Luhans Pov

Oppa, I-I-I love you.
I stiffen when I hear her says it. Did she really just say I love you?
I feel relieved and extreme happiness. I turn and lean down and meet her lips.
Ill never get tired of kissing her, but now I’ll be here forever as she is mine. I deepen the kiss, arms around her waist pulling her close. shes holding onto the collar of my shirt now, I smile in the kiss and she laughs, its tempting so i bite her lip.
(y/n) Nado, I love you too.She let out a little cry, and I notice tears are falling from her beautiful eyes.
wae? what wrong I say as I reach up and wipe her tears with my thumb.
anni, I just happy you feel the same way
Of course I feel the same way, youre my girlfriend, I love you to the ends of the earth. I chuckle
She pulls me into another kiss
araresso oppa
araresso what?
she lets out a laugh, oppa im only going to say this once, so listen carefully adachi(ok?)?
what is it? I asked confused
Araresso, lets come back here in the future with our kids.
Omo! Actually I didnt understand you clearly what did you say?
anni oppa, I wont repeat it. she starts to walk backward
ahhh, but (y/n) i didnt hear it I whine.
Anni oppa! and she starts to run in towards the hotel.
Yah, are you just going to leave your boyfriend here? Its no use, she continued to run.
My babys too cute when shes shy, I chuckle and shake my head before jogging in after her.

your pov

For breakfast D.O.-oppa, Jin-oppa, Sulli-unni and Krystal cooked. There was everything you could think of, Honestly Im going to need to take lessons, I can cook but with how much food I saw i want to learn it all, plus Ive seen luhan cook… The only thing he can make worth eating is instant noodles with eggs.
Luckily he has D.O. now and after I learn some more me or else that poor boy would starve… Im sitting next luhan and I cant help but keep on looking from mine to his bracelets.
Aigoo, How cute! Luhan and (y/n) has couple bracelets. yells Amber
Omo! I need to see this! yells Chen.
Ne, Luhan-oppa gave it to me this morning.
ahhh, (y/n) let me see it Krystal says running over.
I take you like it baekhyn-oppa asks me
ne i do.
when did you get it Luhan-hyung suho-oppa asks?
ah, I went with Baekhyun the day Tao was dragging Kris and everyone around the mall.
Aish dont bring up shopping again Luhan-hyung Kris says, but so you got your bracelet when Baekhyun got his too huh.
ne.
(y/n) what does it say? Jung kook asks
“the flame of our love”
Luhan-hyung does yours say the same or something different? Jimin asks
It says the same thing
jimin just nods, i cant hit a little pain in his eyes but then he smiles and stands next to V.
V, Jung Kook and Jimin now stand in the corner. I feel like I should say something to jimin, but I cant bring myself to it.
Hyungs and Unnies how about we explore the town abit, go to the skate park and hang out as a big group today? V asks
Araresso, sounds like a plan. Lets head out now then.Well, that was a quick decision, accounting how long Tao had to ask before they agreed, but if were going now im going to need my bag and to take my pills again…. my really big almost choking me to death pills..
I let out a sigh
Is there anything wrong babe? Luhan asks.
ahh, anni i just need to get my bag so we can go.
ahh, Ill get it for you then.
gomawo Oppa.

Luhans pov

I spy her bag draped across the chair, as i grab it and turn around I hear 2 noises, ones a *thud* and ones a *clink* sounds like something big and small metally fell.
When I turn back and bend down to see what it was, Im surprise to discover pills and s small blade….I stay there unable to move….

