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Gratefulness~ pt.2

Outro: "I'm struggling to find you who I can not see"

An older man hands a letter to the receptionist. The lady picks it up and turns to him.
"Give it to them", he says, nods and leaves the hotel.


A young girl from room service pushes cart along the hallway. He takes a look at the beautiful view. The sun is about to set. The cart rolls down past the room number 259 and stops in front of the last door. The girl knocks. A man with turquoise hair opens the door for her and bows politely. The four other men are discussing something serious around the livingroom table. One of them, wearing a red leather jacket, lifts phone in his hand and a blond one sitting next to him prevents the man from throwing his phone to the wall. The one dressed in the leather jacket stands up quickly and yells at the blond one so loudly that the glasses start tinkling.
The girl gets scared of it and drops one of the spoons. She picks it up quickly. One of the men puts his hand on the man's shoulder and presses him down back on the sofa. The girl pours the sauce in small bowls and takes the dishes on the kitchen counter. She bows and the men, except one of them, come to the kitchen to eat.

The girl walks to the man with the red jacket and touches him lightly on his arm. He lifts his head up and looks at the girl who's holding a letter in her hand. He grabs the paper and tears it open immediately. She can see hope in his eyes. The one with turquoise hair, the blond man and the two other men stop eating and stare at him who's reading the letter over and over again, very carefully. His eyes get watery and his hands start shaking. A tear wets a corner of the letter and he wipes it off quickly like he was protecting something very very valuable...


The girl leaves the room and stops at number 259. She sees as a cleaner coming from the inside and dropping something interesting in the garbage bag. Then the cleaner goes back in the suite and the girl takes a few steps closer. She peeks inside the garbage back to see what the cleaner had thrown in there and she sees something very beautiful.
A black rose.



"How is it going in there? It doesn't go too well here... Ji Yong has changed. He doesn't eat, he doesn't sleep, he doesn't speak... He hasn't created any new songs lately. He wants to be alone all the time. His heart hurts. Ji Yong misses you so much... And we miss you too. Young Bae has been weird also. I don't know what happened exactly, YG won't tell. He just says that you had to leave. I'm so sorry that we couldn't keep our promises. You didn't have the best time of your life here. And now everything is wrong... But it will become better, don't worry! We wish all the best for you! Maybe we are going to see again someday...
- Seungri"





Time Goes By... ©Yonna-ah
See the whole picture.


[THE END OF PART 2/2]


... To Be Continued ...

>>[ PART 3 ]<< is here!





Notes

Be ready for PART 3 when it appears on the site... ;)

...

you'll never know what the future brings, right?




PSST! I have exams coming, I have to write the part 4 further, correct some typos I've made and Block B's concert is held 1.3. (really, in Finland!? YEY!) so I won't be posting for a while but you will hear about me soon, exams don't stop me and I will be posting when I'm taking a break from reading! :)
------>> I'm going to update right HERE in the note box about my plans and what I've been doing so that you can keep up!

5.2. The last chapters were released. I also corrected some typos from chapters 6, 7, 8 and 9 (last four).

10.2. This break has done good to me, I am slowly gaining new inspiration. Propably I will continue writing chapter 4 tomorrow or at least I'll correct some typos if I have enough time (also the tickets start selling tomorrow oooh!!<3) It's also my last listening comprehension test tomorrow so yeah I'll have some time before I start studying for exams. I will work hard so that I can start releasing the part 3 next week or the week after that.

11.2. OH MY FREAKING GOD I GOT THE BEST TICKETS (170e including EARLY ENTRY + MEET&GREET) x3 !!!!!111 And I didn't write/correct typos because I was too stressed out! :'D

14.2. I edited part 1 & part 2 and made them look similiar and simpler. Also... Site for PART 3 has been created now!

Comments

@yonnaah
Yes, they are sweet to us, no matter what and love us a lot. Some Koreans may just not really care if they date/marry foreigners, but not all of them.
Yes, I agree as well. Personnally, me being a Canadian, I will alow myself to say this: nowadays, it is very hard to find good music that DOESN'T talk about, sex, drugs, money, alcohol and more. They have probably been raised well, but because they have more free time than kpop idols, the fame and arrogance can get to their heads. I mean, look at Jusying Bieber! No offense, but he's far worse than ever and I just am ashamed of him coming from my country and displaying all his problems publicly. No offense, once more. Plus, Korean songers and groups have to dance in their performances most of the time, as in 99% of the time. They have dramas, variety and reality shows, practice, recording, radio shows, hosting, and much mkre, leaving them almost no free time at all. Back here, they almost all have free time to do what they want, they don't practice as much (or maybe they do?), most of them don't dance, most of them don't go to radio/variety/reality shows, most of them don't host, etc. I won't continue naming all the positive and negative differenc3s in between kpop idols and other idols (mostly from North America), because the list could go on forever and my fingers would fall off from so much typing. Well, we can't do anything about it, except hope for the best for american music and idols to change a little bit for the better.

