The man with the dragon tattoo

Junghwa's POV

I am finally here.I am walking in a line with Heeyeon who insists I should call her Hani and Hyelin.In front of us is Jaejoong and another new guy called Junsu I think.Everybody looks at us and I feel nice.It's good feeling rich hehe.Jk.

We enter the club and I feel like everybody is staring at Hani.She is very hot tonight in this clubbing clothes.Hyelin is also very beautiful.

"Girls let's have fun tonight,"I tell them and they are smiling happily.

We start dancing and drink.Especially me.I drink a lot no matter what is it.Maybe I am crazy but I feel like Junsu only stares at me.Jaejoong is doing the same but he is also checking the girls.Junsu is only staring at me.Do I look weird or something?

"Jaejoong!!!"I yell at him.I feel I am a little drunk.Maybe more than a little.He comes in front of me and I smirk at him.

"Yes Lady Wu,"he says politely.

"Take me to a room,"I tell him.I just feel like I want to sit in a bed.My head feels very dizzy and my world is spining around mem.

"Yes Lady Wu.Take my hand,"he says and gives me his arm which I take.Again I catch a glance of Junsu who is staring at me.Whatever.If you fell for me..I am taken...Wiiiii....Okay I am drunk.

"I will take you to the VIP room.There's a couch for you,"he tells me.I don't answer.I just let myself be carried by him.

And I jump on the couch and hug my legs after I took of my heels."Are there no other people?"I ask confused.

"No.Each person rents his very own VIP room,"he says and stands still.

"Come here,"I tell him and he comes closer."Sit down,"I tell him and he sits next to me.I am drunk so excuse my actions.

I use my hand to trace a line on his chest.He is very muscular .Everybody in that house is.

"I want to like you,but my brain says no.My husband is the only one my brain accepts.I want to feel loved but I don't feel like I should ask for yours.I want to have you in my bed when he is gone but my brain says I should wait for his return at home.It's just so complicated.He gives me nothing and yet my brain tells me I should be thankful with that nothing,"I say and press my finger in his chest.

He looks at me a lot before coming closer and pressing a kiss on my lips.I know I should have reacted but I didn't.I just stared blankly at him until he removed himself off my lips.

"Bring me a drink.I think a Coke would make the deal,"I say like nothing happened and he seems pissed off but he goes outside.

"Wipe the lipstick,"I tell him and he does it annoyed.He steps out of the room and slams the door.

I am not aware of what I am doing.I just did what I felt like it was right.The door opens and somebody storms inside.

"You-re back?"I ask but when I look at that person I realise that he is Yifan."What are you doing here?"

He stares at me and he catches his breath.In his back I see Jaejoong.

"Lady Wu I brought instead an energy drink,"he says without noticing Yifan.He looks up and sees Yifan."Hello Boss,"he says and bows.

"What happened here?"Yifan asks.

"What?I just drank too much and I wanted a rest,"I tell him.

"Jaejoong keep the drink and leave us alone,"Yifan tells him.He bows and closes the door behind him.He looks at me and starts walking towards me.He sits next to me.

"I can't believe I trusted that crazy woman,"he says and sighs.

"What woman?"I ask.

"Nothing,"he says and loosens his necktie."This place is very hot,"he says and blows some air in his bangs.

"It's because you ran,"I tell him kindly.I then help him take his jacket off."You should return to continue work."

"I finished it,"he says.

I take a break before asking him about what it's been on my mind for some time."Did you like your first wife?Did you love her?"

He looks confused at me."Why ask?"

"Just answer."

"No.I didn't.Just like every woman she was just somebody who is there to entertain me.,"he says.

"Exactly like me.I am just here to make you feel good and produce a heir,"I say with a sad tone."I am just like every woman.A toy.But you don't need to be afraid.I won't leave on my own.I'll just wait until you throw me away."

"What's this so suddenly?"

"I am just telling the truth.Isn't it?"

He sighs but says yes.Why am I feeling so hurt when if I knew this all the time?

"I want to go home.Call Jaejoong,"I tell him and I try to wear my shoes but he lifts me up in the air in his arms."Wait.I can go with him too."

He doesn't answer and he keeps carrying me until we reach his car.I sit in front and he starts the engine and droves of.

"Yesterday I didn't use protection,"he says while concentrating on the road.

"I am on the pill,"I tell him.

"Good.I am not willing to have a baby right now,"he says.

"Why?It's not like you are going to raise the baby."

He stops the engine on margin of the road.At this hour there is not many cars passing by.

"There are many other things I should think about before having a baby with every woman I call my wife,"he says.

"Why?What's there so wrong?You can have ever woman you want and if she runs away you can always find another."

"You have no idea what are you talking about,"he says pissed.

"Actually I think I have."

"Just shut your fucking mouth,"he yells at me.

"I am not going to shut up.If you think I can't be a good mother then let's divorce,"I say and he looks at me with wide eyes and an annoyed fce.

"You don't know what are you talking about.This is why I won't have a kid with just any woman.If you want to divorce after the smallest fight then you are not good enough,"he says annoyed.

"I want to divorce because you don't see me as a woman who can have her own family.Do I look stupid?You think I can't take care of my own kid?Even if I were to die to give him a good life I would do it.I would care for that baby more than I would for myself,"I yell and a few tears fall on my cheeks.

"You...that wasn't what I meant.Look at me.I buy my own bride.This is the same thing we always do in my family.We don't find a woman to love us.We buy her.And when they find out we are part of the mafia they run away.I am mafia but I am not a bad person.I kill and sell drugs and guns but this doesn't mean I treat bad the ones that don't diserve it.My mom was always crazy because of her family.She was the only one that wanted to stay with my father even if he was dangerous.All the healthy women ran away.Only mom wanted him.And she's crazy.Look at her.Before I create my family I want to make sure the wife won't leave me and her child like that selfish Seolhyun.We didn't have a kid and I'm happy I didn't get her pregnant.I don't want my kid to have a single parent."

I stop.That was...I wasn't expecting him to tell me what's on his heart.Even if we don't love each other at least we should respect each other for the sake of our baby.

"I take full responsability.I won't run away no matter how much I hate this life because I chose it.I am and will be your wife until one of us dies.I swear I am not like that woman."


He looks at me without emotions on his face and strokes my hair.

"Yes probably I misunderstood you.Maybe I thought you are exactly like every other woman.Those women who take full responsability for what they do are a rarity."

"I will take it.I will be a good wife and take care of my baby.And I want you to trust me,"I say while staring deeply in his brown orbs.

"Thanks,"he says and kisses my forehead.I smile and kiss his hand.He returns to drive.

Notes

I will update more this week I think to make up for the days I didn't update at all.And be ready for more smutt haha.I just love writing it.I am a horny mathafacka.Lol Jk.