Gratefulness~ pt.3

In the morning everyone leaves to the photoshoots very early and I go with them. We head to some kind of old and fine-looking building. Boys sit down on their chairs and I get to watch as they get their make-ups and hairs done and I can get a little sneekpeak of what my life is maybe going to be like. Ji Yong's hair gets washed and a woman shapes it to look wild. TOP dresses in dark overalls that has different ribbons and strings and chains attached to it. Taeyang gets dressed up in a straitjacket and someone paints his face with strong colors. Seungri gets a skeleton look with different body paints and Daesung's sunny personality gets hidden under the smoky makeup and fuzzy hairstyle inspired by fire.

I eat a kimbap which Ji Yong gave to me earlier and drink my green vitamin drink.
Boys are photographed around the building. I carry a light stool with me from a room to another and try to study Korean at the same time. At some points I just have to peek over the book and admire their working. Eventually YG actually tells me to keep an eye on them and everything what happens in the building, so that I would learn the things quickly which other trainees probably know already.
YG carries us food bags in the building and boys sit down on their makeup chairs to eat.
"Did you learn anything?" Hyun Suk asks me and I nod at him.
"Thank you", I thank him because I haven't thanked him before. YG smiles.

Soon we get back to the hotel and we get to rest a bit before tonight's concert. I'm laying on the bed with Ji Yong and reading surprisingly hard grammar rules. He's browsing his phone and maybe answering to his fans' questions.
"Do you want to come to the concert?" he asks as he moves his finger on the screen.
"Of course I want to", I answer enthusiastically. Ji turns his head and smiles at me.
"Are you going to come to every concert?"
"Of course", I answer and smile back at him. Ji puts his phone away and turns to his side. He lays his hand on my stomach.
"Thank you for being here", he says again.
"Why are you always saying that?"
Ji laughs a little and looks at his hand, moves his fingers on me.
"You just make me feel so much better", he whispers and I try to control my face, so that I wouldn't rip apart. This feeling is so... I don't know how to describe it.

I put the book down and turn on my side opposite him. His hand stays on my hips. I touch his arm lightly.
"I'm so happy I could die right now", I state and Ji Yong looks at me scared.
"Aniyo! Don't die." He pulls me closer to himself and I don't know what I should do with my hands. Ji closes his eyes.
"Let's sleep", he says and I realize that he's still very tired. We woke up so early today. I'm starting to understand why idols sleep during the day everytime they have a chance. They have very little time to sleep at night.
I put my hands under my chin and stare at his cute but manly face for a moment before I close my eyes. I'm not really sleepy but I don't want to leave his side either. And, besides, I want to enjoy these little moments we get to spend together. When we go to Korea, my hard trainee schedule begins and Ji is already always very busy. We may not see each other that often. But I'm going to get used to it. That way the little moments feel much precious, I think to myself.

"Ji Yong! GIIDIII!" Seungri yells at the door and I startle. Ji looks at his friend with a "are you kidding me?" expression and rolls his eyes. He turns to his back reluctantly.
"The TV show?" Seungri explains and walks away. Ji glances at me.
"I'm sorry", he says. "This is my life. But don't get me wrong. I love it."
I smile. I follow him to the livingroom and sit down on the sofa next to the window. YG sits beside to me. Boys sit down on the opposite sofa closely. A laptop has been placed on the table and a web camera is connected to it. They watch strictly what's going on and then wave their hands to the screen. I can hear fans screaming from the speakers. They are on live stream to some TV show, I understand. YG glances at me and I can read from his lips: "Go study." I nod ashamed and walk back to the bedroom to my grammar book.

Ji goes to the bathroom to cleance his face and I change into tonight's outfit. I end up with a white dress and high heel boots. Taeyang rushes through the door as I am pulling the dress on me.
"Oh! Sorry sorry", he shouts and covers his face. I get a little scared of him.
"Taeyang!" I exclaim but laugh afterwards and pull the dress down. I tell him to zip it up. He helps me and I can feel his hands shaking.
"By the way, I'm glad that you're back in business with the mohawk again", I try to small talk.
"Oh", he utters a laughter. "You didn't like my blond hair?"
I grin as an answer.
"Where's GD?" he asks and I say that he's in the bathroom. Tae leaves the room and I laugh a little for the incident. I find my straightener and makeup bag. Ji Yong comes into the room.
"Oh no", he looks at my hands. "The staff is waiting to get their hands on you", he smiles.
"Aah", I get confused and look at my straightener. I haven't got a hang of everything yet. I put the straightener and makeups back in the suitcase and notice that Ji is still staring at me.
"Take that dress off", he tells and I get even more confused.
"W-what?"
"There's got to be something better prepared for you."
"O-okay."
Ji leaves the room and I change into a casual outfit, meaning capri jeans, long burgundy top and black leather jacket. I put on long basketball socks and tie the sneakers. I brush my hair to look even somehow bearable and I finish the look with a bobby pin that has a feather hanging on the end of the chain. I put on a black snapback that says "I DON'T CUR" and walk to the livingroom. Boys, especially Ji Yong, look at me satisfied.
"You look great!"

"I want to see you on the stage tonight", Ji explains to me as we get to the concert venue.
"Really?" I smile. I have been on stage for a few times already, so it doesn't surprise me.
"Can you dance?" There's only three hours until the concert starts.
"Dance? Are you out of your mind?" I glance at him scared. Ji Yong looks at his bling bling watch and Taeyang beside him is going through the lyrics from his phone. Ji nudges him and Taeyang cries out.
"Don't you remember it already?" GD smirks at him.
"Yeah", he turns back to me. "Then just look pretty and dance with me. K?"

Notes

This was a shorter chapter but I will translate another one today also!
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The Block B concert in Finland was a success! Many fans I met that said they had been to many other kpop concerts as well said also that this concert was the best they have ever ever ever attended! And I truly believe that it was just as unbelievable for the members as for the fans! They looked at us like we were mental and smiled with their eyes sparkling and laughed and cried and everything... Kyung looked so happy.. Kyeoptaa~~♥! Thank you for everyone who screamed and jumped like crazy in the crowd ♥ I can't even describe the atmosphere with words, my feelings are so strong... Peace (Y) I can die happy now... ♥ *bows*

Sorry for typos and everything! My hands are still shaking and I can't think clearly :D... Uhmm..

I'm going to dedicate this day for fanfiction and Korean studies yeah! exams can wait, right? ;)
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Teaser for chapter 10