I beg but I can't get

"Why am I so mean?! Why are you such a slu-" Changjo quickly stood up and covered my mouth. All members except for Ricky and L.joe gave me 'Jojo doesn't need to know that' looks.
"No Changjo, don't cover his mouth, let him say what he wants to say!" Ricky shouted. Changjo shook his head. "Wae! ?" Ricky shouted. "So Jojo, when are you going to debut?!"L.joe said lighting the mood and changing the subject.
"Um, next week" Jojo said. She sat back down at the table. Ricky and I flashed each other mad glares. "Um, what's wrong with them?" Jojo asked. She looked at Changjo, who removed his hand from my mouth.
"Oh, it's just a simple argument" Changjo said. "Nothing major. They're still upset about it. Thats why" Changjo answered. He smiled warmly at her.
"Oh, ok" Jojo replied. She nodded her head.
"If you're supposed to be debuting next week, then shouldn't you be training?" CAP said. Jojo's eyes widened and she quickly stood up.
"Oh shit! My lunch break is over, bye guys, got to go!" She shouted as she plunged out the door.
"Bye" The six of us said in unison. I got up and closed the door.
"Ricky and Niel. I don't know why you two are arguing, but it needs to stop now. I don't care if Jojo is your friend or not, but if some one like Jojo ever found out about our little 'things' then she could use it to her advantage. So just shut up and suck it up, before you actually end up fucked up" CAP said.I growled and Ricky grunted. "You got that?" He said. The two of us nodded. "I can't hear you!" Cap shouted. I rolled my eyes.
"Yes!" I yelled, before I walked over to the couch and sat.
"Yup, got you Hyung!" Ricky said. He took a seat at the table. 'Ping Ping' CAP's phone beeped. He picked it up. After 15 seconds he hung up. "The boss is here. Cmon, lets get to the van" CAP said. We all got up and headed out the door.
~AFTER PRACTICE, ETC.~
We all filed into the dorm, worn out. I collapsed onto the couch and L.joe collapsed on the other side of the couch. We practiced really hard today, and we even got to see Jojo.
"Today was hard" Chunji said.
"But it's all for the Angels" Changjo commented, as he dug into the Kimbap we brought home. As much as I love food, I'm just too tired to get some. I sighed. "Changjo! Give me mine!" Ricky shouted. I rolled my eyes. I hate when he does that annoying voice.
"Here! Take it, you little shit" Changjo said. I dug my face into the couch. "I'm fucking tired" L.joe yawned.
"Me tooooo" Chunji said, drawing out the O.
" I'm going to go sleep in my room" CAP said, his voice slowly disappearing. I turned on my back on the couch. I looked and saw Changjo and Ricky taking pictures again. Each click, had a different face. Then Ricky did an insanley cute face. I raised both of my eyebrows in astonishment. He really is cute. He's a prey to all predators. Why does he continue to give himself to everyone like how he does? "Hey, Changjo, did I tell you yet?" Ricky said. They suddenly stopped taking pictures.
"About what?" Changjo said.
"Jojo and I" He answered.
"What about Jojo?" Changjo said.
"She likes me" Ricky answered.
"Okay, soooooo, why is this relevant to anything?" Changjo asked. Ricky sighed. "She wants to fuck me!" Ricky said.
"Okay, then fuck her. It's not to late to tap that ass. She's got a really big one too. Like one of those girls in the foreign movies" Changjo answered.
"Oh you think so?" Ricky said.
"Well, it depends on how she likes you. Does she like you like 'one night stand' like, or does she like you like 'let's spend forever together'?" Changjo answered. "I don't know. I think she likes Niel more" Ricky replied.
"Then it's 'one night stand' like. Yeah, so just fuck her. You can fuck any of us and not get attached, so you can fuck Jojo and not get attached too" Changjo answered. Ricky nodded.
"So when should I? " Ricky asked.
"I dont know, I'm not you" Changjo retorted. Before he burped and turned on his phone. He headed down the hall. I can't believe that. I thought Jojo liked us for us. Not for a fuck session. I sighed. I can't believe is just how horny Ricky could possibly be! He'd fuck any fucking body now wouldn't he? I groaned.
"Who was that?" Ricky asked. I rolled my eyes, then got up off the couch. I stormed over to the room Ricky and I shared. I don't know why he wants to just fuck, fuck, and fuck! Is that the reason why he wanted me to fuck him? Just because he didn't get me yet?
I slammed our door closed before I collapsed onto my bed. I grunted before I felt my eyes burn a little. Why doesn't anyone ever want me for me?! I've never ever met anyone who wanted me for me. A single tear came down my cheek. I quickly wiped the tear, and looked at the droplet on my finger before begining to wipe my eyes.

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