The journal of an Empty Soul

~The Journal of an Empty Soul~

The start of a new beginning…I saw you in my dreams again as always. My head says that how much I hate it but my heart says otherwise. I can’t lie to myself. WTH just stop it already! Okay let’s talk to lots of boys today and hope I forget about him faster. You never know unless you’ve try. Let’s make progress here! Hwaiting!!

~***~ 8.00 am, at the university before class starts.

Okay let’s do an experiment here, I wrote in my journal before class even starts. Alright I’ve seven guys in my class. Oh gosh I’m a bit shy to do this. Snap out of it! Ok Andria you got this!

I saw one of the seven sitting next to me. What am I going to do? Let’s find something to talk about. Let see…I tapped his shoulder.

Andria: Hai, morning.

He smirked and nods. ‘Good morning.’ He replied.

Andria: ‘So sorry to bother you but I need to borrow your eraser for a while since I forgot to bring mine. May i?’

‘Sure, by the way what’s your name? Honestly I don’t even realize that you are in the same class with me. Hahaha sorry.’ he said and smiles.

Wow! I’m sitting next to you. I’m invisible. Shocker! Whatever..back to where I was.

‘Hey are you okey?’ waving both of his hands in front of my face.

Andria: ‘Haha~ sorry about that. I was thinking about something else. You can call me Andria.’

‘Haha~ hai Andria I’m Jaebum but you can call me JB. Nice to meet you and here is the eraser that you want.’ said JB.

I grab the eraser and said ‘I’ll be quick, sorry!’

‘A~no need to rush just take your time Andria. What are you writing early in the morning by the way?’ he asked and trying the peeked at my journal.

I quickly close my journal and put it inside my bag.

‘Here! Y-your eraser. Hee~ nothing much. Just doing some revision on last week’s lecture’ blocking him from further looking at my journal.

‘I didn’t know that I was sitting next to a nerd. Sorry haha.’ He keeps on laughing out loud.

I pouted and crossed my arms. What the heck..i’m no nerd.

‘Hey that’s cute.’ he smiles.

I can feel my whole face getting hot. I just realize that I blushed. The most shocking thing is that he cupped my face. I blushed even more.

‘Your face is red. You get embarrassed easily aren’t you? That’s cute haha.’ laughs and let go of my face.

‘Who’s cute?’ asked a guy that just came in the classroom. Both of us turn to the back and checking who it was.

‘Oh hyung! You came? Haha nothing it’s just that I’m talking to my new friend here.’ JB points at me.

‘Hai I’m Andria.’ I wave my hand at him.

He waves back ‘I’m Mark.’

He’s a bit serious as I keep on observing him. He sits behind me.

The students keep on coming after that and class starts soon after.

Two hours has passed.

‘Alright class, see you next week and don’t forget to finish up the assignment that I gave you today. I want to see it on my table tomorrow.’

‘What!..’ students starts to whine.

‘Hey stop whining, unless you want to get zero for your grades.’ said the lecturer with a disappointment look on his face.

‘Okey~’ students said out loud.

‘Yah, Andria would you help me with this?’ JB asked me.

‘I hope that you’re not going to ask me to do your assignment for you, do you?’ I asked bluntly.

‘Would you?’ showing his pity face at me.

What?! Dude, we’ve just known each other today and now you asked me to do your work? Are you serious?

‘Hahaha, are you pissed? I’m kidding Andria but would you mind to teach me on some of the questions that I don’t really understand?’ he begged.

Gosh that is truly embarrassing. Why on earth did I jump to that conclusion? I slapped my fore head. Without me realizing that Mark was staring at both of us while having a conversation.

‘Hahaha that’s funny Andria and I can say it’s kind of cute too. So is that a yes?’ JB smirked and look at me with his smiley eyes.

‘O-okey I guess.’ I replied.

‘Right see you at the library around 3.00pm then. Catch ya later!’ he said while leaving the classroom.

That’s odd. He really is a friendly guy. Unlikely like someone, Mark is quite the opposite. I wonder how did JB and Mark can be close friends. Interesting, I guess.

I stand up and packed my stuff. I’m getting ready to go to the next class. I saw Mark stands behind me, looking straight in my eyes. There was an awkward silence between both of us. Weird~.

‘Hyung let’s go!’ JB called Mark to go with him.

‘What? Oh okay.’ Mark walked out and went with JB.

I went to the next class and luckily I’m not in the same class with Mark. Frankly, he is a bit off. I can feel this uncomfortable aura surrounds him. Urrgh. Creepy.

Notes

Dear readers, I've change the main character's name from Kai to Andria. Hope you enjoy reading ;). Thank you and please do comment.