T.O.P (BIGBANG Fanfiction)

I waited until the most of the other fans had left and went to search for the door. I walked to he right from the exit doorway and saw white double doors. That must be it, I thought by myself and walked closer. I dug the tank top out of my handbag and squeezed it in both of my hands. What if they meant some other shirt? They didn’t say it was a tank top… But I don’t remember Taeyang throwing his shirt at any other point. I raised my hand slowly, hesitating. Ugh, why am I so shy… I knocked on the door.

It was silent for a while and no one came to open it for me, so I knocked sgain. And this time I actually heard steps approaching the door. I took a step back.

The doors opened but only slightly. I saw a strange man’s face peeking between them. He was dressed in all black and he had a walkie-talkie in his hand. I guess he was a part of the staff or the organizers. He frowned at me.
“Who are you?” he asked shortly. He didn’t seem to be in a good mood. At all.
“I… Um,” I didn’t know what to say, so I just showed him the tank top I was carrying.
“Ah, the shirt. Yeah, just give it to me,” he said and reached his hand out to me but just before he grabbed the top, I heard something. I heard someone running towards the door.
“My shirt?” I heard a familiar voice asking, panting. Could it be…?
“Some girl has it,” the man turned to look behind himself and then I saw Taeyang who had nearly reached the door. My jaw dropped and it wasn’t far that I didn’t drop his tank top on the ground. My hands began shaking.

Taeyang walked to me, flipping his sweaty hair off his face. He smiled at me in such a friendly and dazzling way, and told the staff person he would take care of it and the man left us two alone.
“Hi,” Taeyang smiled so sunnily at me who was frozen in her spot. He just chuckled at my expression. After a second I shook it off and uttered an akward laughter.
“H-hi… I was just a bit surprised to see you here,” I muttered unclearly but he seemed to understand every word. He opened the doors more so that we could see each other better.
“Um,” he shook his head. “Would you like to visit the backstage for a second? I left the concert shirt in the clothing room. I can also give you an autograph if you want to,” he laughed and I handed the tank top to him. He thanked for it.
“I… W-why not,” I nodded. It was an unbelievable chance. I took a look behind me but the venue was empty. I looked back at Taeyang and shrugged before I stepped inside.

“Great,” he closed the doors behind me and came to my side, walking and leading me into a black hallway. “It’s always nice to meet fans and talk to them personally. But, you know, it’s very hard for us to organize a real fan meeting because there’s so many of you nowadays.”
I nodded silently.
“So, what’s your name? Do you live here?” Taeyang glanced at me. The staff were walking past and forth the hallway, carrying stuff. I told him my name and that I lived a few hours away from the city but that I had visited here so many times I knew the place pretty well because my best friend lived here.
“Oh, so you were here with your friend?” he continued with the questions as he opened a door for me and I stepped inside to a well-lid room full of clothing racks and then there were the big mirrors and makeup tables I could only get to see on YouTube videos from the backstages.
“Yes. But she left before I could,” I explained.
“Here. Wait for a second,” Taeyang offered me the makeup chair and I sat down. I took a look around as he went through some racks.
“Where did I put it…” he muttered and then glanced at me. “So, who is your friend’s favorite member?”
“Hmm,” I stared at the expensive makeup products on the table and tried my hardest to not to touch them. The boys were treated well. “I don’t think she has a favorite. She likes you all.”
“Oh, she does?” Taeyang looked at me over a rack and then disappeared behind it again. “I’m sorry that this is taking for so long… Someone must have moved the racks.”

I laughed a bit at his nervousness. Like I could mind at being in the backstage.

“Take your time. Or, of course, if you’re in a hurry… I don’t mind about the t-shirt. I can go and leave you guys getting ready,” I tried to stand up silently but he noticed it and shook his head.
“No, no,” Taeyang yelled and pulled the t-shirt out at the same time. “I promised to give a gift to the nice fan who brought my shirt back.” And then he walked to me and gave me the shirt.
“I-I didn’t think you would do this personally,” I smiled shyly and looked down at the shirt with all the concert dates.
“Oh, no problem,” Taeyang smiled at me and then he found a big poster he quickly but skillfully wrote his signature on.
“But wait for a moment and I’ll get the other members’ signatures for you two. And maybe I should get another poster for your friend,” he was being so thoughtful and generous, it made me blush. He glanced at me.
“Or would you like to come and see them? They are propably taking shower but I can ask them to be quicker,” Taeyabg kaughed and offered his hand.
“Um, I… Ugh…” I was out of words again. But he took my hand and leaded me to the next door. I sat down on a chair and he went to another room, apparently checking if they had finished showering already.

It was silent in the dark room... Until I heard foot steps coming from my right. I slowly turned to look at the direction and I could not believe my eyes.

I stared silently as Seunghyun walked towards me with only a white bathrobe on. But of course the bathrobe was well wrapped around his body and he didn’t even see me as he was cleaning his hair with a towel. I turned quickly to look away from him. I stared at the shirt in my hands, biting my teeth together thightly.

And he got closer and closer... But then stopped walking. He was so close I could almost see his bare feet on the floor near me from the corner of my eye.

“Hmh?” I heard his voice saying and all of a sudden all my muscles got tensed. Cold chills ran through my body. H-his voice…
“Girl, what are you?” he asked me and I was just about to look up at him and say something but then Taeyang came back from the room.
“Hey, you can come in now,” he said and then saw Seunghyun. “Ahh, there you are.”

I felt Seunghyun’s cold stare on my side as he wondered who am I to hang around in the backstage and propably he also wondered if I saw him half-naked. I bet the bathrobe was his “half-naked”.

I stood up slowly, making sure no to look at his direction.
“I forgot to ask who’s your favorite member?” Taeyang smiled at me as he held the door open for me.
“Ah.. Um. I-I really… I like… You all,” I could not tell the truth in that situation and it made me grin. I should have just said it.
“You are both so polite,” Taeyang laughed, meaning me and my friend. I nodded a little and walked into the room. Ji Yong was sitting on a bench with a towel around his waist and a white shirt covering his upper body. He smiled at me in a friendly manner and I smiled at him shyly and sit down on the opposite of him. This was so akward.

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