But You Love Me

Yoongi wasn’t always the way he is now. he is, believe it or not, my best friend. The time we used to spend together is embedded in my memory. The way he made me worry over him was so odd to me. I protested over it at first, but grew to accept it, I was always going to think about Yoongi. Whether I wanted to or not.

His smile is not the same. The look of his eyes arn’t the same. I stare at him across the room in maths and wonder, maybe I could have done more. I could of… should of done something. But he insisted on pushing me away, the only person he really had left after his parents passed away.

++PAST++

“This isn’t you Yoongi!” I protest.
“Who are you to say who I am!!!” He yells at me violently making me shiver slightly.
“I’m your friend! Would your parents want this? Would they-“
I’m cut off by the slap he swings across my face, stinging my cheek to a violent shade of red. I leave my head turned away with my hair in my face still in surprise and trying to grasp what my friend has done. I feel tears well up in my eyes as my childhood memories with him flash through my head. I turn back swinging my hair out of my face looking him dead in the eyes. The silence didn’t even feel like silence with the thoughts running through my head. His expression changes slightly as he sees my tears falling slowly down my cheeks. “You know what Yoongi? I thought I had feelings for you, but you’ve just given me a reason to hate you.”
He blinks at me now loosening his eyebrow muscles.
“Have fun with this new personality of yours.” I storm out of the room swinging my bag over my shoulder and slamming the door making the ground beneath me shake. I quickly walk away while wiping the tears off my cheeks, hearing the banging of furniture bring thrown across the room behind me. I never turned around, and I never will for him.

Notes

That's it folks!
soz it's so short i'm trying to write it as nicely as possible so it make sense later on.
Anyway hope you enjoyed!
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