Lets Not Fall in love.

Angry was used to describe a word for a mildly uncomfortable disposition you’ve been put it. Whether it be over a situation or at a person or people. I was Pissed. But it was only at one person. Choi Seung-hyun. I glared from my new position behind the bar. I was stuck being babysat form behind the scenes. I was already illegally inside of a nightclub. But now I was placed behind a bar with a man from a Gang not far from here. But he was friends with Choi. Seokjin. He only smiled when Choi placed me behind the bar with him.

‘’I don’t mind the company. All those other bastards left me anyways.’’ He said when i stood shyly next to him. ‘’Watch my little girl.’’ Said Choi. I glared at him before he left me. ‘’If I’m your little girl, then you’re a cradle snatcher.’’

Jin, which is what he went by, was a quiet, yet funny man. He was tall with a kind, handsome face. He reminded me of someone’s dad. At first, I thought he seemed nice but then I remembered that he was in a gang.
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I was actually impressed on how lively the club was. There were people everywhere. Not packed like sardines. But not completely spacious either. I felt jealous of them all. I had never been to a club before tonight and I wanted to get out on the floor and dance, neither.
Throughout, Jin and I mainly talked about health. He treated me somewhat like a child. I had the sudden urge to maybe hold my arms out to him in hopes that he would pick me up and cradle me. I loved the feeling of being babied sometimes.

‘’Excuse me, miss. Can I get a bottle of Soju?’’ a voice purred to me. I turned to face a talk bulky sort of man with bleached blonde hair and deep dimples. His large eyes narrowed in on me causing me to skitter back a little.

I scrambled to get the drink for him. ‘’Is this Choi’s girl I’ve been hearing so much about?’’ he yelled to Jin, who only smiled. ‘’She’s a cutie, right?’’ Said Jin, causing me to blush a little bit. ‘’Don’t even think about it, Namjoon.’’ Jin warned lowly.

‘’You know how he gets.’’ Namjoon held up his hands. ‘’hey I didn’t say anything now did I?’’ he asked. He winked at me and took his drink along with him. I so badly wanted to follow his lead and get lost in the crowd. Frustrated. I grabbed a bottle of Soju, ignoring Jin’s gaze as I drank a little.

‘’If you want to get out there and dance a little bit. You can. Just check in with me every now and then.’’ I smiled apologetically at him as I placed the bottle of soju onto the counter and pushed myself over the bar and through the crowd of people. I felt like some sort of predator as my eyes scanned the crowd, sweaty bodies, laughter and flashing lights moved along with the music.

The whole atmosphere somehow screaming, ‘Trouble so much trouble.’ As cliché as it sounded, I wanted to make SeungHyun mad. I wanted to piss him off so bad.

I scoured the club, intentionally rubbing against a few people and not lashing out when a few hands, guys and girls, reached out to touch me.
But I kept my eyes peeled for Choi’s friends in case
they were waiting for some sort of slip up. I could see Gd being one of the people that caused a circle. He seemed party animal enough. It was fun for a while; I got distracted by a cute short blonde girl who grabbed my hand and asked me to dance with her. It seemed safe enough in this club. I politely bowed to the girl when our dance was over. I truly hoped SeungHyun was somewhere watching me.

I was on the other side of the building when a pair of hands made contact with my waist and pulled me backwards. ‘’what’s a little thing like you doing in a place like this?’’ a smooth voice whispered into my ear. Lips at the shell. I rolled my eyes and turned my body to face my captor. Then froze.

He was by far the strangest looking guy I’d ever laid eyes on. I could smell his sweet cologne and I stared up into his cat like eyes. His lips were plump and his gaze… it was paralyzing. It was like I’d seen him somewhere before. But I knew that I hadn’t .
He continued talking when I didn’t say anything. ‘’What, a fake I.d? I know a little when I see one.’’

‘’try connections.’’ I said as a matter of fact. The man tilted his head this way and that. ‘’Who’re you here with?’’ he asked finally. ‘’My man.’’ I answered boldly as I sized him up a bit. ‘’I don’t see a ring.’’

