Bridal Blues

Momo-Chan’s POV

“You should take your time and think about your future once you’ve calmed down.” Jaesung oppa said convincing me and taking my hand as we walk away

We finally got to the restaurant… no one was there because Jaesung Oppa had rented it out for just the two of us…

“Isn’t this great?” Jaesung oppa smiled

“Yeah…” I replied half heartedly

Is this really the right decision? I thought as Jaesung oppa pulled a chair out for me as I sat down…The image of Taehyun Oppa’s back still tugging at my heart…

“The food they have here is amazing; you’re going to love it.” Jaesung said as he sat down, “I’ll take you where ever you like and we’ll have amazing food from all around. I want us to have more time like this together.”

“Jaesung…oppa…” I sighed

“Even though Taehyun brought you, your purse, don’t worry about it I already have everything covered.” Jaesung Oppa smiled opening a bottle of wine, “Here this is the best.”

“Okay…” I smiled

The food slowly came out but I didn’t lift my silverware at all… I slightly looked up at Jaesung Oppa eating happily.

“This is the best you have got to try.” Jaesung Oppa said eating happily as I nodded to him, “Here try this, the rice here, it’s the best.” He handed me a scoop…

I looked at the rice… it reminded me of the riceball that Taehyun Oppa had gave me… I looked at the fish soup… it reminded me of cooking the fish with Taehyun Oppa, him rubbing his cheeks on mine… our face turning black from the smoke… it was fun…it just happen recently but why does it feel so distant like this…

“What’s wrong?” Jaesung Oppa said scoffing

What? This was the first time I heard him kind of mad? He was always so kind… why is he jeering now? Maybe it’s nothing… I shook it off…

I grabbed some if the water and drank some… but deep down… the thought of Taehyun oppa kept coming up in my head… I notice some flowers in the corner of the restaurant… then the remember Taehyun Oppa that day taking the flower that fell on my head out of my hair… such simple but tiny gesture that he did… I remember them all…every single thought I had was Taehyun Oppa… in the blink of an eye, he became my everything… I…I…I…love him… I love Taehyun Oppa…

Tears filled my eyes and ran down my face after my realization… all along I tried to lie to myself… convince myself that nothing was there… I was wrong…

“Why are you crying?” Jaesung Oppa notice and asked

“I’m sorry. I just can’t stop thinking about Taehyun Oppa…” I said

“What?” Jaesung Oppa said upset, “Can’t you think about me?”

“Jaesung Oppa, I’m sorry… I think I made the wrong decision… everything… it’s not right… I…I… it’s all about Taehyun Oppa… I…” I said as tear continued to fall

“Just clam down.” Jaesung Oppa said huffing upset, “Don’t let a temporary loneliness confuse you. He’s was just doing what the two families were saying. There’s also no way he is the same if that were the case. You’re just confusing his actions with love.”

“No! You’re wrong! It’s true at first it was all just for the two families but now!” I yelled crying upset

“I’m sorry…I’m not saying what you feel is wrong…” Jaesung said running his hand through his hair, “I just want you to be happy.”

“Jaesung…oppa…” I said

I felt bad for Jaesung Oppa… but I can’t deny the truth and lie to myself…

“I’m sorry… it’s nice of you to ask me out but… I want to leave now…” I cried softly and buried my face in my hands.

“…You mean back to Taehyun” Jaesung said, his voice sounded shaky and it was different almost scary

I looked up surprise by his tone in his voice

“I asked if you wanted to leave and go back to Taehyun.” Jaesung Oppa repeated irritated as he looked at me with cold and emotionless eyes

“Oppa…” I said slightly scared

Why is he acting like this? He’s never been so oppressive. Is he mad? I thought he’d understand since he said he just wanted me to be happy…. He was nothing like the person earlier talking to Taehyun Oppa… I was scared… this wasn’t normal… I have to leave and get out of here…something deep down was telling me to leave…

“I’m sorry…I’m leaving.” I said and got up quickly but…

“Ah…” I yelled… Jaesung Oppa pushed me to the floor… I turned surprised

“What are you d-doing?!” I exclaim

“Did you think I really just let you go?” He grinned nastily

“O-oppa… what…” I replied scared

“You’re as stupid as I thought you’d be.” Jaesung Oppa laughed

Jaesung Oppa sneers as he looks down at me. I slowly back up…

“O—o—oppa…” I stutter

“I thought this would be easier. I never would have guessed that you would seriously fall for Taehyun…” he murmured pissed off

“W-what are y-you say?” I question surprised

What’s going on here… I don’t understand…

“I just wanted to tarnish your body and force you to marry me so that I can be the head of the Nam Family.” Jaesung Oppa said with a sadistic look

“My b-body…” I said shocked

“If I defiled your body, the Ariyasu family would force you to marry me and the Nam family will have no choice but to make me head of the Nam family… all their riches and power will be mine.” Jaesung Oppa laughed maliciously

“What!?” I yelled with fear

“I was not able to be head only because my father was born second… I am more suitable and older than Taehyun to be the head of the Nam family, I all I need to get Taehyun out of the way is to taint you… it’s that simple… I was going to try nicely… you have no idea how long I waited for this day to come.” Jaesung Oppa said and pushed down both my wrist and looked over me…

“Ow!! Let go!!” I yelled trying to push him off, “STOP IT!!”

I try to escape but he has me pin down and tears my dress exposing my bra.

“Don’t fight me. Give me your body like a good girl and I won’t have to hurt you.” Jaesung Oppa said with a cruel look in his eyes as he smiles

“NEVER! GET OFF ME!” I yell

Jaesung Oppa expression look sad for a moment..

“All I want is to be head of the NAM family… won’t you just help me… you do love me don’t you?” he asked

I stopped for a mine… and looked at him… “oppa…” I said… he’s been living in the shadow of Taehyun Oppa and want to be the head… but… Taehyun Oppa wants Jaesung Oppa and him to go back to being like brothers… would Taehyun Oppa be happy then???

While I was distracted, Jaesung Oppa twists my wrists.

“OW!” I yelled in pain

“You’re like Taehyun. So well-meaning…” he laughed

“Were you playing me?!” I asked meekly

“Yea… it was fun but playtime is over.” Jaesung laughed

“Stop!!!” I yell

He tries to pull off my bra… he bends over and tries to rip off my dress further… He forcefully kisses… his tongue thrushes into my mouth he reach to my back…

“No!” I yelled breaking away from his lips

“I’ll finally be the head of the Nam family…” he smiled a wicked smile as he whispers threateningly in my ear

“No … let go of me!” I yelled kicking and screaming

He pays no attention to me as his suddenly sinks his teeth into my chest, as blood oozes out… He looks up and smiles…

“You’ll be happy to have a capable man like me as a husband and our child will be the next head…” He smiles and tries to pull off my panties…

Taehyun Oppa!!!! Fear raced my mind… is this really how this will end?!?!?

“STOP!” I yell fighting with everything I have, “GET AWAY FROM ME!!”

“I’m going to make you mine!” He laughed

“I am so not yours!!” I yell as tears of fear stream down my face

He lets go of my panties and leans his face closer to mine and licks my tears…

“I like this look on you… fear…” he smiles sinfully as his licks my cheeks and trails down my neck

I finally pushed him off and wrapped my tattered clothes over me

“This can’t be happening.” I said hold myself shaking

“Ah… I love it when you resist even more…” he smiles, “But I want to see this look… on Taehyun’s face… the face of you being tainted in front of him!”

WHAT!!! What am I going to do!? This- this- this is too awful! I HATE HIM! I have to get out of here and find Taehyun Oppa!! I try to run out when…

“Where are you going?” he says and wraps his arms strongly held around my arms and around my chest from behind, “You can’t run away from me, you still have to bear my child.”

“Y-you seriously think I’m going to have your child?!” I yell kicking

“Yes... because I’m not soft like Taehyun… I won’t have any trouble getting you pregnant…” he laughes

I turned and looked his eyes looking at me seem to have no end … he means it… he really means it… I can feel how afraid I am throughout my body… I just can’t stop shaking in fear… Taehyun Oppa... pleas …save me...

“I will prove I’m head to everyone… I’m not going to tarnished you here no… I’ll do it in front of the Nam family they’ll have no choice but to make me head.” Jaesung laughs as a group of men I recognized as part of the Nam family run over and tie me up with rope.

“These are the men who believe in my position as head… now let’s go everyone’s waiting… I can’t wait to see Taehyun face… “he smiles evilly

“HAVE YOU ALL NO SHAME?!” I yell as they overpower me tying me

“I’m sorry… we believe that Jaesung would be best to lead the clan to power in Korea.” A man says as he ties me

After I’m tied up, Jaesung Oppa carries me and we head to the car on our way back to the mansion.

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