~Hae Ja~
I was holding Kookie's hand, praying for him to wake up. The hospital smelled like chemicals and sick people, but I knew I couldn't leave Jungkook's side for a second, knowing that he might wake up at any second. I hear a small groan and whip my head up to watch him frowning. His eyes slowly open and I jump up. "Gwenchana? Gwenchana? Do you hurt anywhere?" He looks at me confused. "Who are you? Do I know you?" That one sentence echoed in my head and I could feel my heart break a little. "Y-you don't know who I am?" I ask and he shakes his head, pulling his hand out of mine. I could barely breath as I make my way out of my room and getting the doctor. After Jungkook's examined, the doctor comes out to where I'm standing outside the window to his room. "Why can't he remember me?" I choke out, not allowing myself to cry in front of Kookie. "Well, normally, if someone gets in an accident, what they are thinking about the most when it happens, is what is usually gone from their memory when they wake up." "When will he remember me?" I ask, clutching my chest where my heart was being squeezed painfully. "It could take a day, a month, a year, or he might never remember who you are." The doctor sighs, patting me on the back and going to another room. My heart felt like it was being crushed and my lungs wouldn't allow much air into them. Staggering to a wall, I slide down it and try to breath.
~Jungkook~
When I woke up, I was confused because some girl that I never knew before was holding my hand and asking me if I was okay. I ask who she is and she suddenly freezes, color draining from her face. "Y-you don't know who I am?" She asks, I see fear in her eyes, but nod all the same, pulling my hand back. She gets up slowly, walking as if with every step, she was taking her last breath. A doctor comes in and she stands outside the window, in the hall. I'm asked a few questions and I answer them truthfully. I watch the doctor go out of the room and to the girl. They talk about something, the girl grabs her chest as if it were hurting and then the doctor sighs, leaving. I watch the girl go over to the wall across from my open door, sliding down the wall and hugging her knees to her chest. I could tell that she really wanted to cry, but for some reason, wasn't. Who is she? I wonder to myself, not understanding why me not knowing her was something bad. A nurse comes in with my clothes and I ask her where my bag and phone are. "That girl has them. I think she sent your bag home, but kept your phone with her." She points at the girl on the floor. I nod and she leaves. Curious, I watch the girl jump, answering my phone. She talks into it really fast and suddenly holds it away from her ear. She nods and hangs up, unlocking my phone. How does she know my code? And she calls someone else. I watch her lips form the word 'eomeoni' and I jolt, realizing she was talking to eomma. She hangs up and comes into my room, walking slowly again. "Here, your phone." She hands it to me and goes to leave. "How do you know my phone password?" I ask her and she glances back at me. "You'll find out sooner or later." She leaves and I unlock my phone, looking at the call log. Jimin had called and the girl had called eomma. Remembering that I'd put a recording thing on my phone that records each of my calls, I click on that and listen to the call with Jimin. "Hae Ja, is he awake yet?""Yeah, but there's one problem." She says in a shaky voice. "What, what is it?" I can hear all of the guys asking. "He can't remember me." I'm still wondering why that's so bad. "What?!" They all yell and I want to know how they know her. "Like, he can't remember your name or who you are to him?"V asks and she answers yes. I can't take this, I skip to eomma's call and listen. "Eomeoni, he is awake. But when you come visit him, don't mention me, okay?" "Why honey? Did you guys have a fight when he woke up?" It's silent for a few seconds and then she answers. "Deh, we had a fight and he won't want to talk about me. Please don't bring me up." "Okay hon, but are you sure?" "Deh." The call ends and I'm wondering how this girl knows everyone. There's a knock and I look up to see all the boys standing in my open door. "Kookie!" Suga comes forward and gives me a bone crushing hug. "Hi guys." I smile, putting my phone on the night table. We spent the night joking around and the next day, I was discharged. Eomma greeted me with a hug and kisses my forehead, "I'm so happy that you're awake now." We go to the living room and eomma sits down next to me. "You've missed three days of school, so when you go back tomorrow, you have to stay after school to make up that work." I nod and she lets me go to sleep.
~Hae Ja~
When I got home, I ignored eomma and went into my room, slamming the door. Going to my dresser, I pick up the picture frame with a picture of me and Kookie at a theme park. Tears threatened to fall, but I shoved back my emotions, shutting my eyes and keeping them in. Going to my mirror, I pull the necklace that he'd given me when we first started dating, out from under my shirt and stare at it.

I guess I'd better not wear this now. I knew that it was better that Jungkook had forgotten me, but it still hurt knowing that he couldn't remember me. Maybe it was better for both of us that he couldn't remember. He'd get reprimanded by the company for going on dates with me, and I would get bullied at school because I was dating him. My heart felt like it was being crushed again and I fall onto my bed, curling up in a ball, trying to calm myself down. Instead of calming down, I pass out.
Waking up, I mechanically get ready, putting my uniform on, and I take off my necklace and placing it in the middle of my jewelry box, locking it just in case my sister wants to borrow anything. Putting my sweats underneath my skirt, I put my favorite cap on and grab my skateboard, skipping breakfast and going to school. Since it was so early, I knew that no one would be there, so I went to the staff room, borrowing the key to the gym. Changing into my soccer uniform, I kick the ball back and forth until I'm limping. Collapsing on the floor, I put my head in my hands. "Hae Ja!"

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