yet again

Jyp wanted to come to my place to take me in Korea. I can't believe i got scouted. I was sorry to my firend for already going back but they were alright since this is my dream.
The train arrived and we went to my place. As i rang th bell, I asked my mother if she was not in her jogging and if the place was clean.
" What is it ? Are you bringing someone ? "
"Yes mom "
We went in and I already knew this was the saddest moment of my life. He started explaining in englsih while I was traducting in french what would happen.
"No sorry, she has to live her life and for that she has to study."
"Mom it's my dream."
She didn't react and JYP andswered:
" She will do studys by computer and I promise I will take care of her."
" Mom do you listen to me ? THis is one chance in my life, It won't ever happen again."
She looked straight at me
"So you're going to leave me ?"
" Mom we can stay in contact; NO we will stay in contact, there's Skype and so on "
She turned around and idn't look in my eyes anymore. She knew it was my dream. She knew she had to say yes and that's what she did.

My firends left at the same time as JYP.
Jyp : " You need to ask your school to send you papers and so on to take classes at the end of the world."
"school starts mondayI could go there and afterwards..."
JYP : "Afterwards I will get you and we will all go to the Airport. Don't forget that your mother chose this for you to be happy so you should make her happy to by succeeding. "
"I know..."
See you monday then.


Monday when I arrived at school my friend came to me and asked :" are you really leaving ?"
" You can't do this ! "
"You can't forget us !"
I answered : " Girls I won't forget you and yes I am leaving this afternoon. "
i went to see the director but JYP was already there and told me that thing were done and that we could leave.
When we left the building my mother was there crying. She came to me and hugged me.
"Sorry that I didn't talk to you but I felt left "
"Mom I love you "
" I love you too. I will put money aside and I will come see you."
"And I will become famous and send you videos from when I appear on TV ! "
" Goodbye my daughter "
"Goodbye my one and only mother "

And that's how the farewells went. We went to brussels to take the plane but before we stopped at a shop.
"Why are we stopping here ?"
JYP : " The news are already out that we scouted someone so the stylist will do your make up and we will buy you some clothes for the Airport fashion.
my first Airport fashion

Notes

writing more later.