Your pov

whats taking Luhan so long? I mean I share a room with Sulli-unni and Krystal but my bag shouldn’t be that hard to find.
As I walk to my room and open the door I can see luhan hovering over something
Oppa?
he jumps up but he would look at he instead his looking in his hands.
oh my….
In his hands are not only my pills but my knife i cut those gigantic this with.
(y/n) are you taking pills and cutting?
OMO!!! I look at Luhan and I only see the seriousness in his eyes and I can hear it in his tone
(y/n) tell me the Truth ARE YOU! Hes raising his voice now, Ive never seen him so angry or yell like this.
Oppa! how can you possibly say that?
Then explain these, he whispers and throws them at my feet.
I look down, unable to explain because what can I tell him without him finding out about my pneumonia.
Explain them to me
I cant oppa
then how do you expect me not to think that
Im on the verge of tears now, I lift my head and beg them not to fall, I know thats what it looks like but its not, and I dont expect you not think the worse, but I do expect you to at least trust my words.
I just want proof I can see, (y/n) let me see your wrists.
OMO!
Prove it to me, youre always wearing long sleevesI pick up the knife on the ground, its already open with the knife out.
I dont cut my self with this, I wear long sleeves Oppa because I get COLD EASILY! Im screaming.I pull um my sleeves to reveal bare arms, See there are no marks, but apparently you want cut scars to be there.
Next thing is the blade is kissing my delicate skin, its stings, one clean slash and now blood is dripping to the floor.
Luhans eyes have widens, I can see it through the blurriness of my tears,As I create a second slash, Luhan takes the blade and hugs me.
jungji(stop)
Im angry and hurt,so I pushed him away
Get away from me!
The door bursts open, I cover my arm that dripping with blood, Chanyeol-oppa and Kris-oppa are at the door.
Kris steps in and I turn to leave.
(y/n) luhan calls
“Hyung, dont.:” Kris now stands in his way. “Chanyeol take her out.”
I walk out i know everyones looking and is wondering what happen, but i need to get out, I need fresh air. I walk aimlessly untill i find myself at the roof and I break and begin to cry.
gwaenchanh-a? (are you ok?) chanyeol asks
I move my arm so he cant see it, Ne oppa i am I reply as I wipe my tears.
gwaenchanh-a. (its ok). you can cry on me, you dont have to pretend like your not hurt, were not little kids any more (y/n).he comes and sits next to me, “so tell me what happen?”
gomawo(thank you) oppa.I tell him what Luhan thought I was doing, saying out loud hurt, I couldnt contain my emotions any longer, i burst into tears.
Chanyeol was hugging me, rocking me back and forth while rubbing my back.
My happy virus is amazing. Some how a laugh is able to escape my throat, mian oppa, it probably seems dumb to you.
Anni! jogeumdo(not at all). Luhan-hyung shouldnt have acted liked that, he should have asked you first before assuming…… but I understand where Luhan is coming from, why he thought you did it and the way he acted…
jinjia?! wae!?
ohh, Luhan-hyung never told you?
tell me what?
ahh, he had a…………..

“Ring” “Ring” “Ring”

yaboseyo? chanyeol answers his phone so he doesnt finish what he was telling me.
ahh, right now? …….. Anni, araresso ill be right there.
Mian (y/n), but theres an emergency i have to take care of. Im sorry to leave you like this, but if you get curious you can always ask sehun or even Luhan-hyung too.
after that he disappears from the roof.
I take his advise, but i wont ask Luhan, I pick up my phone and call Sehun instead.


yaboseyo? his voice seems tired.
sehun its (y/n), i have a question.
ahh, gwaenchanh-a? and whats your question?
ne, im fine now… Does Luhan-oppa have a bad memory of pills and blades sehun?
theres a long silence on the phone
sehun?I hear him sigh,
(y/n) thats something youre going to have to personally get luhan-hyung because its personal to him, i cant not tell you for him. and with that the line went dead.


Luhans pov

Its dead silence in the room, Kris and I are giving each other death glares.
What did you do Hyung? Kris asks. Can he tell im that guilty?
I-I-I accuses her of pill popping and cutting…..
omo! why would you think that hyung?
I retrieve the pills and knife (he cleaned off the blood) and give it to Kris.
Hyung….
ne?did you ever consider maybe just maybe she used the knife to cut the pills? He holds one up for me to see and thats when I notice how huge they are.
I mentally facepalm myself “Im such and idioit!”
yes you are hyung, kris is shaking his head
shut up.
Minho comes running through the door, What happen to (y/n)?
everyone else is at the door.
Minho is yellling now, I asked you “WHAT WRONG WITH (Y/N)! SHE RAN OUT CRYING WITH A BLOODY ARM!
Kris explains to minho, after he looks at me the next thing I know is pain across my jaw.
Well i guess i deserved that punch
only a punch? youre about to get a lot more!! Minho yells as he lunges for me.
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.
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after about 15 mins Everyone was able to calm minho down and persuade him into not killing me but his warning was “everyone is leaving for the afternoon plan, you and (y/n) will only be here, but by the time we get back you guys better be on good terms and my little sisters heart better not be broken or else!”

