Lets Not Fall in love.

I had spent the past hour riding around with Choi, he made various stops, he explained that he usually sent the others do errands. But he told me that these particular errands he ran wouldn’t get done right if he let the others do them. But after that we had gone back to his club.
‘’So, you own this club?’’ I asked him. I had tried to cease asking a lot of questions, but I kind of wanted to know who I was riding around with, so I kept asking.

‘’Yeah.’’ He explained to me. ‘’It was my father’s and before that it was his fathers.’’ I looked out of the window . I had told my mother that I was just looking for room décor, I told her that I was in the area. I had lied again.

But I actually had fun. ‘’If something happens to me anytime soon, it’ll go to Gdragon.’’ I looked over as he said Gd’s name. so that’s what it stood for..

Choi smirked at me when I got out of the car. ‘’I think that’s the last time I take you to that café. Dara looked at you like you were something to eat.’’ And he didn’t? when had he looked at me like I wasn’t a piece of meat?! I stayed silent. He hadn’t really smiled at me since the drive. I was afraid I had annoyed him too much with my talking. But he had eased up a little bit when I allowed him to rest a hand on my thigh, I had stayed quiet because I felt comfortable, but it felt wrong.

My eyes found Choi’s again when he had stopped talking. I turned to him with an eyebrow raised. ‘’What’s wrong?’’ I asked. ‘’I thought we were going in?’’ I saw the way he looked down at me with that half moon smirk of his. His eyes were super intense as he advanced towards me.
‘’Um.’’ I backed up until I was against the car, where Choi put his hands on either side of me. I attempted to slip under and turn, but he grabbed me and pressed his body up against mine. ‘’What are you doing?’’ I asked shakily. Choi reached up to hold my face in his large hands. ‘’Just be quiet.’’ He murmured. I braced myself. ‘’Be still and be quiet.’’ Choi’s hand slipped from my face to hold my waist. And leaning in, he pressed his lips to mine.

He was soft at first. But he pulled me closer and one of his hands fisted itself in my hair. It was weird how my body reacted, kissing him back and relaxing a little as I did so. He tasted like the mocha from his coffee and the gum he had been chewing. Not a bad taste at all. He pulled back and looked at me after I had taken a deep breath. Choi smiled in satisfaction from it and tickled my chin. That wasn’t at all what my very first kiss was like. Choi had been rough, the kiss was possessive.

I was silent as he led me inside. There were shouts of annoyance and excitement coming from a back room. And the smell of smoke. ‘’Lemme properly introduce you to the boys.’’ He told me. He held the small of my back as he led me into the room. The guys were playing cards. Except Daesung, he sulkily sat in a chair and watched them.

GD looked up after he took his turn and smiled at me. He wore a pink bandana around his neck. ‘’There’s Our little girl!’’ He cooed and reached out to tickle me under my chin. ‘’You’ve met GD.’’ Said Choi behind me. GD took a bow and then looked up at me through his lashes. ‘’Kwon J-Yong, G-Dragon. That’s me.’’ He said taking my hand and kissing it.
‘’I’m the cute one, obviously. Beta wolf, second in command.’’

Over in the corner, Daesung scoffed. ‘’Excuse me, I could have swore I was the cute one.’’ I refrained from laughing at the childish adults surrounding me. It was nice though, like being in a room with Multiple Junipers. Or even some versions of myself. ‘’I’m Daesung. Sorry for the intrusion. I was just doing my job.’’ He said waving shyly at me.

Taeyang held the pool stick around his shoulders and glared playfully at me. ‘’Youngbae, just call me Taeyang. Remember that one of these you’ll have to pay me back for the blood on my jacket… in some form.’’ I laughed at that. ‘’I’m sorry.’’ I muttered to him. The man with the short cropped hair smiled and adjusted his hand. ‘’Seungri. It’s nice to see you again, my feisty one.’’ He said and took my hand to shake it. ‘’And you, too.’’

‘’You’ll be seeing them a lot.’’ Choi explained, he began to walk me out of the room, probably to show me around the club. ‘’Daesung and Taeyang are my eyes and ears. GD is the annoying little voice in the back of my head I should listen to but don’t.’’ he gave a knowing smirk at that, I was sure it was an inside joke. So I didn’t ask what he meant by that. I probably didn’t want to know. ‘’And Seungri is a man I trust with money and on occasion, my life.’’

‘’So you’re the real deal? Literally Kkangpae?’’ Choi didn’t make me feel like that was a stupid question just now. I certainly thought it was, being dragged into an alleyway and being thrown in a car by a rival gang didn’t seem amateur. ‘’I can’t really get into how this hold thing started.’’ He began. ‘’Because that’s the beauty of mystery you know.’’ Ugh, he sounded so educated and serene. ‘’And you, you’re just some little halfie who was in the wrong place at the wrong time?’’ he asked. I rolled my eyes. ‘’I was looking for a summer job.’’ I explained absentmindedly as I looked at the art pieces on the wall. I recognized the piece at once. ‘’This is a screaming Pope by Francis bacon, Isn’t it?’’ I asked in wonder. I stopped myself from reaching out and touching it. Nostalgia flooded me at an instant and I felt something tugging at my heart.

‘’You’re into art?’’ he asked and walked up to look at the picture with me. ‘’Sort of, My dad liked a lot of art. He would keep a mock painting in the kitchen and on an easel in the hallway at night to keep me and my brother in bed. This thing used to terrify me. ‘’ I laughed at the memory and pushed some of my hair back.
Choi pursed his lips, for probably the 15th time and looked down at me. ‘’Yeah, my dad was really into art, too. I spent most of his free time in museums. I still do. It’s been a while, though.’’ He told me. He held a hand out to me, then. ‘’I’ll show you the rest of the club.’’~~

A few hours after shooting pool, Being talked to by Daesung and GD and being touched on by TOP, It was time to go home. On my request. I had answered a lot of questions, mainly asked by Daesung and Seungri. So far, they were the nicest. Daesung was a bit quieter than the others, which I really liked. I was also grateful for him not getting all in my business. I was more at ease around him. He seemed like the introverted person that would follow you around at a party.
Seungri had slapped my butt on the way out. Which caused me to blush and jump, much to his amusement.
‘’Maybe one night, I’ll bring you back when the club is in full swing. I expect things to get wild tonight. Don’t want to startle the little bunny.’’ I frowned a little when he opened up the car door.
I wasn’t a little bunny. But I got in without a word.

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