‘’that’s because I don’t have one to show.’’ I said nonchalantly. ‘’I don’t see a man.’’ I froze a little. That was a good point. ‘’he’s… somewhere.’’ Crazy eyes chuckled and even though I couldn’t hear it over the music, I knew it probably sounded malicious.

‘’Okay, Okay.’’ He said with a grin. ‘’dance with me, Pretty girl.’’ He said reaching for my hand. I pursed my lips. This guy screamed danger. But I stared at his hand and deliberately put mine into it and let him pull me back to the dance floor as a song that was deep in base started to play. I didn’t know what the words were, I didn’t care. Danger was what I wanted. And this guy was going to provide it.

‘’What’s your name?’’ the guy asked before he turned me around so he could grind on my backside. I bit my lip as his hands gripped me before answering. ‘’Amy. ‘’ I told him. ‘’You can call me Amy.’’ I turned to face him, rolling my hips into his nervously for I had never dirty danced before. I attempted to smile seductively as I he bit his lip and placed it onto my bottom, I held it there. ‘’Your turn.’’ I challenged. I still didn’t know his name. he smiled dangerously. I was so captivated by his eyes and lips. Maybe it was my own sexual frustration taking hold of me; but he was kind of fine.

‘’come on. What’s your name?’’ I cooed again. This time becoming a teensy bit alarmed as this stranger felt up on me. I felt like some fairy who was trying to enchant him. If I didn’t know any better, I’d say I almost felt drunk. I’ve been drunk before. And I knew that little sip of Soju was in no way contributing to my actions.

The stranger licked his lips and started to pull me off the dancefloor and to the lounge area where It was a bit quieter except for a few couples here and there. Or people randomly talking. ‘’I’ll tell you my name, but you gotta do a few things for me.’’ I paused, feeling myself flush and I loosened my hold from him. ‘’Like what?’’ I asked starting to back away. He pulled me back and smiled a bit. ‘’nothing like that, baby. Don’t worry. I’m not going to hurt you or make you do anything. Just a few things.’’ I wanted to know his name. but I was sure that I could go without it. It wasn’t like I’d see him again, right?’’

‘’let me get your number after this, for one.’’ He started. ‘’I told you, I have a boyfriend.’’ I said looking down at something other than his face. I found my focal point on his chest. ‘’it’s just so I can talk to you, doll.’’ I complied by nodding. ‘’Alright, my good little genie. I’ve got two more wishes.’’ I rolled my eyes and laughed a little bit; that was charming.

I looked back into his eyes and nodded. ‘’what’s next?’’ he pondered over it for a little bit then bit his lip again. ‘’I want a kiss. Just a little one.’’ He said boldly and flat out. ‘’he’s here.. somewhere.’’ I objected. ‘’it’s okay.’’ Said crazy eyes. ‘’I won’t tell anyone. Promise.’’ He leaned his head against mine and backed me up into a corner. ‘’Just a peck.’’ He cooed. ‘’Like kissing your grandma or.. someone.’’ I sighed. What was wrong with me? I felt compelled to do as the stranger requested.

I tried to imagine choi in front of me instead. Kissing him. Then I pressed myself tighter and closed my eyes. Trying to picture that it was Choi’s arms wrapping around me. And Choi’s lips crashing down hungrily upon mine. I was power hungry now. I could taste a mixture of cigarettes and weed at the same time. And moaned a little as the stranger’s silky tongue played with mine. A little bewildered, I pulled away with my cheeks blazing as I realized the mistake I had just made. A couple of weeks ago I would have never imagined myself doing this. At least, not this soon down the line of my youth. I thought club days were years away for me.
And the worst part was, I didn’t feel bad.

‘’Alright.’’ I said gathering myself. ‘’what’s your third wish.’’ The stranger laughed and smoothed some hair away from my face. ‘’My third wish, angel.’’ He began.

He leaned real close to my ear and whispered what he wanted. And in that moment, everything stopped. I could hear my heart beating in my ears over the loud music. And it was like bile had risen in my throat as I replayed the request over and over again in my head. My eyes staring up in horror as I stood there like a deer in headlights:

‘’Tell Choi Seunghyun that woo Jiho was here.’’

Notes

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