~1 year later~

Your pov

Its raining, Its foggy
“(y/n)!"
luhan is calling me, hes close, Im turning in circles trying to find him but i cant see.
“Luhan!” I yell
I hear a cry of pain, and someone fall to the floor.
“Luhan!”
I feel pain in my neck and rib cage. I fall to my knees, Its wet, I bring my hands to my face….
Its….. blood, Its blood!!!
I look ahead of me and luhan is lying there motionless.
“luhan!” luhan!, I scream before my own vision goes dark.
I wake up gasping for air,
Im sweating,
Its was a just a dream but it felt so real
“its just a dream” “Its just a dream” I repeat to myself.
I feel arms around me.
I turn over to see Luhan, sleeping like an angel next to me.
I let out a sigh and laugh at the same time. Im so relieved and happy!
Im being pulled back down
"baby whats wrong" Luhan asks as he wipes my tears that I didnt notice were falling
anni, Im just glad youre here, as i snuggle into his arms
nado he says kissing me.
Luhan, saranghae
nado, saranghae (y/n). he says hugging me tighter..
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I dont feel so good today, every breath i take it a struggle and ive already take the pills twice.
In the morning coming down for breakfast in a rush, I near fell because my vision blacked out, Luckily minho-oppa was turning the corner so i fell into his hands.
Ginjania? what happen?
anni, its nothing oppa i just feel a little tired today.
(y/n)....
ne, oppa?
tell me whats wrong. what is bothering you?
I sigh, I know he wont let go of the matter till i tell him, I just getting headaches and slight blindspots in my vision, but its just cause Im tired oppa really, Ill be ok.
theres a long silence between us as we are awkwardly staring at each other… I want to know what his thinking but I know that impossible, My brother is a hard person to read.he lets out a sigh before looking away and shaking his head.
Omo oppa?
anni, I just dont want you to get hurt or something when im not around or today because then ill feel like i wasnt there to protect you.
I walk over and hug him, his arms enclose the hug,
Oppa, you are always protecting me, there is nothing more i can ask of you. You are an amazing brother and no matter what happens you have always been my protector.
Tears are wielding in my eyes but Minho-oppa brushes is away “hey you sound like if your leaving somewhere, and youre not so lets keep it a little more cheerful.
He looks at the clock. gaja its almost time for school.

Minhos pov

Im in a rush, but (y/n) still hasnt come down i should probably go get her before were late.
As i turn the corner and look up to the stairs, (y/n) falls straight into my arms, surprising me.
I can tell shes in pain.
Ginjania? what happen?
anni, its nothing oppa i just feel a little tired today.
(y/n).... I know theres something on her mind… I just can feel it, I guess its a sibling thing especially after everything, we grow up pretty close.
ne, oppa?
tell me whats wrong. what is bothering you?
She sighs, Im just getting headaches and slight blindspots in my vision, but its just cause Im tired oppa really, Ill be ok.
theres a long silence between us as we are awkwardly staring at each other… I know shes really hurting and that shes putting a mask to be strong, but it really breaks me apart to see her having to mask her pain, instead of being able to freely express it or even talk to me about it before I ask a couple of times.
I lets out a sigh before looking away and shaking my head. to clear negative thoughts.
Omo oppa?
anni, I just dont want you to get hurt or something when im not around or today because then ill feel like i wasnt there to protect you.
She walks over and hugs me, my arms wrap around her fragile body,
Oppa, you are always protecting me, there is nothing more i can ask of you. You are an amazing brother and no matter what happens you have always been my protector.
Now my heart is breaking, as much as she sees What i do, as her older brother ill never feel like i did enough, but somehow it feels like what she saying to me is an early goodbye…
and im not ready to see a world without my little sister.
Tears are wielding in her eyes so I brush it away “hey you sound like if your leaving somewhere, and youre not so lets keep it a little more cheerful.
I try to shake off my uneasy feeling,
I look at the clock. gaja its almost time for school.we leave the house and arrive to school.


your pov

This is going to be a long day, I can already feel it…...
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I cant control my breathing, Taemin and Kai’s dance choreography is another level…
It seriously has me panting…. and the pills arent going to kick in anytime soon.
I think we should call it a day, and (y/n) you should definately rest Taemin says.
Anni, Im fine really.
I dont think so, youre looking really pale, Krystal chimes in.
Admit your defeat (y/n), we all think its best if we stop for today and pick up another day Kai says with his toothy grin.
arresso, I got it, I wont argue anymore I say forcing a smile.
Alright with that, Im going to excuse myself to go do some thing Kai says as he picks up his bags and heads out the door.
Krystal, Taemin and I are walking out together.
I dont mean you cant handle the harshness of the dance, I just dont want to see you getting hurt or over working yourself (y/n) I hope you understand Taemin says to me.
Ne, I know, youre only looking out for me, komowo.

-----------Then its lunch time------------------------------

After lunch i dont get any bettermy head hurts, maybe due to lack of water but then I still cant breathe properly, a cough is developing…….. and i keep getting blindspots…..
During my history lecture, a coughing fit begins..
Sehun looks over at me worried, I smile at him and wave off his piercing stare.
ms. (y/n)?
ne seonsaeng-im kim?
gwaenchanh-a?
ne, ill be fine. gamsahabnida
I honestly wished i hadnt said that.I cough again but this time something comes up and im running out of the class room.

Taemins pov

All im glimpse was (y/n) shirt tail disappear from the door, and she was holding her mouth.
Her coughs didnt sound natural, im worried for her.
I get up ready to follow her, but I turn to Sehun, Sehun, call Minho-hyung and inform him about (y/n) I have a feeling its urgent.
Sehun, leaves out the back door making the call as I dash out the door, hoping to catch up to (y/n) before anything happens.


sehuns pov

I knew she wasn’t alright, but yet I still let her play it off.
Im so stupid.
Im getting out of my seat when Taemin turns to me,
Sehun, call Minho-hyung and inform him about (y/n) I have a feeling its urgent.
This is probably best to call Minho-hyung, if its urgent then he needs to know, but hopefully not, itll just be an update for him.
I walk out the back door phone in hand dialing Minho-hyungs number.
Aishh, (y/n) better be ok and Taemin hurry and find her.

Your pov

Whatever came up is now running through my fingers and down my neck, its warm… gross! but i really dont want to think about what it is.
Im holding on to the wall with one hand while the other covers my mouth.
This isnt good, the bathroom is right ahead but im so tired and dizzy… My blindspots are stronger now and there making it hard to see.
My coughing is even stronger, I can start to taste the liquid….I shut my eyes tight and open them, big mistake, I trip.
To catch my balance by kneeling but my hand moves away from my mouth adn blood starts to drip…I cough again, blood comes it gets all over me and the floor.
I can hear my name being called, I faintly see someone running towards me,
and It goes dark.

Notes

Thank you for the 810 readers!! *bows 90 degrees*
Honestly I didn't think that many people would read my story. O.o
But Its awesome to be able to update a new chapter! (Although its shorter) Im just happy to be writing again!
School has been no joking these past 2 weeks.
Can you believe it, Schools almost out! Looking forward to Summer!
Ill try to update more often to keep the story going!
And for those who have a sort of testing ---> ~Fighting!~
I hope you enjoy this update (: