I beg but I can't get

I woke up to the noise of the door oppening.
"Ah, Hyung-ah, next time please don't be so agressive" Ricky said softly. I looked up. Ricky was naked. His shoulders were covered with lovebites and he was walking weird.
"Well, it wasn't just me. What about CAP hyung?" Changjo said.
Ricky stretched.
"Well, CAP hyung didn't really do it like you" Ricky complained. Changjo grabbed him from behind.
"Do you want me to make it up to you?" Changjo said.
"No hyung, it was enough" Ricky said. He pulled Changjo off of himself and shut the door.
"What were you two talking about?" I asked.
"Well, um, we had a foursome. It was Me, Changjo, CAP, and Chunji" Ricky said. He lied down on his bed.
"Oh" I mummbled. I turned my head and fell back asleep.

~When I woke up~
My hand felt weird. It was enveloped around something warm and resilient and was being guided up and down. I quickly opened my eyes.
"Squeeze my like this Hyung-ah! And don't stop!" Ricky said. He squezed my hand around his penis. I widened my eyes in shock. "Ah, ah!" Ricky moaned as he thrusted my hand up and down his penis.
"Ricky!" I said. Ricky looked down at me. He was sitting on my bed, butt naked, legs wide open. "Oh, sorry hyung-ah. It's just, I got horny again, and I can't cum without being touched by another person so I, I just" Ricky trailed off.
I stared at the situation in front of me, completly shocked. Then Splurt! Ricky's cum lands on my face and bed.
"Ricky!" I growled.
"Sorry hyung-ah, it's just" Ricky trailed off again.
"No, no. It sounds like some one needs to be disciplined" I said. I grabbed my belts. I felt my cock raise in my pants.
"Wait hyung! No!" Ricky said. I grinned evily. I quickly attacked the younger boy. I tied his hands together with my belt. I tied his feet together with the other. Then I put Ricky over my lap.
"This is a bad boy, now isn't it?" I said evily.
"I'm sorry hyung, I just wan- Ahhhh!" Ricky shouted. I smacked his ass with my hand I opened my legs so Ricky's cock could hang. I smacked his ass again. "owwww, hyung, it hurts" Ricky cried. My grin widened.
"I didn't hear you say that earlier" I said before I smacked his ass again. His ass jiggled and turned red. My cock rose higher than ever. It poked into Ricky's side. I smacked his ass once more, and he yelped in pain and pleasure.
"Ahhh hyung I'm sorry!" Ricky shouted. I smacked his ass repeatedly. Tears were streaming out his eyes, as he yelped with pleasure, before he ejaculated. "Hyung-ah! Fuck me now, please!" He begged.
"No. I won't fuck a bad boy like you" I said, before I rolled Ricky off my lap. I got back on my bed, and then fell back asleep with a grin.

Notes

Yaish........ this part is so cringeworthy for me. What was going on in my mind back then?