Gratefulness~ pt.3

"This would look good on her", Ji is viewing the clothes on the rack like book pages and YG is standing next to him.
"I like this one better", Hyun Suk pulls out a short bright pink dress that has open sides and holes everywhere. There's more air than fabric. My eyes widen and I turn around on my makeup chair. Makeup artist whines and pulls her brush away from my face quickly. I look at the revealing dress with fear in my eyes. Ji Yong sees that and lays his hand on the hanger.
"No, if she doesn't want to", he says to YG who looks at Ji piqued. I laugh a little and turn back to the makeup artist. She continues drawing the thick cat eye eyeliners on my eyelids and I try to stay calm. It's really hard to just sit on the chair doing nothing, athough I should enjoy it. Maybe I can appreciate this more when I am completely tired and dead after touring around.
Taeyang, TOP, Seungri and Daesung appear from the hallway. Tae grabs Ji Yong's arm.
"Show timeh!"

I hang out at the backstage and listen to the performances with a Korean book in my hands.
"Mineeha...? MINEEHA!" a woman's voice screams behind me and somebody backhugs me. I turn to her and see Lee Chae-rin smiling at me.
"CL!" I shout and stand up from my chair. "You are here too?" I wonder since I didn't see her earlier.
"Yeah. I had so busy schedule that I just got here", she explains. Chae-rin is so beautiful, I think by myself. She's wearing black pattern high waist shorts, golden crop top and black holey blazer. On her feet she has leather wedges and with those on she is just slightly taller than me.
I can hear the current song ending and CL glances at the steps to the stage.
"It's my turn!" she calls out and waves off as she walks up.
This is so unbelievable. I decide to put the book away for a second and climb up to watch the show. A couple people from staff are sitting behind the stage and watching the performance. I walk behind one woman.
The music plays louder and CL jumps to the stage with her wedges. G-Dragon raps and Daesung sings his high notes.
Suddenly a man with a camera appears from behind me and films my face. I laugh akwardly and wave. He smiles at me and turns the lens to the staff and shows what the performance looks from this point of view. The he continues downstairs.
A woman in front of me has seen my confusion and she smiles at me in a friendly manner.
"He's filming for the DVD", she explains. I nod as I undestand.
"Did they film the Helsinki show too?" I ask curiously. Maybe he captured me and Sara. The woman nods and turns back to watch the show.

When the last song plays, Ji walks behind the stage and leaves the fans asking for more. He smirks at me attractively and takes my hand. I'm like melting wax in front of his stage charisma. Luckily, I don't fall as I walk up on the stage.

It's dark at first. GD walks me to the very front of the stage and the fans near it can see that there's two of us and they are squeling excitedly.
GD lifts his mic on his lips, still holding my left hand. I make sure the dress Ji picked out for me looks good. His unique voice hums the intro for a while and I try my hardest to hold back the furious fangirl inside of me. My other half shouts "IM ON THE STAGE HOLDING HANDS WITH G-DRAGON!!!" and the other half of me tries to calm down "You are just on stage with your friend having fun. Calm the f down. It's not that big of a deal."

"I brought a friend with me", Ji introduces me and the lights stay still off. Fans can only hear his voice but not see us.
"Say after me: yahoo!" he moves and I try not to fall with my heels.
Fans respond.
"Say yeppie yo yeppie yey!"
Fans echo yeppie yo yeppie yey.
"Say Jiiii-Dragon!"
"Jiiii-Dragon!!!"
"Screeeam swag on!"
"Swag ooonn!!"
"Can you say Mineeeha!?" I glance at Ji Yong astonished although I can't see him clearly.
They shout my name out loud and squeal afterwards. I get goosebumps. The spotlights bang and go on. First in the back and then one by one all the way to the front.
Now they can see us.
Ji raises our hands and bows in 90 degrees and I try to follow his example. Piano and a light rythm starts to play. I'm not sure if I have ever heard this song before...
We turn to look at each other's eyes and he moves my hand on his chest. I can feel his burning hot skin radiating warmth under the black shirt. We are both dressed in black, so we must look good together. Flaming good.

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