I forgot to forget you

N, Hyuk, Hongbin and Ken was running down the hospital corridors. the doctor had told them with room they were going to and they didn't have any time to waist.
N was the first one to reach the door but before he could open it someone rushed out of the room. N just barely recognised Leo before the boy rounded a corner dispersing from sight.
without much though about it N and the rest quickly made there way into the room.
"Ravi?" carefully sat down on the bed. reaching out to grasp one of Ravi's hands.
Hyuk and Hongbin sat down in two chairs wich stood by the end of the bed, while Ken just stood beside N.

Ravi didn't move an inch, he just lay there like he was in a deep sleep.
"What happened exactly? " Ken asked.
"I don't know but..." N wasn't comfortable in ending that sentence.
"But Leo was somehow involved? " Hongbin finished it for him.
"Yeah. " N nodded.
"What do you mean involved, exactly what are you talking about? " Hyuk asked even though he new what they meant, he had thought the exact same thing.
"We mean that Leo maybe pushed Ravi or something. " N said.
"No! Leo Hyung would never do something like that!" Hyuk said shaking his head.
"Hyuk, I know Leo would never do something like that but whoever it is Leo.isn't Leo anymore. "Hongbin said putting a hand on Hyuk's shoulder.
"No, Leo hyung had nothing to do with this, he can't have done something like that and he's not a different person his still the same, just a bit confused! " Hyuk shook his head.

N, Hongbin and Ken looked at each other with a sad look. they to wanted to believe that Leo had nothing to do with this but... they couldn't.
"Have anyone seen Leo?" Ken asked.
"I haven't seen him." Hongbin said.
"I'll be back soon. " N said and stood up.
"Where are you going? " Kenasked but got no answer as N just walked out the door.
As soon as N was out the door he turned in the direction he had seen Leo walking.

When Leo walked out of the bathroom again he found himself in an almost empty corridor. There was only one person there except Leo himself.
N was looking at him with angry but also confused eyes that made Leo want to turn around and run. But before he could do anything N grabbed his arm pulling him towards the closest room, witch was empty.
N dragged Leo inside before closing the door with a loud bang.
Leo wanted to ask him what was going on but he didn't, he just stood there looking down on the floor.
"What happened? "
Leo jumped slightly when N's voice pierced through the room.
"I.. I'm not sure.." Leo mumbled trying to gather his thoughts.
"I want a straight answer Leo, what happened?! " N said and grabbed Leo's color.
"I... I don't know.. I.. I'm not sure. " Leo tried his hardest to keep his mask on.
"is it you're fault Ravi fell?"
Leo was taken aback by the question but as he thought about it maybe it was his fault. Ravi only tried to help him.. and got hurt.. so it was his fault, no.. it wasn't, right?
“Leo! Tell me now, what’s wrong with you?!” N yelled and Leo looked up at him.

“I.. I can’t.. i’m not..”
N stared at Leo who seemed to struggle with the words. For a moment N saw the vulnerable and scared side of Leo, a side he didn't really know the other had.
“Yes..”
N looked at Leo with a cuestion look.
“It’s.. it’s mine fault.” Leo said looking down on the ground.
“What…” N mumbled before he realized what Leo was talking about. “Ravi.. you really..”
Leo didn't say anything but just nodded.
N didn't even think before raising his hand, there was to manny feelings inside him. He was worried for Ravi, he was disappointed and angry with Leo and he was acting without thinking.

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