Chanyeol came back to leave with everyone, Shes on the roof hyung, he says it to me but doesnt look at me.
everyone is now gone and im looking for a first aid kit, and when I finally find one my phone vibrates.

“BUZZ” “BUZZ”

its a text message from sehun-ahh.

From: sehun
Hyung, its time you tell (y/n) about your past.
She wants to know why you acted out like that… only you can justify your actions, go talk to her.

To: sehun
Araresso, Ill know what you mean. Ill tell her now since you guys gone.

I head towards the roof and i can see (y/n) sitting down on the bench.she doesnt notice me so i sit in front of her, i take her wounded arm and start to clean it.
she pulls back but im stronger so she couldnt move and i continue to clean
she pulls back a second time, with more force that her arm slips out of my hand.
I forcefully grab it back to clean it.stop! its going to get infected if you dont clean it! im getting a little frustrated.
who cares! she yells and pulls back a 3rd time.
I pull up her up by her arm and kiss her. I held up her arm so it was in the air to not touch anything.
she looses her balance, I wrap my free hand around her waist to keep her from falling.
I break the kiss, our foreheads are touching.
mian, (y/n).
shes not looking at me but the floor, her hands are at her sides now but im holding them and I can see her cuts, and tears run down my face…
Mian (y/n), I-I-I didnt mean to hurt you but…….. I lift my face to breathe and let out a sigh…can i really tell her this horrid memory?
(y/n) is now looking at me,
mian but looking at the pills and blade reminded me of my little sister.

your pov

someone takes my arm and start to clean it.
Its luhan.
Still being hurt and angry I pull back but his stronger so I couldnt move.
Im getting angrier so I pull back a second time, with more force and my arm slips out of his hand. Only for him to grab it back to clean it.
stop! its going to get infected if you dont clean it!
who cares! I yell and pull back a 3rd time.
He pulls me up by my arm and kisses me.
Im suppose to be mad at you pabo, but why when you kiss me does that feeling go away, my knees give out on me and Luhan wraps his hand around my waist to keep me from falling.
He breaks the kiss, our foreheads are touching.
mian, (y/n).
I cant look at him so i look at the floor.
Mian (y/n), I-I-I didnt mean to hurt you but…………..his voice cracks and he lets out a sigh
I look up at him and his beautiful face is covered in tears, I want to reach up and wipe them but I dont something tells me to listen instead.
mian but looking at the pills and blade reminded me of my little sister.
Little sister? did he just say little sister? i didnt know he had one….
his looking down and holding my hands,not many people know about her, only EXO becasue they were at the funeral, but she died at a young age.
He looks up and breathes, but the tears keep on falling, hes gently touches my cuts.
My little sister took her life by pills and a blade. And even though i was her oppa, I couldnt stop her or save her.
I held my yeodongsaeng(little sister) in my arms, small, fragile and pale as I watched her take her last breath. She died in my arms that night because I was a clueless oppa and I wasnt able to protect her.
That (y/n) is why I acted like that, because I didnt want to loose the person I love like I lost my sister. I-I couldnt bare to know that i couldnt protect you either, So i jumped to conclusion.
I reached up and cupped his face and wiped his tears.
I didnt take time so see his story, he only wanted my safety adn well being, I didnt notice I was cryign till he wiped away my own tears, I hugged him
“Oppa, I love you!”
he kissed my forehead I love you too.
They say the differences in a relationship will make you stronger, and that what it did for Luhan and me.
This vacation has been a crazy one but Its made our relationship stronger.

Notes

I hope you like this update =^.^= (excuse any of my errors in spelling or grammer)
I promise to get to the start on the actually story soon, Like I said I just wanted a background story, Sorry if i drag it out a bit to long.
Comment what you guys think and what I can improve on.