macoco10 macoco10
2/14/15

@macoco10
Yeah, I think exactly the same way too! I love that you're thinking like that, you are very wise! ::)
After all they are just working people like everybody else too. Even though I may consider some kpop idol boys hot xD (I actually like being single too, I have had too many bad relationships and I don't want to date anymore...) I mean for example G-Dragon, my ub, I'd just like to be friends with him, get inside of his mind and thoughts, and share things with him, know what he thinks about everything... He's "too old" and far away from me, if you know what I mean, and Korean guys really don't like to have serious relationships with other than Korean women anyways so it's basically not possible to date kpop idols as a foreigner... I think too that many kpop idols are very nice and friendly! :) they take care of their fans no matter how curious and sneaky the fans always are. And they don't get really snobby and like "hey, look at me! I am a kpop idol, everybody loves me!" And I actually think that's because they work so hard (too much when we compare to f.ex. American etc. artists, not that they don't work hard too but kpop idols work harder than anyone) and that's the result: polite and humble artists. They don't get every penny they earn to buy fancy cars and clothes and stuff to show to other people how rich and famous they are (unless they haven't worked hard for a very long time like GD) and they don't really have time to become arrogant. And kpop idols/Koreans have been taught to good manners because of their culture. It's interesting and respectable. There is something good about strict working hours and idol lifestyle in whole, it makes the idols respect others, but of course they're naturally nice people too. :) You can see clearly who's kind by his/her nature and who has been just told to act nicer in front of the camera.

yonnaah yonnaah
2/13/15

@yonnaah
I knooooooow! And I was so stupid to not go say hi or something!!! T^T tThat is a once in a life time tjing for someone who lives in Montreal!!!! DX But yup, it would be cool to be like, all friendly and all with kpop idol. In fact, I don't necessarily like them for how they look or because they're famous, but because I like their personnality! ^_^ They seem really nice and I think they would be good friends. ^_^ I have very few friends (not that there is no one to be friends with, I mean, there are over 3 million people on this tiny sliver of the island where I live!! O_o). But the friends I have, I know them very well and understand them very well. And I really think that some idols could be awesome friends (not looking for a boyfriend... I'm too young. :P)!! Wouldn't you?

macoco10 macoco10
2/12/15

@macoco10
Aaaaaw ma gaaad :--------O!!! that's unbelievable and rare!! Omg. I hope I will see kpop stars in SK :< just walking by like "Oh, annyeong haseyo Nam Taehyun! Hello Bobby! Wazzup Jackson?! High five, bro!" Omg. My feels...

yonnaah yonnaah
2/12/15

@yonnaah
Omg!!!! You're so lucky!!!! XD Wahhh! Why can't I live in Finland!!!!
And you will never believe what I think I saw which was actually reality!! You know Zelo from BAP? Well, I was on the Mont Royal a few weeks ago and was just strolling and all, and then I hear this guy speaking Korean. Me being me, I turned around and I thought I saw someone who REALLY looked like Zelo!! But I thought I was just halucinating and all! Or that it was just a random look alike!! The, a few days ago, I go on a Montreal kpop Facebook fanpage and guess what I see! It was a picture of Zelo in Montreal on the Mont Royal! And it just happened to be on the same day I was on the Mont Royal!!! I am sure it's Montreal because of the Olympic Stadium in the backgroud, the view which the Mont Royal is mostly known for, the same railing, everything that proved that it was him!!! And I actually saw him but thought he was a random dude who looked like Zelo!!! DX I feel so stupid for not even having tried to see if it was him or something!!!! DX That was probably the first and maybe only time any kpop idol/group ever came to Montreal!!! I missed my chance!!! But at least I saw him, and I'm pretty lucky for that. ^_^ I still can't get over it!!!!! XD

macoco10 macoco10
2/12/15