirked, "Why didn't you tell me?" He asked as he eyed Jin up and down.

The students gasped as they walked by. "That pretty boy and that slut? They don't match at all!"

"Why would she?" Jin shot him a glare.

"Lame." Jae Seok said and walked away. He suddenly stopped and gave us a devilish smirk before disappearing down the hallway.

I made sure he was out of sight and pulled Jin up the stairs to the roof before I kicked him. "Why did you do that?" I said.

"Ow! What? I came to help!" He defended himself.

"That totally helped. Now half the school thinks we're dating!" I frowned and opened the door to the roof.

"That's not my problem." He said.

"Sometimes, I really hate you." I sat down next to Jungkook. Jin looked a bit troubled.


Jin's POV

Why does it hurt so much when she says that? It's normal, but why does my heart feel like it's been smashed by a million pounds of rocks?


Baekhee's POV

"J-hope." I started. His face lit up. Realization hit me, "Oh, uh never mind." His expression returned to what it was before. I looked down, "Sorry. It's just too awkward." I said. "You know, after all that."

"Awkward? What's the big deal?" V snapped. "We both like you, so what?" He angrily said. "That doesn't mean it should be all gloomy and awkward when we're together. And Baekhee, I hate how we always have to protect you whenever Jae Seok is around. I hate it! It's so troublesome. It's not even our problem. That's yours! Protect your own stupid self."

"V.." I looked at him shocked and grabbed onto his sleeve. It was true. The atmosphere was quite gloomy and awkward, but I never knew it was troublesome for him. He shrugged it away and put his hands in his pocket. "I'm done right now." V said and opened the door and left.

J-hope stood up after, "As much as I don't like V right now, I agree with him." He said and left.

Jimin put an arm around Suga's shoulder. "I'm sorry, but we follow who's right."

"V's right Baekhee. I never thought I would say this but, it's partly your fault." Rap Mon said.

My fault? Since when was this my fault? My fault that J-hope and V are acting like this? That the air seems gloomy? Maybe that's right...

"Isn't that a little too harsh?" Jin whispered to Rap Mon. He ignored Jin and dragged him away.

I looked at Jungkook, my only hope. "Jungkook?" I gripped onto the end of his shirt. God, I sound so desperate.

Jungkook turned back to look at me before walking out of my grip and left. I was all alone now, on the roof. Was it really my fault? I sighed. Why weren't they defending me? Tears were threatening to fall.


'It's your fault.' My mind keeps telling me as I walked to my last period class. 'It's not your fault.' Then whose fault is it?

I got stopped by Seohyun and her puppets. I had forgotten that she even exist. They pushed me into an empty hallway.

"What makes you think you have the right to date Jinnie Oppa?" She spit in my face.

Jinnie oppa? Disgusting.

"What makes me not have the right to?" I shot back.

Seohyun growled, "Girls! Do it!" They obeyed and started beating me up.

Why can't there be one time they don't do this? Blood was continuously dripping from my arm where they punched mostly at.

Right then, Bts walked by. Seohyun's puppet immediately stopped.

"O-oppa!" They said.

When I thought they would help me, they walked passed the whole situation. Rap Mon and Jin walked passed with no emotion at all, while Jimin and J-hope looked at me in pity. V looked at us with disgust in his eyes. Suga completely not caring at all and Jungkook looked like he wanted to help.

They're not defending me. It hurts. It honestly hurts. Why?

"They like what their seeing." Seohyun evilly grinned, "Continue!" She said. "I told you they'll turn against you one day." She laughed.

It hurts because Bts is my family.

I don't care. I just don't care right now. It hurts when you go through something that kills you inside, but you have to act like it doesn't affect you at all.

I started laughing, and soon enjoying the laugh.

Minah and Jiwon stopped, "She's crazy!" They said.

"Why are you laughing?" Seohyun pushed them away and grabbed my collar, "I asked, what are you laughing?" She growled.

I didn't stop. She threw me to the ground.

"Let's go!" Seohyun said, "We're not done with you yet." She said which only made me laugh harder.

They went back to class leaving me alone again.

Soon the laughter died down into soft giggles.

There's no point in going back to class. I'll just go home and stay in my room. And never come out. Yes, that's my plan.


As soon as I reached Bts's home, I locked the door to my room.

Seohyun and her puppet 's facial expressions were daebak. I laughed some more.

I stopped. What has gotten into me? I took a deep breath. Calm down Baekhee. That didn't seem to work a whole lot, but it worked enough to calm me down.


Bts came home an hour and a half later. I didn't fall asleep, nor did I do anything. I heard a shuffle of feet running up and down the stairs.

I didn't bother to look, but it seems like they settled in the living room.

"I don't know about you guys but I'm still on Baekhee's side." Jin said.

"Me too." Jimin said sitting over at Jin's side.

"Jimin! I thought you said you follow whose right." Suga said.

Jimin shrugged his shoulder. "I think Baekhee is right."

"Don't you dare go over there, Jungkook!" Rap Mon shouted.

"Namjoon." Jin said, "It's his choice."

They were serious. They would never call each other by their names.

"I-I'll stay at Rap Mon's side." Jungkook said.

"Are you sure?" Jin asked, "You don't have to follow everything Namjoon does."

"Stop calling me that!" Rap Mon yelled.

Jin ignored him. "Why would you go against Baekhee anyways? She's not wrong."

"Yes she is." Rap Mon said.

"What did she even do?" This time Jimin said.

"J-hope and V both lik-"

"So? That's their problem!" Jimin said.

"It's J-hope's problem! Not mine!" V pointed.

"That's ridiculous! It's obviously yours!" J-hope shot back.

"What makes you think that it's their problem?"

"It's their fault for liking Baekhee in the first place." Jin said.

"And it's Baekhee's fault that they like her!" Rap Mon said.

"When I told you guys to run that day from Jae Seok, he told me Baekhee used to seduce boys in her old school. I'm starting to really think that it's true!" Rap Mon said.

"Why would you believe Jae Seok?" Suga said, "I'm on the other side."

"Suga!" Rap Mon roared.

Rap Mom pulled Jungkook back from going to the other side. "Don't even try."

"Namjoon! Let him chose!" Jin yelled.

"I said don't call me that!"

Jin rubbed his temples. "How did that little problem turn into this?"

I plugged my ears from the arguement. I refuse to think it's my fault. But I, myself, would go to Rap Mon's side. Because after all I caused this argument, I caused the atmosphere to be awkward, I am troublesome.

It's my fault.

Notes

Hehe, if you didn't know, the quote, "It hurts when you go through something that kills you inside, but you have to act like it doesn't affect you at all" came from this anime quote! So I give full credit to the owner. Today is my last day of spring break T.T Comment, vote and subscribe!
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