a sasaeng life *BTS*

After Sam and Emma were home, Emma’s new home.
“let’s go inside” Sam said
“I am sorry, you had to suffer this with me!”
“don’t be sorry, it’s okay just let’s go in”
after they got in, Emma sat on the couch trying to stop her tears! Sam was in kitchen.
“here you go, take drink some tea, and you know it’s okay to cry, I am going to bed! And if you want to sleep, you know where you slept last time” Sam went to his room, Emma didn’t talk to him all what she was thinking about her mum, she always wished if her mum disappeared! But when she did really disappeared she is crying!
Emma put her head phones turned on her little hope she still have, she started listening to let me know over and over
she can’t hold it anymore, she started crying louder, and louder
“MUMM WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME! I HATE YOU I ALWAYS DID HATE YOU! I HATE YOU I HA” her tears suffocated her, she can’t talk all what she can do is screaming. In the other room where Sam was, he was hearing her scream, he cannot help her! “is it okay to just let her cry and scream” Sam doesn’t know what to do, he was just sitting behind that door and listened to her.
it was near dawn, Emma stop crying for an a hour, Sam was still there thinking if he should go check on her or not!
he finally decide to get out Emma was sleeping on the couch, he covered her, her eyes was swallowing
“everything will be okay, everything will be okay”
Emma hold his hand and murmured “mum don’t leave”
then Sam smiled “even you hated her you want her to stay”
he just stayed next to her and fall asleep. When the sun raised, Sam was the first to wake up he was all tired he didn’t sleep well, still he made breakfast for him and Emma. She was still asleep he left for her breakfast next to it a note and went to school.
Finally Emma waked up, she found the breakfast next to her and note. She took the note
“YOU HAVE TO EAT! IF YOU DO NOT YOU WILL GO TO HOSPITAL AND IF YOU DO I WILL TAKE YOU TO SEE YOUR BITZ. YOU DON’T HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL I WILL TALK TO THE ADIMINSTER”
SAM”

“It’s BTS, BTS why can’t he remember it. Is he serious about taking me to see them! Then I better eat” she started smiling and started to eat, then the pain of her mum’s leaving hunted her
“WHY NOW! I NEED TO FORGET ABOUT HER I HAVE TO” she again turned the music and start singing and eating.
she was all day long at home doing nothing just watching videos of her favorite band, reading their tweets, seeing their pictures
“I missed them all, I want to see them again”
at night when Sam came home, look who is finally awake.
“I ate my breakfast so when are we going to see them”
“you mean BITZ”
“BTS BTS”
“whatever, I heard they’ll have a fan meeting I got a ticket for you”
“OMG REALLY”
“yes but you have to promise me that you’ll try to be okay, and you’ll not try to escape or do something crazy until you graduate next year”
“I will, but you don’t have to take care of me I will try to work and live by myself”
“aiesh look at this girl again! I said you’ll stay here you’ll”
she just nodded
“now let’s have dinner I brought some pizza with me”

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