a sasaeng life *BTS*

“What have I really done? Why am I stupid?” Emma could not stop asking those question and crying realizing what she did. She realized how selfish she was, she though that she was the only one who suffered and the only one who people should care about her feelings.
“What should I do to make it up to him” she now stopped crying and started thinking. She smiled “ah I got it” she get up, washed her face and looked in the mirror “Fighting Emma ^^” .
She started running here and there, cleaning the whole house, then went to kitchen “I should make something delicious” she closed her hand and whispered in her head “please God help me”. She started to prepare dinner. She filled the table with different dishes all colors were there.
“I hope this will work out”
after 15 min, Sam was home he was shocked of what he saw.
“I-I-I hope you’re hungry” Emma said with her head down.
“Of course I am *_*” Sam replayed
she lifted up her head and smiled.
Sam started eating with joy; he was lost in all food. Eating from here, there, here and there.
“y-you liked the food”
“of course, you know they say the best way to a man’s heart is his stomach,” Sam said with his mouth full of food.
“Thank God then” Emma started eating. There was a moment of silent, then Emma broke it up “I am sorry”
“for what” Sam continued eating as if he didn’t know what she was talking about
“for making you angry yesterday, I know I was selfish. I just could not hold back and I felt as if everyone hated me and want me to suff-“Sam didn’t let her finish her word “Yaaa! You stupid, have you ever seen a brother hate his little sister”
“does that mean you forgive me”
“you did nothing to be forgiven, I over reacted to because I love you and I don’t want nothing to harm you”
Emma started crying “youuu idiot made me scared!! YOU IDIOT MADE ME THINK YOU’LL KICK ME OUT AND NEVER FORGIVE ME AHHH”
Sam tried to calm her down “woo wooh shhh” Emma just could not stop crying. Sam got up from his chair, he kneelt next to her “I am sorry okay” Emma looked at him, she hold him and started crying even more “I AM SORRY”
after finally stopped crying, Sam hold her face “I love you, if I ever shouted on your face is because I love you okay?” Emma nodded with a smile on her face, Sam kissed her forehead “that’s ma little sister, now lets clean these dishes”
while cleaning Emma remembered that Sam’s mother “oh by the way Sam”
“hum yes”“your mum was here “
“oh God -_- !! she could call me instead of coming”
“she said she tried to call you but you don’t answer”
“oh right”
“but you don’t want your mum to come to see you she seemed so nice, and she suffered to raise you if I have a m-“ Emma released that she was saying something she shouldn’t say, she put her hand on her mouth “I am sorry, I just mean your mum is a nice person”
“she told you about our past right”
“we-well yeah”
“ohhh mum! She really have to stop bringing the past back” Sam seemed little bit angry, Emma did not know what to do, she was scared that all good things that happened will fade away because of what she said again!
“Please don’t be angry, I felt happy that she told me at least I know something about you”
Sam remained silent. “but can I ask you why you seemed not to like being around your mum”
“lets finish cleaning first and then I will tell you”
after finishing the dishes Sam made coffee and they both went to the living room, Emma felt her heart racing, she never had a serious talk like this before.
After a moment of silence, Sam decided to talk eventually “Well! As mum told you my father treated us harsh, he beat me up. Whenever mum tried to get on the way to save me she got beaten up instead and after we get here, she own companies and she is extremely rich now. She wants me to work with her”
Emma asked him “and what’s wrong with that”
“first of all, she worked hard to be where she is now, she deserve it I don’t want anything from her, she worked hard to provide me food, clothes and education. I do not want her to support me until I die. Second, I want to be a teacher. I was deprived from education, and I want to teach people who were like me” Emma started crying and smiling “that’s why you helped me”
“yeah! I don’t want anybody to suffer” he smiled and added, “I don’t have a sister and now I have one”
“Thank you for everything I will pay this to you someday”
“if you want to pay me promise me that you’ll help someone else who suffered like you”
“I promise you”
Sam’s phone ringing “Speaking of the devil haha, excuse me I will answer before she comes again” Emma nodded to him.
“Hey mum,” “oh I was at school I couldn’t answer” “yeah Emma told me you came, I was little bit busy that’s why I didn’t call you back”
“oh really mum, okay I will be right away at your house”
“sorry Emma I have to go for a little bit, I need to see mum” Sam didn’t wait for Emma’s response he just run out of the house with a big smile on his face
“waah!! He said he does not want to see his mum or rely on her! Now look at him he was running to her like a little baby”
Emma went to sleep.
*piip*piip*
Emma opened one eye and checked her phone “huh who would send a message in this hour” she opened the message it was a strange number Emma was now fully awake “waaah who is that? This is not the girls number, who might it be?” after long thought “aiesh maybe that’s just a wrong number then she decide to go back to sleep”
in morning, Sam and Emma were having breakfast Emma asked him “how was your mum” he smiled “she is fine as always, and ahh she sent this with me to give it to you” he gave her a nickels with BTS name on it “OMG this is a limited edition of BTS nickels” her tears start falling down with happiness
“oh I envy you, you get gifts and I get and idiot next to me crying”
“yaaa”
“hurry up so we will not be late to school”
“I have to thank her for this, she really made me so happy”
“mmm maybe we will visit her after getting back from school”
“okay then”
“give me the nickels I will put it for you”
while Sam put the nickels for Emma
*ppiiip*piip*
Emma checked her phone, it was the same number

“oh it’s not a wrong number, this person know my name who would it be”
“are you okay”
“yeah yeah just a number that I don’t know sent me a message”
“haha you start getting crushes, you should answer him"
Emma blushes “ohhh no”
“haha, let’s go to school now”

Notes

Sorry for late updates '_'
I hope you will like the new chapter
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