Chain of Lies

He was lanky but was actually strong. His eyes were fierce but his smile was like a romantic date in Paris mischievously seductive. I was enticed by his look I almost forgot I’m being sold. “Please… let go of me and put me down.” I whispered. His aggressive eyes stared into mine as he intensely responses, “I don’t ever let go of something that’s mine.” Surprised by his answer I try to wiggly my way out.

“GD Oppa, why buy that trash! You always have me.” The girl early with the red mini skirt came and clung on to his arm. He grins and looks are her, “As a true investor I know the different between a coal and a diamond, and the difference between a diamond and a chewed up piece of gum. Let go of me.” GD utters harshly to her. She looked shocked and let go quickly. GD set me down and grabbed my hand… he dragged me out of the club, “Let’s go gang.” He announce leaving as a three guys and their guys followed… it was Seungri the fox like guy who bought Sora…Taeyang who bought Jihyun and another guy… a man with a cute smile and round bubbly face.

We stepped out as a red 2015 Lamborghini Aventador pulled up. I gasped… this car is awfully expensive!!!! The door open and GD shoves me in harshly. He gets in on the other side and races off. It felt like a crazy dream… am I really here? IS my father really dead? Tears fly down my face… and just the thought still killed me over again. I clung onto my seatbelt as we raced down the street.

*ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO* the car sped down thru a tiny town. Suddenly Police Siren Sounds coming from behind… GD just scoffs and pulls over. An officer walks up as he lowers his window. “Help me Sir!” I jolted exclaiming. The officer looked puzzled and surprised at GD. “S-sorry sir!” The police office suddenly bowed politely and urgently left. I slump back down shocked as GD starts the engine and speeds off again. “Don’t try to run. Don’t try to hide. Don’t ever think for one minute that you’ll ever leave.” GD states not look at me, his presence seems to shallow me whole. I felt so inferior. I tucked my arms around my side and lay my head against the seat belt.

“Then… is my father…really dead?” I asked. He looked surprise that I finally asked. “Of course he is. People all die someday. It’s just a matter of when and how.” GD replies. “I didn’t expect it to happen… like this… and this soon…” I said as tears rolled down my face. “Ah… stop that you’re going to leave a bad taste in my mouth.” He scoffs.

The car comes to an abrupt stop. “Get out.” GD declares and step out of his car. He comes over to my side as I just unseat belted. He grabbed my wrist and I look out. The sky was dark but the wind blew and roared. The smell of saltiness filled my lungs. The ocean… we were out by the ocean. GD pulled my wrist as I followed behind him. He lets go of me and I sink to my knees. “Go ahead… mourn all you want no one can hear you but me and the ocean.” As soon as I heard his words I slump over and cry a loudly, “APPA!! SORRY! I’M SORRY I NEVER CALLED! I’M SORRY I NEVER KNEW! WHY!? WHY DIDN’T YOU EVER SAY ANYTHING TO ME! APPA! I HATE YOU! WHY… WHY? WHY? DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME! WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!!! APPA!!!!!! I’M SORRY…I’M SORRY….” I mourned for hours and GD just stood back and allowed me to cry my heart out after hours my tears all dried up and no more words or sound could come out anymore.

“Better?” GD walked over and asked. I nodded, “T-thank you *cough*” The words barely made it out… my throat was so dry. “Don’t thank me. I’m not that kind of person.” GD inhospitably grasped my arm again forcing me up and back into his car. I did understand him at all… he is so rough but his actions were different like he truly cared.

I dozed off exhausted from crying so much. I dreamt that I was running through a dark tunnel and at the end the light seem to become further and further away. I struggle and woke up, I lying down on a white bed with white bed sheet in a rustic room with wooden floors and wooden desk/cabinets.

I got up… I notice I was wearing a plain white tank dress. I looked around dazed and confused. Just then the door opened and GD stepped out, he was dressed in a black turtle neck sweater and tight white pants. “You’re up?” He smiled. “Yea… thank you… for everything.” I murmured. “How many times do I have to tell you? Don’t EVER say that to me.” GD yells angry and pushes me down on to the bed. “I’m sorry.” I said quickly flinching as GD pounces on top of me.

“I’m not here to be your friend. I’m not prince charming either. Get that out of your head. I will never love you.” GD whispers in my ear in a bloodcurdling voice. Tears fell again, I don’t have anyone in this world left… he saved me from dying… let me mourn my father… how can he say that he isn’t here to love me? “I…i… don’t believe you.” I said barely making out words. GD suddenly has a malicious look in his eyes. “I’ll make you believe me.” He smiles and with his hand he tears off my dress and pulls down my panties. I scream and try to push him off. “W-What are YOU DOING!” I yelled as I slapped him. He smirks and wipes his mouth. “Judging by that reaction it must be your first time, this will prove all the better.” He says and pushes up against me pinning me down with one arm while he unbuttons his pants with his other hand. “NO!!” I scream. It was too late… his heavy body against mine. The smell of sweat and sex filled the air. I felt numb… after hours… he got up and walked out. I curled into a ball exposed; bare… my hands bury my face as I sob. What’s going to happen to me?

GD’s POV

It’s better that you hate me… please just hate me… loathe me… everything but please just… don’t fall in love with me… I closed the door and slump my back against the door and run my hand through my hair. Please… don’t love me… after what I did to you…

Notes

HI!! Iva-Chan here! I made a fan made music video for the first time! Check it out sorry it's awful! But hope you enjoy! Link below! =)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cI1uP5CwouA